I walked in to the arcade room anxious to get Brianna underway. She was still sprawled in the chair, her eyes out of focus. I smiled at her in her faded jeans and t-shirt, arms hanging at her sides so I could see most of her body. She was not as tall as Mara or Lexi and her breasts were a bit smaller. Even though she was not the type of woman I was normally attracted to she had an indefinable quality that made her irresistible.
"Brianna," I said, watching her closely.
"Yes," She responded, her eyes staring off at something only she could see. Her breathing was slow and steady and she seemed at peace with herself.
"Follow me," I said as I turned and walked out the door. I knew without question that she would follow me. I walked at a comfortable pace feeling no need to hurry. I knew Mara and Lexi would be out shopping for a good while and I had most of the afternoon free. I walked in to my office and made myself comfortable in the chair across from the sofa. I watched Brianna slowly step through the doorway. "Sit on the sofa Brianna," I instructed.
She walked with hesitation as if a great weight had been placed upon her delicate shoulders. She made her way to the sofa and plopped down, collapsing like a sack of potatoes. She continued to stare off in space.
"Brianna, you don't like your name," I said, watching her closely. "From now on I will call you Ana. You will find that name comforting and pleasing to you. When you hear me or anyone else call you that you will feel some excitement, some sexual teasing. Do you understand?"
Her brow furrowed for a second. "Yes I understand," She said slowly, "I like the name Ana."
"Good," I said, sliding back in my chair," I want you to tell me about yourself. Tell me something no one else knows."
Her brow furrowed again. "I watched Brian have sex with Mara," She said, her voice a sing song melody as she processed the memory, "They were out in the old barn. He was mean to her. He told her she was a tease and he made her have sex with him. I was up in the loft when it happened. They never saw me."
"What did you think of it?" I asked watching her closely. Her breathing was still slow and steady. She was perfectly calm repeating the episode.
"Brian was a prick," She said, "He made here have sex with him right there in the barn. He didn't even let her take her dress off. He forced her to the floor and ripped her panties off. He took his penis out and got down on top of her. She tried to resist but he wouldn't let her. His penis was small. "
I adjusted myself in my chair. "Ana," I said, "From now on you will refer to all things sexual with a more familiar, comfortable choice of vocabulary. You will refer to a penis as a cock, and so on. Tell me what you thought about all that was going on with Mara and Brian. What did you feel?"
Brianna shifted on the sofa, her fingers intertwined and twitching. "I hated him for it. He was making her do something she didn't want to do. I was excited, too. It really turned me on to watch my sister get her comeuppance. She was always Momma and Daddy's golden girl. Now she was doing something she didn't want to do, something she wanted to stop and no one was there to help her. I hated Brian for what he did but I liked watching her. Brian should not have been the one to do it."
I leaned forward in my chair. "What?"
Brianna's eyes cut in my direction. For just a fraction of a second her green eyes seemed to regain her focus as she stared at me. "It should have been me. I should have been the one taking her. I have always been the tarnished little girl of the family. It was her turn. But Brian stole that from me. I hate him for it. I watched her fight against him, pinned down by his strong arms. I could see her breasts heaving through her dress. I wanted him to strip her and take her so I could see all of her, all of her humiliation. I wanted to be Brian."
I leaned forward in my chair, concern in my voice. "Ana, you understand that I am fully in control of you?"
She hesitated for a second then quietly answered. "Yes." Her eyes had lost their focus again and she seemed to be mine.
My confidence returned. "Ana," I asked as I settled back into the chair once again, "Have you ever had sex?"
"Yes," she responded, "With Brian."