I sit at my kitchen table, staring at the scarlet note. Is this triggering all of these memories from so long ago? The almost caning? Did that really happen? The whole affair almost seemed like a dream. Closing my eyes, I try to relax and follow the thread I had begun to pull out of my past. It's becoming more difficult. The last day before break. The grades. There was a celebration. Did I talk with Penelope? Nothing is clear anymore. There was music. Strange music...
I jump at the sound of the bell at my door. With my train of thought shattered, I stand up slowly. It's barely three. Must be the post. Trudging through the common room, I open the door to the cloudy day and find three smiling faces greeting me.
"Hello, Alan!"
It's Lauren, Natalie, and Dorothy. My recent memories overlay on their friendly expressions, and I suddenly realize how much we've aged these thirty years. "A bit early, eh?"
The curly-haired brunette in the group shrugs. "I met up with Natalie and Dorothy, so we decided to come over."
"Really," I say with a bit of exasperation. "Well, come in, you lot."
Natalie leads the way, her almond eyes scanning the living area. "All ready I see. What are we drinking tonight?"
I laugh. To see the once quiet and reserved student so outgoing really creates a sense of dichotomy in me. "They're chilling, so you'll just have to be patient."
She shrugs good naturedly and turns back to the tow-headed woman behind her. "Told you we should have waited."
Dorothy shifts a large flat box in her hands. "Well! I'll just have to put this cake in the kitchen then."
I move out in front of her. "Let me clear these cards off the table. Shifting them into a corner, my eyes are caught again by the red stationary with gold embossing. Picking it up, I turn and hold it out. "Dorothy, do you have any idea who this could have been sent by?"
She takes it from my hand and peers at the words through her glasses. "The Knights? The Future Knights?"
The other two come in and stare over her shoulders, but after a few moments they all have the same confused expression I did this morning. Lauren scratches her head. "From when we were just kids?"
"Unless you've been using that moniker lately?" They all shake their heads negatively. "Then we have a mystery on our hands."
Natalie takes the note. "I haven't thought of those days in years."
"Well I have. The moment this thing arrived, I'm recalling people and events as if they were yesterday."
Lauren places a hand on a well rounded hip. "Thinking of us, have you?"
I smirk. "Yes. And other people. Do you remember your classmates and professors from Eddington?"
Dorothy perks up with that distinctive smile. "We remember you, Professor."
"Don't call me that, Miss Akins."
"OooOoOoo..." They all chime together. "Are we in trouble?"
It's uncanny how they start talking so alike when we're all together. "No. I'm being serious here. Do you remember a Ms. Pritchard?"
"Who?" Each of them look at each other. "Pritchard?"
"One of the professors." They all stand there thinking. Well, Penelope did have only one class with each of them thirty years ago. "Blond woman. Over Phys. Ed. About thirty-five."
Lauren's face clears. "Oh. Yeah. She was pretty strict."
I hide my smirk. Of course she would remember her that way. Especially after the detention. "What about her daughter? Amelia?"
Now they all look at me in bafflement. "Who?"
"She was your classmate. Blond hair as well. Taller than you Lauren."
Natalie's brow furrows. "There were more than a couple of blondes, Alan."
I sigh, growing perturbed. "She was in your house for pity's sake." Again, questioning glances. "She was part of your group!"
"Alan," Lauren says steadfastly. "There were only four of us in the Knights."
I turn away, thinking hard. No. The memories are too real. They should have some recollection of her. And yet; I'm having the same problem. I didn't really remember any of these until this morning.
"Alan?" Natalie swings around the table to face me. "What's going on?"
I look back into her questioning eyes. "I'm not sure. I remember a classmate of yours who was having trouble. You took her into your circle the first semester."
"I think we would remember someone like that."
"I know. And now I realize I can't recall much of anything after the first term exams."
Lauren absently brushes back her thick hair. "Come to think of it, I really only have vague memories too. Except for the end, of course."
We all stand there silently, looking at each other. It was horrible. "I should have stopped him."
Dorothy reaches out to me but then stops herself. "No one expected Sherman to do what he did."
I try to smile. "This should be a celebration. Instead, I'm reminiscing..."
Natalie taps the counter top with a finely manicured nail. "These memories of us; do you think it has something to do with your ability?"
That again. How much of my life has been overshadowed by the way people react to me? "I'm not sure. It's ancient history anyway."
