EDITOR:
MIRIAM BELLE
CREATIVE CONSULTANTS:
MIRIAM BELLE and SIMPLY_CYN
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
-"This is the final installment of "The Gift" series. Thanks again to everyone who supported and stuck with me through the evolution of this story. If you haven't read the first six chapters, you might want to go back and do so now. Otherwise you might get a little lost. Enjoy! --bluefox07"
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SATURDAY-SUNDAY
Jesse felt as though he had been numbed from head to toe.
In the blurry expanse of his vision, he could see the thousands of candles of burning hotly in the dark. The flames looked beautiful in their unfocused brilliance, the fine details of what they were removed and left open to interpretation. The flames reminded Jesse of himself in a completely blunt sort of metaphor. Since he had been cursed with the gift a week ago, he had been unfocused and devoid of any defining details. But like the flames of the candles, he still shined brightly even as his life remained uncertain, his future blurred.
Next to him he could hear the slow and deep respirations of Helena. Even if he had been able to see he would not have looked over to her. She had left her mark on him, and if it had been something as trivial as a facial scar or tattoo he might have only been angry. But Helena had marked his soul. It was as though she had taken a hot branding iron and pressed into the fibers of his being. He could feel her mind inside his as though they were one person.
Jesse stretched out a little under the soft red satin sheets of the four post bed, his muscular body sore and aching from the sexual decathlon he had ran with Helena the night before. He supposed the sex had been great, even fantastic in comparison to a lot of what he had known before. Helena had been a virtual encyclopedia of sexual ins and outs and trade secrets. But there had been no love there. Not like it had been with Elena Morales.
The introduction of making love to someone special, to one very unique person had been something of an epiphany for Jesse. The full realization that he not only was attracted to and loved the woman he was with but also connected to her beyond the moment or even the next morning made him realize what he had been missing. He supposed he might have been romanticizing it all a little bit, but Elena made it so easy to do so while Helena offered him only the proverbial frosting and none of the cake.
"Why are you troubled?" Helena asked suddenly.
Jesse sat up and hung his legs off the side of the bed, "Will you do what you promised today?"
"Aren't you curious, Jesse?"
"About what?"
Helena sat up, her perfect body glowing in the candlelight as she touched his broad shoulders, "About the gift?"
"No," he said flatly.
"You deny yourself all the benefits of the gift," Helena said, "Why treat it as a curse?"
Jesse rubbed his eyes and thought for a moment, "The question is if it's really so wonderful why do you want it to find a new master?"
"The gift chooses as it wills."
Jesse shook his head, "Maybe. But then maybe you're not being totally honest, are you?"
Helena's gaze seemed to burn into the back of his skull, "What are you implying?"
"What happened to you?" he asked, still looking out in the darkness of the theater
"Who are you really?"
"Does it matter?"
"Yes, it does."
Helena stood up from the bed and walked in front of Jesse. Her naked body still intrigued him, but he resisted the urges coming from his traitorous cock. She looked at him and said, "I am over three thousand years old, Jesse. I have seen the rise and fall of countless empires. I have seen people born and dead all before I age an hour's time."
Jesse looked up at her.
"I was a priestess in the first true reign of the Egyptian civilization," she said, "I saw many things that are considered to be fantasy by the men living today. I've seen the world come and go into light and darkness Jesse. But it was my ignorance that saw the gift come to me..."
"What is the gift?" Jesse asked quietly.
"The gift is the perfect marrying of good and evil," she told him, "It is the precise balance between the spirit and science, fantasy and fact. It is the place where the rules of this life become wasted and useless. The gift is beyond any human definition of understanding and because of that, it is wild and unpredictable. In me it has lived for thousands of years."
"And now you want out?" he looked at her, "Is that it?"
"One day, my friend Sahra took me to see a fortune teller in the city square. He was old and haggard and seemed to know much of the time before there was a civilization to be ruled. He offered my friend and I the promise of unlimited power for one week, at the end of which we would be returned to normal. At first we both resisted, but I fell prey to it as your friend Daniel has. But now it is a living entity in and of itself, and I feel my time as it's keeper has come to an end."
Jesse's mouth hung open, "You never had any intention of taking the gift back... you couldn't take it back."
Helena was silent for a moment.
"You tricked me," Jesse said.