Part 3: Mommy Knows Best
"Maria will you please just listen to m-"
"I'm done listening, Diana! Now get out. of. my. Way!" Maria hollered at the top of her lungs.
Maria was through being patient, through doubting herself. For weeks -- weeks! -- she'd been telling everyone that something was wrong around here. In less than a month, half their housemates had vanished without warning, only to re-emerge and announce they'd forsaken their rights and turned into slaves! She didn't know what, but
something
was going on, and she needed to get out of this house -- and away from this college -- before it happened to her, too.
So, suitcase in hand, she shoved past Diana and stormed through the living room. On the way out, she spotted mousy little Hannah curled up on the couch, trembling, avoiding eye contact.
For a moment, Maria felt a pang of guilt. Part of her desperately wanted to take Hannah with her, to protect the innocent, naive girl from whatever was happening. If women like Renee and Sheena were susceptible, then Hannah was a sitting duck. But Maria knew taking somebody along wasn't an option. She only barely had a plan for herself, after all.
Still, even a shaky idea was better than waiting here for some
man
to mess with her head and put a collar on her. So without looking back, she left the house, loaded her belongings into her tiny car, and drove away.
* * *
Some time later, standing outside the door of a high-end apartment, she wasn't so sure.
It wasn't that Maria didn't think she was
welcome
, exactly. After all, she and Daphne had been neighbors and close friends since childhood, even with Daphne being several years older. Heck, she'd babysat Maria for years. She was the first person Maria came out to when she realized she was gay. Sure, they'd drifted apart some, once Daphne moved out after college, but she'd still said that Maria was welcome to visit her any time.
But what if that was just Daphne
saying
it? She was a successful career woman now; who's to say she wouldn't feel quite so generous towards some teary-eyed freshman showing up unannounced and begging to crash on her couch? What if she had a boyfriend staying over already? What if she wasn't even home, and Maria was going to be stuck squatting outside a door all night? Hell, if she
was
home, what should Maria say that wouldn't make her sound crazy?
Just as all those thoughts were turning into a whirlpool in her head, and about to convince Maria to run away and sleep in her car, the door opened without warning.
"...Maria?" Said the tall, dark-haired woman in silk pajamas. She looked confused, but clearly recognized her visitor.
"Oh...uh, hi Daphne," Maria said awkwardly. She gave a puzzled look at the door, realizing she hadn't even knocked yet. "How did you..."
"I've got a security camera by the door. I was just getting into bed when I saw..." Her look of confusion turned to concern as she took in Maria, mascara running down her cheeks and suitcase in hand. "Are- are you alright? Did something happen?"
"It's..um..."
"Wait, what am I saying? Come inside first and sit down. You look like a wreck, sweetie."
"I feel like one." Maria followed the older woman inside, set her bag down in an out of the way corner, then followed into an immaculately modern living room to sit on Daphne's plush, white couch.
"Please, tell me what's going on, M," Daphne pleaded. She sat down next to Maria, and gently took her hand. "Are you hurt? Did something happen at school? Are you in danger?"
"No. Yes. I don't know. I'm..." Maria hesitated. She stared down at her lap, too nervous to meet her friend's eyes. "I'm afraid you'll think I'm crazy."
She felt a gentle hand on her cheek, and let it guide her head up. Daphne looked at her with strong, determined eyes full of concern.
"I promise I won't. You're obviously upset, and you came to me for help. I swear I'll hear you out. So please, just talk to me."
Sniffling, Maria tried her best to hold back anxious tears while she told Daphne everything. She only succeeded for a few minutes. By the end of it, she was sobbing into her friend's shoulder, squeezed into a warm hug that only opened the flood gates more.
"I'm...I'm sorry," she mumbled into Daphne's increasingly soggy pajama shirt. "I'm being hysterical but I just didn't know who else to turn to."
"There's nothing to apologize for, M." Daphne softly stroked the blonde's head, speaking in a soothing voice.
Maria recognized that tone. It was the same tone she'd used years ago, when Maria would wake up from a nightmare and beg for her mommy. Back then, Daphne would crawl into bed with her, cradle her, and whisper reassurances until she slept soundly through the rest of the night. Part of her felt ashamed to be coddled like a child, but the part of her shaking with anxiety was happy for the familiar comfort.
"You don't think I'm crazy, then? You believe me about the brainwashing?"
