"Ohfuckyeah..."
Pleasure tingled up my spine and down the backs of my legs, making me curl my toes and flex my shoulders into the mattress beneath me. My cock β wrapped between soft, beestung lips and lavished by a skilled tongue β was hard as a flagpole and throbbing with pent-up desire. My balls ached for release, and my muscles tensed in preparation.
Between my spread thighs, the blonde head bobbed up and down, up and down. There was no stopping her steady rhythm, as smooth and even as clockwork.
"That's so good, babe..."
I groaned. One of my hands released its grip on the sheets and trailed down, tangling in the flowing mane of golden locks.
I fucking love mind control,
I decided.
Pop.
The soft, wet sound of Amber's mouth slipping off the end of my rod as her eyes sought mine.
"Do you love me?"
she asked, sky blue eyes blazing up at me devotedly. She wrapped her hand around my shaft, slowly pumping up and down, purring and nuzzling up into my hand.
I hesitated, still stroking gently through her long, crimson hair.
Her expression shifted, growing sad.
"But Chance..."
Daisy murmured.
"What did I do to deserve this?"
I...
I wanted to explain to her, to explain that she'd been lying to me about her work and I didn't understand.
Bwah!
I blinked, shaking my head. The noise was loud, and stabbed into my mind like it was coming from right beside my head. Daisy stared up at me, emerald orbs wide and deep and pleading.
Wait...
What had Daisy been lying about, again?
Bwah! Bwah!
Bwah!
My eyes shot open and I sucked in a breath.
What? Where amβ?...
Oh.
The ceiling was familiar, but not the one I'd expected. Beside me, Carmen rustled and then rolled over, snuggling against my chest. She tugged the covers higher sleepily, trying to ignore the blaring alarm on the bedside table.
Trying not to move too abruptly, I stretched out across her slender body and reached for the phone. My fingers scrabbled, but I couldn't quite pick it up. "Be quiet," I grunted, blindly stabbing at the screen.
Bwah! Bwβ
I must've gotten lucky, because one more tap and the device went blessedly silent. I flopped back with a groan, staring up at the ceiling. Carmen's ceiling, in the twins' apartment.
"Mmm..." Carmen murmured. "Thanks, babe..." She kissed my chest, a small hand stroking up my side. Then she wrapped her arm around my torso in a sleepy hug. Her body was bare except for a pair of gray and pink sleeping shorts, and her skin was hot against mine.
"'Course, cutie," I answered softly, kissing the top of her head.
Above us, early morning sunlight streamed in through the window that, not long ago, had allowed Carmen to overhear my fateful conversation with Mike Lassiter. I could tell that it was probably only 6:30 or so, and I knew that if I gave myself permission I could slip back into dreamland. Despite the intensity of my sleeping visions, however, I had no desire to dream again. I had no desire to think about Amber or Daisy or Victoria.
Instead, I wriggled down until I was face to face with the semiconscious teen and gently kissed her forehead. "Time to rise and shine," I murmured. "Up and at 'em for a Monday morning run before work."
She sighed, long and slow, then her lashes fluttered and green eyes blinked open. "Okay, Chance," she said. She kissed me, then slowly stretched herself awake.
* * *
We had been up late the past few nights, eating takeout and gaming into the wee hours of the morning. It wasn't a normal schedule by any means, especially since I'd gotten so used to an early-bird routine, but I knew that Carmen and I were trying desperately to distract ourselves from what had happened on Thursday.
As we walked through the Starside lobby, a silent space stretched between us. It was a shared guilt that kept us together and pushed us apart; the knowledge that we had done something
very
wrong to people that mattered to us, and also the knowledge that neither of us was ready to admit it.
We'd been living at Starside since Thanksgiving, and hadn't gone back to my apartment for clothes, toiletries or reconciliation. Rather than return, Carmen had taken me to a small outlet mall nearby. I'd looked on while she selected pajamas and a couple of workout essentials. I had alternated between those two types of outfits all weekend.
We jogged in silence, taking the same route as yesterday: down toward the river and then along a winding path, through carefully-spaced trees and beside a grassy park. We passed few people, mostly other joggers, but despite our freedom and solitude we were mostly silent.
Even when we returned, I didn't mention my dream.
We made coffee and quiet conversation, passing the time idly with Carmen on one side of the kitchen island and me on the other. Neither of us glanced at the microwave clock, which slowly counted up the minutes until the hour when the teenager would have to say goodbye and head to her first shoot of the day. Eventually, though, I couldn't put it off any longer.
"Are you going to be okay?" I asked. I set my mug down carefully, watching the girl with worried eyes. "You know what I need you to do?"
Carmen sipped her coffee and nodded silently, glancing up at me over the rim. Her green eyes were alert, but without their usual sparkling mischief.
"Thank you," I said heavily. Then, I added, "Really. I don't see how I can go back until I've figured out what Amber is really up to. I can't stand to be around her anymore, her lying right to my face and me having to pretend that everything is alright when it isn't."
The young redhead nodded.
She knows what that's like,
I realized.
After all, that's what Daisy has been doing to her. To
you
, for that matter.
Somehow, though, I couldn't be mad at Carmen's twin. Sure, I was upset with her for hiding things from us. But with so much mental RAM devoted to stress over the Amber situation, I couldn't split my mind into fractions of discontent.
I looked across the island at the beautiful 18-year-old and suddenly recognized that her silence and preoccupation for what they really were.