Dorothy picks up the card again. "Well, somebody thought it important to bring this up. Maybe we can help you remember."
I see Natalie and Lauren glance at each other. I know what they're thinking. "No. It's too unpredictable. Every time I try to force myself to use it in some way, something loony happens."
"I'll say," Lauren responds, laughing quietly.
Natalie folds her arms. "But we're older now. More mature."
"And we were all there." Dorothy looks up at me through her glasses. "If we all focus, maybe something will kick loose."
I stare at the three of them. Can I keep control? Just focus on the buried memories that might be just out of reach? With the recollection I had earlier already fading, I reluctantly nod. "We will try to remember just the days at school. Nothing else."
"Of course, Alan."
Again, that weird synchronization. I can see through Dorothy's glasses that her eyes quickly jerk down and to the right as her creative mind takes in the problem. I give her a few moments of uninterrupted time as she thinks hard. The tow-headed woman finally focuses back on me.
"We should all sit at the table and hold hands."
I smirk. "A seance? That's what you came up with?"
She raises an eyebrow at me. "You should know better, Alan. We will do our best not to influence you as you try to remember. You are the one that will have to find our memories."
Lauren grins. "Do we get to touch? Now this is a party I like!"
The blond woman turns on her. "None of that! No matter what we feel, we have to remain calm. Anything else, and as Alan said, things will get; weird." The other two seem to agree. Dorothy points to the four chairs at the kitchen table. "Me and Natalie will be at each side."
Lauren harrumphs. "I see how it is."
I stare at her. "Any more of that, and you can just sit in the living room."
Her lips purse. "That won't be necessary."
We all settle into our chairs and prepare ourselves. I have never attempted anything like this before. I didn't even know if my power works this way anyway. Trying to relax, I close my eyes. "I'm starting to think about the first term."
"When you think you're ready, take a deep breath." Dorothy's high-pitched voice is just a whisper to my left. They say nothing else, as I remember the first day. Then the midterm. Helping Amelia with her grades... I take a deep breath, and both my hands are filled with warmth. I breathe again, and the images become clearer...
Oh... Wow...
Stop that. We are just here to... Oh, my...
The morning dawns crisp and cool. The last day has arrived, and I'm glad to say I finally had a good night's rest. The halls are mostly clear as the ladies are getting themselves organized for the winter break. A few professors are already posting the results of the tests as I close up my residence. Reaching the classroom, I waste no time hanging the sheets outside. This takes a few minutes, and as I just seat myself, several footsteps approach. A squeal of triumph. Then there are other voices, and not all of them were happy. Well, I did grade strictly, but fairly. A new group arrives, and I know immediately who they are.
"Wow Dorothy! How did you get that?!" It's Amelia's excited voice.
"Why, listening to the professor, of course."
"And non-stop reading. Do you ever put your books down?"
"Yes. To write." She laughs.
"Is that your score, Katie?" That was Natalie.
"Yeah," she says, a bit subdued. "Better than nothing, I guess."
"Well, you were busy helping us. It's our turn to help you out next term."
"I'll hold you to that!" There are more chuckles.
"So," Amelia again. "Did it arrive?"
"Hush!" several of them hiss. They speak softly now and move off. I find myself actually disappointed that none of them entered my classroom, but I knew they were needing to check their other test scores. Hours pass, and the syllabus is finally complete for next spring. Locking my desk and cabinet, I close up the room for the holidays.
I take the short walk back to my room and prepare the luggage for a visit to my family. The corridor is quiet again as the parents are starting to arrive and inspect the girl's rooms. I have a feeling that will soon change as the hour for the Yule Ball is fast approaching.
Reaching into my closet, I pull out a new suit purchased in Birmingham for the afternoon's occasion. It's a slate gray double-breasted affair that looks a bit more dapper than my old one. Even though I hated these gatherings, I'll be meeting some of the parents soon and figured it would be best to make the most positive impression I can. The noise down the hallway near the main entrance is starting to grow louder. Taking a deep breath, I open the door, put on a smile, and walk casually towards the gathering crowd.
I see the lines and pause. There are students from both Shrewsberry and our own mixed together, filing into the Main Hall. I take notice that the young men are much better behaved with their guardians escorting them in. The ladies are transformed in their formal dresses and makeup that their parents brought for them. Most are smiling or holding onto a father's arm as they talk animatedly with each other. Girding myself, I merge into the queue.