NOTE: The narrator of this story is not a self-insert. He's a character I came up with in a dream, and he's a very flawed person with too much power. He's pretentious as hell, he's a narcissist, he can't conceive of the idea that other people's opinions matter, he's at least a little sociopathic, he's a creeper, and of course he's a huge perv. I, the author, do not like to think any of those things apply to me. Except the first one and the last one. Just wanted to set the record straight.
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PROLOGUE: A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT
Midday Saturday in late July finds me sitting on a bench in Central Park. This is my favorite place to go on a summer day - the weather is impeccable, and I am surrounded by beautiful scenery and happy people. People here are just so more
alive
than anywhere else in the city. I have a book with me, but I am barely paying attention to it - the real reason I'm here is to practice my art. Park benches are a great studio for me, because all I have to do is sit and wait for inspiration to strike.
And here some is now. A pair of pretty girls, probably in their late teens, walks by hand in hand, enjoying the day, giggling conspiratorially together about some teenaged intrigue or other. I smile. Ah, to be young again. Perfect subjects. I wave my hand, the world seems to bend for just a second, and then everything grinds to a stop. My two adorable subjects freeze in their steps, those goofy smiles still plastered on their faces, mid-stride. And they're not the only ones. Everyone else here, everyone else in the world as far as I've ever been able to tell, has stopped right where they are. A pigeon has paused midway through taking flight, its fluttering wings frozen in air. Even the water droplets springing from a nearby fountain have ceased in their trajectory. Everything is perfectly still and silent. This moment is just for me.
I take a moment to enjoy the beauty of this single moment of bustling city life extended for eternity. Even after all this time, even after all these moments I have taken for myself, it never fails to take my breath away. I like to paint when the world is like this, just me. I'm quite pleased with the output I've gotten this way - I'm able to extract an immense amount of detail and meaning from a single frozen moment when I can take as long as I want to observe things. But my abilities have allowed me a truer, deeper art. You see, I'm a sculptor, of sorts. Of clay, yes, but also of women.
This moment will last as long as I want it to. Once, on August 14th, 2014, at 3:35 PM, I decided to simply stay in a moment for as long as I could. I walked around New York, then around Westchester County, then around Connecticut. I got as far north as Maine before turning around and walking home, then walked on toward Philadelphia and Washington. I never got tired, never got hungry. I never do when time isn't moving - I just keep walking as long as I need to get where I'm going. I walked, and I sketched, and I painted, and I sculpted, and then finally when I decided it was time to continue my life as I had known it before, I walked all the way back to the same park bench where I had first frozen that one immortal moment in the first place, and I let the moment go. It had felt like a year or more for me, although it was hard to tell since I never tired and the sun never moved, but as the newspapers and my phone informed me, it was still 3:35 PM, August 14th, 2014. Everyone around me went on just as they had when I'd started, unknowing - or knowing, just a little bit - the changes I had made while they slumbered.
Presently I rise, leisurely, amble over to my two beautiful muses, and begin setting their belongings aside. One stands about 5 foot 6 in her summery wedge sandals and sundress, auburn hair a bit past shoulder length framing a pretty, tastefully-made-up face. Her driver's license, in the small purse I glance through to find it, names her Amber O'Brien, just 18. Pretty girl, pretty name. Her friend, whose state ID card in her shorts pocket identifies her as the 19-year-old Haley Gutierrez, stands a bit shorter at 5 foot 5, though this is probably largely due to the Converse sneakers she is wearing in lieu of heels. Haley is dressed a bit more casually than Amber, although she is still prepared for the heat of the day in a short white T-shirt and high-waisted shorts, leaving just a bit of midriff and most of her legs exposed. Her dark brown hair is short, in the "pixie-cut" style favored by girls of her generation of a particular political stripe. I reluctantly disentangle their interlaced fingers from each other, though it pains me to destroy this beautiful gesture even if only for a moment, and begin pulling Amber's sundress up over her hips and off her body. Time to see what I'm working with.
Amber surprises me with a beautiful pair of huge youthful breasts under her dress, but the effect is nearly spoiled by her ugly, well-worn underwear. A body like this, and she chooses to disgrace it with this old, ill-fitting bra and these extremely unflattering cotton Hanes panties. Such a shame. I tut disapprovingly as I divest her of this ugly crap. Amber must not have an older sister to instruct her in these things. Once these distasteful garments are off her body, I carry them to a trash can on the other side of the park and deposit them inside. She's better off without them. Haley surprises me a little by having stronger underwear game than Amber, perhaps due to how tight her shorts are. A black thong - no lace, Calvin Klein brand - frames her tight little ass, and her small breasts are not restrained by a bra at all. Though it is fairly basic in style, I am pleased enough with the underwear to place it on top of the pile I make of Haley's clothes on the ground beside her, rather than in the trash. She is putting in at least a little effort with her underwear, so she is allowed to keep it.
Once the girls are naked - Amber's heels remain on her body, but Haley is barefoot - I carefully re-lace their fingers together, with relief. Friendship restored. I pace in circles around the two frozen nude beauties, sketching and taking in their subtleties. Amber's stomach has a bit of potbelly to it, like many girls as blessed as she in the chest department. Amber's breasts, though huge and well-shaped, show a bit more sag than she'd probably prefer. Meanwhile Haley's breasts, though quite firm, are also quite small - a small B or large A, I estimate - and though her butt is firm as well, without any clothing to shape it it appears small, almost squarish. She is lithe and athletic, but not very shapely. I imagine this causes quite some insecurity for her. I know what I have to do.