Alexis grinned. "True, dat." She moved around the table to massage Melissa's lower back.
"After a few more dates - oh, yes, that feels good - I learned that the smart thing to do was to make him come using my tits and my hands, then he'd eat me, then he'd rim me in the shower, and then I'd let him he'd fuck my ass, so that he'd last longer. We got serious enough that we went to the clinic to get tested together so I could suck his cock without a condom and let him come in my ass. After that, I decided that since he didn't mind licking my ass, maybe I should lick his. By the end of the year, I was rimming and sucking him and swallowing his come nearly as often as he was rimming me." She sighed. "And then he dropped out, and I started dating other guys. I'd suck them or let them fuck my tits if they ate me well enough, but we never got serious enough to start fucking.
"Then, one night, I was at a party and I got a little drunk, the punch was a lot stronger than I realized, and Brianna took me aside and started telling me how much her date, Will, loved my tits. She asked what it would take for me to show him they were real, maybe let him touch them... I asked what she'd give me if I said yes, and she suggested that she or Will would drive me anywhere I wanted to go for a week. Now, even if I'd been sober, that would've sounded pretty good: I had to catch two buses to get to my part-time job in a bookshop, and the weather that month was pretty miserable. So I said yes, but I wasn't going to do it there, we had to go into one of the bedrooms. I hadn't expected Brianna to follow us in, but maybe she was worried I was going to try to steal him - anyway, I took my blouse and my bra off, and said 'You can touch them, if you're gentle'. I only meant Will, and he was the only one I expected to take me up on it; I could see his jaw drop slightly when he saw my tits, and he stroked my right boob with this feather-like touch it like it was a something holy or incredibly valuable, slowly spiralling in towards the nipple, which was already getting tight. Brianna wasn't quite so shy; she cupped my other boob and lifted it towards her face until the nipple was almost touching her lips, not kissing it, just breathing on it gently, and then she smiled and asked, 'May we?'
"I was a bit light-headed and already turned on; I wasn't even sure whether she was speaking English or French, and I didn't know how to respond, but I must have nodded, because a few seconds later they were both sucking on my nipples and it felt like there was some incredible energy flow going right across my chest and tugging gently on my clit... why am I telling you this?"
"Because telling the truth is therapeutic, and you know you can trust me," Alexis crooned.
"Oh. Okay."
"We have a rigid code of ethics in this clinic. Everything we do is meant to make people feel good, especially about their bodies."
"Uh-huh."
"So. Did you come when they were sucking your tits?"
"Yes," she said, dreamily. "A wonderful slow orgasm that seemed to last forever. When it was over, I actually thought I heard applause." She giggled and blushed. "Actually, I did. Brianna hadn't closed the curtains, and some of the people who'd gone outside to smoke were looking through the window. Brianna wanted to keep showing off, but Will and I managed to close the curtains without him letting go of my boob. Brianna stopped sucking me, and took Will's cock out and sucked that for a minute so he wouldn't come in his pants. We left the party; Brianna asked if I wanted to go to bed with them, but I thought I'd better go back to my room instead," she said wistfully. "I wasn't sure, then, how I felt about sex with women, or with more than one person at a time. By morning, though, I was pretty sure; I'd been playing with my clit and sucking my tits all night just imagining it, both of them sucking my tits, Will's cock in my hand, Brianna's fingers up my ass... mmm.
"They kept their promise about driving me around, too, for the whole semester, and Will was a real gentleman about it - though when he took me back home, I kissed him and put his hands inside my coat so that he could fondle my boobs. Then I went to my room, and Tom fucked my ass, but while that was good, I couldn't stop thinking about Brianna and Will. The next night, though, Brianna picked me up from the shop, asked how much they were paying me, and told me I could make a lot more working at the adult bookshop and drove us there so I could apply. I thought she meant I'd be working behind the counter, but no, they wanted girls for the peepshow."
"What did you do?"
"I said I'd try it, on nights when I wasn't working in the other bookshop, partly because the money sounded so good, and partly because I knew Brianna thought I'd chicken out. But I didn't last very long - and neither did most of the men who came to see me; a lot of them came almost as soon as they saw me lick my boobs. The tips were good, but some of the men were old or ugly or just a turn-off, but sometimes they were my age, and the thought that I might bump into them on campus made me too nervous and too horny for it to be fun. Fortunately, the woman working the night shift sold me a butterfly vibrator and anal beads, but it took all my willpower not to start using them as soon as I was in the car. The third and last time I worked there, when Will picked me up, I asked if he and Brianna were still interested in a threesome. He said that Brianna was cramming for a test, but he was sure she wouldn't mind being distracted for a while.
"We went to Brianna's room - Will had a key, so he didn't bother knocking - and she was cramming, all right: sandwiched between two guys on her couch, the guy underneath her balls-deep in her cunt while the one on top fucked her ass. She looked startled when we came in, but not embarrassed; she looked at the bulge in Will's crotch, and then at my tits, and licked her lips as she grinned. 'Room for one more,' she said. Will just backed out of there and shut the door in a hurry." Melissa blinked, suddenly realizing why the scent of the incense in the room was familiar. Brianna had used an incense that smelled exactly the same in her room, and had given some to her; she said it masked the strong fragrance of sex, especially anal sex. "Will and I went back to his room instead, and he made love to my boobs. I don't just mean he fucked them, though he did that too: he damn near worshipped them. He didn't neglect the rest of me, though: he ate me out better than anyone else ever had.
