Work had me on the road again. I hated to leave the girls, but I admit that I have a pretty good time even when I am out of town. It felt a little funny to leave all three of them behind, though. Rebecca managed to find a way to work "from home" for the next couple weeks anyway and they were all excited about getting the chance to explore each other better. Three is different from two, and they all seemed to be excited. Of course four is different from three, and I hated not being a part of things, but someone has to make a living.
Not that the girls did not work. Just that they did not have to travel to do it. Well, Rebecca will have to travel some, but I'm the one who has to do a lot of travel. Still, I have traveled a great deal over my career and expect to do so for some time to come, so I don't get too much heartburn over it. Actually, I like it a lot for the most part. It's only now that I have some lovely and highly sexed ladies at home that gives me pause at all.
On the other hand, I have the ability to amuse myself just fine and I set out to do just that. I had made a couple calls and was pleased with the results, but I had about three hours before I was to meet a customer for dinner. I did not want to go to a bar, there were no beaches around, and there were no obvious opportunities to engage in sexual shenanigans. So I went to the park.
There were a couple different parks in this town, but there was one that was closer to the edge of town that bordered a national forest. As you entered the park, there were rest rooms, picnic areas, a couple gazebos, the normal stuff. As you drove further in, there were a couple ball fields, one for baseball and one for soccer or football. Beyond that was was a large mown grass field dotted with trees. Beyond that were woods. There were hiking trails that led from there into the adjacent national forest, though I had no idea where they led or how far they went.
I thought about walking into the woods to see where they went but I was not really dressed for it, and besides, there was a nice shaded spot under a tree close to the woods just inviting me to have a seat. I sat.
Looking around, I noticed that there were people sitting under some of the other trees, but not many. Some couples, some individuals, on the grass, on blankets, reading, talking. Maybe napping. Low key.
There was only one couple very close to me, and they were probably 20 or 30 yards away. I lay down on the soft grass and relaxed.
I was still trying to make sense of this incubus business. Fiona had not really told me a lot, and I was unable to find out much more on the internet. And, my experience was a little different from what I understood from those two sources.
It sounded kind of like an incubus was some kind of sexual vampire. Like they fed off of other people. Sort of like I get something from you and now you don't have it, I do.
That doesn't seem at all like what was actually happening. True, I did have a lot more sexual energy. I had a lot more energy all around. I was able to stay sexually engaged more than I ever could. I could get and stay hard, have multiple climaxes, just stay interested, so much more than I used to. And, a whole lot more than most people. Also, it seemed that I was a lot more prolific when I did orgasm; I was able to shoot ropes even if I had just had an orgasm.
However, it was not at all a zero-sum game. Or zero-cum game if you will. Instead, not only was I filled with more sexual energy, so were the others. Especially the women I had been most active with. They were just as horny as I was, just as eager to fuck one more time no matter how many times they had already done that.
Their loving the taste of cock and pussy, and of course semen, was a big deal. It's kind of like being really fond of chocolate and being able to take a bite whenever you want to. Why wouldn't you?
But it was more than that. These women were horny. A lot. Just about as much as I was, which is a lot. It seemed like sexual energy was multiplied or something. It also seems like it hangs around. Usually sexual energy wanes. You get horny and then you have sex and then you're not horny for a while. Now, for me, it's like it doesn't really wane. Now I'm horny, have sex, and I'm still pretty interested in sex. Even better, so are the people I have sex with.
All this had changed gradually, but it had become pretty pronounced. And, while Susan and Kit had been growing into all this at the same time I have, Rebecca just kind of stepped into it and was the same way almost immediately. It has to have something to do with establishing the resonance but it seems to be the case that it stays established in some way even if I am not around. Or something. It's like it is a thing in itself.
All the moving guys were certainly able to perform admirably, though it is hard to tell what that would look like long term. In any case, my sexual energy seems to be abundant, and it seems to infect others pretty easily.
Not that anyone seems to mind. Quite the opposite. So far everyone has been more than happy to have their sexual experience heightened or exaggerated or whatever the fuck is going on. And it's not just at the moment. It's afterwards as well. People don't look back and say, "I can't believe I did such a thing." They don't feel bad about any of it, even if it was behavior that was quite uncharacteristic of them.
I'm kind of like the sexual equivalent of a fairy godmother. I just show up and wave my wand and things get better for you. Of course the wand is my cock, and things are getting better sexually. And I'm a guy. Fairy fuckfather? Fairy cockfather? But still. It does seem like I magically make people more sexual and happier with their sexuality and with their sex. I'm really doing a public service, right?
And the truth is, with an increased sensitivity in erogenous areas, lost gag reflex, and heightened appreciation for the smells and tastes associated with sex, people's sex lives are remarkably improved long after whatever interaction they have with me is past.
Yes, I know this is largely rationalization that allows me to continue fucking, and fucking with, people without feeling any guilt about it. But it kind of works. I really don't feel much guilt about it. It seems to be a win-win. I don't know if I should be proud of my self for seeing the ethical quandaries here or concerned that I am able to resolve them so handily and then go on doing what I want. In any case, I could not think of a good reason to stop, so I didn't.
So having spent some time examining the ethical ins and outs of using the resonance for sexual gratification, I began to think about different ways that I could use the resonance for sexual gratification.