"I think that you had every right to be scared," Daphne said, keeping that same warm, calming timbre. "I can't say what did or didn't happen with the other girls, but if you felt unsafe, then getting out was the best choice you could have made."
"Thank you. That...that means so much." Maria felt her muscles relax, releasing a tension she'd been carrying with her for so long, she hadn't realized it was there until it was gone. She sagged into Daphne, who only held her tighter.
"I want you to know that you can stay with me as long as you like, sweetie. I've got plenty of room, and I'd be more than happy to share this place with you, to offer anything you need. You're safe with me, Maria."
"That means the world to me." Maria finally let herself out of her friend's embrace, and tried in vain to wipe off her tear-streaked face.
"I'm sure you're exhausted, so how about you go get a shower, and I'll get everything set up for a sleepover." Daphne gave a crooked grin, and Maria found herself laughing in-spite of herself.
Maria made her way to Daphne's spacious, gleaming bathroom and went about cleaning herself up. It was a wonderfully therapeutic experience, letting all the sweat, tears, and tension wash out of her body. When she came out, she found Daphne had lent her a set of sleep clothes, and silently thanked her lucky stars to have such a generous friend to rely on. She slipped on the soft tank top and cotton shorts, and found Daphne dressing down the bed in the master bedroom.
"Oh, um, I'm sorry. I figured I would just crash on your couch," Maria said, feeling awkward at imposing so much out of the blue.
"The couch is plenty comfy, but for tonight, I figured what you need is a nice, warm bed."
"But I'd hate to put you out of your own bed!"
"Then we can share, and it really will be like a sleepover." Daphne approached Maria, and gripped the younger woman's hand in a soft but firm grasp. "Don't consider yourself a burden, M. You're not putting me out by letting me help you, alright?"
"...alright."
"Good, now you go ahead and get cozy. I'll get the lights and be right back to tuck you in." Daphne snickered.
"I don't think you need to go full babysitter mode." Maria smiled. "I'm not a little girl anymore."
"Believe me, I can see that. Why do you think we're sharing the bed?" Daphne said, giving Maria a flirtatious look. Then she laughed under her breath again and went to turn down the lights.
Maria awkwardly chuckled at her friend's joke, suddenly not so keen to keep up the teasing. Truth be told, she'd fantasized more than a few times about Daphne growing up, even though she knew nothing could ever happen. She knew her friend was just trying to lighten the mood, but now she felt suddenly self-conscious about their sleeping arrangement.
In the end, though, she was too tired to worry about that, and in moments she was under the covers, curled up and ready to drift off. The lights went out, and she saw the vague silhouette of Daphne join her under the sheets.
With a whispered "Good night" to her gracious host, Maria drifted to sleep. As she dozed off, she dreamed a loving hand was softly caressing her face, while quiet words urged her into slumber.
* * *
Maria woke up disoriented. She could tell immediately that she hadn't slept very well, and it took her groggy mind a few moments to piece together the where and why of her situation. When she remembered that she was staying with Daphne -- in the other woman's bed, no less -- she turned to see the other half of the bed was empty. Just as Maria was wondering where she'd gone, the host in question entered the room carrying a lap tray loaded with food.
"Good morning, sleepyhead," Daphne sang out, still apparently the morning person Maria remembered.
"How much does room service cost?" Maria joked, yawning louder than she intended.
"On the house. I figured you'd be hungry, and I could tell you didn't get too much rest last night." Daphne sat the tray to straddle Maria's lap, then scooted to her side of the bed.
"I didn't wake you, did I?" Maria asked, mortified.
"A couple of times, yeah. You were moving around a lot, and I heard you talking some in your sleep. It seemed like you weren't having the best dreams." Daphne said all of that with a gracious smile, seeming unperturbed about her own sleep being disturbed.
"You're right about that," Maria sighed. She dejectedly poked her fork at the scrambled eggs on her plate. "I don't remember most of it, but I know I was trying to get away from somebody, and they were...groping me. Right before I woke up they were trying to put a...a collar on me."
"You don't have to worry about that, M. You're here, with me, where nobody can get to you."
"I know I'm safe
now
, but what about when I leave? I can't just stay huddled up in your home for the rest of my life. But the thought of going out there, and leaving myself vulnerable to any man to...to play with my mind -- it just terrifies me."