"When I saw Brianna in the library the next day, she was completely unapologetic. 'Do you know how hard it is to find two guys who'll let you suck both their cocks at once and have a swordfight in your mouth? Or who'll fuck your twat and your ass at the same time, nothing between their cocks but a little bit of skin, and do it well? It's something I always wanted to try, and believe me, it feels fucking fantastic. Will's welcome to join us at any time, or I can squeeze him in when they're not available, but those two are keepers. If that doesn't suit him, well, he's all yours, if you want him.'" Melissa shook her head. "But that was Brianna for you. I have to say, though, that I've never really seen the appeal of being... what do they call it in porn? Double penetration? Have you?"
"I've had threesomes and foursomes," Alexis replied, "sometimes with two men, but I haven't tried that. One of my co-workers here loves it, though. The more cock she can get, the better - especially if it's in her ass. Of course, she likes women, too: I'm not saying she's crazy."
"I should introduce her to Brianna."
"Maybe you should. Do you still keep in touch with her?"
"Only online. She runs a talent agency in LA nowadays. I remember asking her, when we were at university, why she didn't just become a porn star; she said that most of them have short careers and never make it into mainstream acting, which is what she wanted to do. I know she worked behind the scenes on some porn movies, though, doing make-up and that sort of thing."
"What happened with Will?"
"We kept going out, and staying in. He was the best boyfriend I'd had, as well as the best lover. He always made sure I came at least as often as he did, licked and fucked my ass almost as often as he did my tits, and never tried to pressure me into letting him into my cunt. But he was a year older than I was, and he graduated a year ahead of me and got a job in London. We emailed each other for a while, a lot of it x-rated, but he soon found himself a steady girlfriend, and so did I."
"Uh-huh."
"Danni, the girl from the Sexuality Information Office. I'd noticed her looking at my tits before, but I always thought she was just wondering whether they were fake, like everyone else. It took Brianna to tell me that she was gay, and to say that if I was interested, I should go back to the office just before they were supposed to close, and say that I thought I might be bi and ask her for advice. So I did."
"What happened?"
"We went out for coffee a few times, and made out in a movie once before she came back to my room. It was slower and a lot more romantic than I was used to, then, and I was so fucking horny that I just took my top off and said, 'Don't you like me?' almost as soon as we shut the door. She only hesitated for a few seconds, then we were both stripping off while we kissed. Her breasts weren't as big as mine or yours, but they were firm and perky and fit in my mouth nicely, and we went from sucking each other's tits in a sort of 69, then kissed our way down our bodies until we were licking each other's clits. We were about the same height, so it seemed like the logical thing to do... she was better at eating pussy than any man I'd been with, but she didn't like it when I touched her asshole, and she wouldn't touch mine. But she loved tribbing, and she also liked to fuck me with her boobs while she sucked my tits, rubbing her nipple up and down my slit and around my clit, teasingly at first, and then..." She suddenly gasped. "Oh fuck, I think I just came, just from remembering it!"
"There's absolutely no need to apologize or feel embarrassed," Alexis reassured her, when her breathing had returned to normal and the post-orgasmic flush had started to fade. "It happens here all the time. How long were you together?"
"A couple of months. It was mostly fun while it lasted, and she seemed okay with the fact that I'd had sex with men before - but she was strictly monogamous, and as good as the sex was with Danni, I found myself missing being fucked hard in the ass. I tried using my fingers and vibrators and different sorts of toys, but none of them felt as good as a real cock, and I realized I wasn't ready to give up on men yet. Danni didn't take it too well when we broke up, and that left me feeling shitty, so I asked Brianna what she did when she ended a relationship. She said she didn't really have relationships, no-one had ever dumped her except for Will, and she'd never had a problem finding men who would fuck her whenever and however she wanted to be fucked. Her philosophy, as best as I could understand it, was that if we could just get rid of jealousy and possessiveness and a lot of patriarchal bullshit, and let people who wanted to have sex with each other do it, as long as they did it safely, and no-one had to do it when they didn't want to, the world would be a much better place." She smiled. "Of course, she rarely said no, and not many men said no to her. She asked if I wanted her to set me up with one, and I said no. A few days later, Brianna invited me to the wrap party for a play she'd been in, said maybe I'd meet someone I liked there, so I said yes."
Melissa was silent for a moment. "I don't remember what the play was - I didn't see it - but Brianna and I were the only women at the party and there were a lot of men. I remembered what had happened at the last party I'd been to with Brianna, so I was careful what I drank, so I know I wasn't drunk. There were some joints being passed around, but I didn't smoke any of them. So I'm not sure why what happened, happened... Maybe I was just really horny after breaking up with Danni... anyway, after a while, I was sitting on the couch wanking two guys while they sucked my tits and Brianna ate me. She was wearing a skirt but no pants, and I remember men applauding as she pulled a string of anal beads out of her ass. Someone must have started arguing about which was hotter, my boobs or her butt, and she bet me that she could make more men come by the time the CD had finished, just using her ass, than I could with my tits and my hands and my mouth.