Author's Note: Thank you to MrsWolf for her proof reading, it is much appreciated.
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Jillian lay in the darkness facing the window with the first rays of sunlight creating a pale line along the horizon illuminating hope of a new day. It was only as she woke up every morning, without the constant haze of drugs that clouded her mind and the hypnotic commands she couldn't refuse no matter how hard she fought within herself, that her thoughts became clear. A small flicker of hope that someone was looking for her reignited in the back of her mind as the shadowy figure of Jacques Milieu, Jack as she called him now, rose from her bed in the last moments of darkness before dawn and left her room. She had been in captivity five days and the routine of what Doctor Gabriel called her training phase had become second nature.
Remembering as she did so often the words of Miss Rose on her first day in this house, Jillian closed her eyes. "Listen to me very carefully," Rose had said. "It doesn't matter how nicely you ask, or how many times you ask or even how many people you ask, the only person who can help you here is you, lovely." Jillian opened her eyes again to stare at the lightening sky as the words continued in her mind reminding her of the choice she had made that night. "Jacques can make your life a fairy-tale full of magic and wonder and give you all your heart desires if you can just accept it and him. If you continue to wish for the life you once had, you will only make him miserable and in turn yourself miserable. Should you continue over time to fight against this new life you now have, you will be given back to Joe to use and abuse as he pleases and that is not the worse fate that could await you should you continue to fight the new life you have been given."
At the time, she could not have imagined a worse fate than being given over to Joe and his dungeon friends for training so she had taken the words of Miss Rose and accepted that no one here would or could help her escape back to the life she had before her abduction. The only small glimmer of hope she had was that someone would miss her eventually and go to the police. She had determined, on her first night in this room, to survive her captivity until someone came to find her.
She gauged that she had at least another hour before the arrival of either the Doctor or Miss Rose and her well trained body and mind would obey their every command. She relished this small time when the scattered memories of who she once was came unbidden to remind her she was more than a human doll to be played with. She twisted her head around feeling the small healing tattoo and incision that were the proof of her station. Her second day had seen her permanently tattooed with Jack's makers mark and a small tracking device inserted under the skin below it. Twisting her head from side to side, she acknowledged that the chance of ever being rescued was slim at best. She knew that the chance of escaping this fate on her own was impossible now.
The intercom crackled and as Jill looked at the door music piped into her room softly and slowly, her wake up music. She could not escape its pull, she had tried in the last few days, but as always the music shut down the part of her brain that remembered who she was and where she had come from and loving images of the people who now looked after her and cared for her formed in her mind. By the end of the lulling melody of Edvard Grieg's morning, Jillian was smiling and happy. She remembered what a lucky girl she was to have been chosen by her owner. She looked toward the door eagerly knowing it would soon open, and she would be able to move freely again for a while. She was allowed supervised playtime before she ate breakfast, showered and dressed for the day. It seemed that the morning supervision was the domain of Miss Rose though the doctor had accompanied her twice in the last four days.
She longed to be able to touch her aching cunt, it seemed to throb constantly with the music. She understood that this was why her hands and legs were bound each night, the doctor worried that she would hurt herself from over use; he was such a kind and loving man. Even as she thought this, the very tiny part of her mind that was still Jillian Blakely rebelled at having such freedoms as the use of her limbs taken away. Once again her mind began to war with itself. She kept her eyes on the door as a tiny voice began to rebel a final time before it was finally quietened, and she became, Jill, the favourite doll in Jacques personal collection.
Miss Rose entered the room, and Jillian let the disappointment flutter over her features briefly before smiling as the woman greeted her, "Good morning Jill, how did you sleep?"
"Well, thank you, Miss Rose," Jillian smiled. She respected and obeyed Miss Rose; she even liked her to some degree, but she couldn't help but feel disappointment that the two men she had grown a deep love for in the last week had not appeared this morning. The small rational voice of Jillian snarled that it wasn't love, but the well trained Jill no longer heard the words. The door opened a second time, and the Doctor stepped in, the doll that was Jill overrode the previous thought of disappointment and gazed at him lovingly.
"Good morning, Miss Rose. How's our girl this morning?" Gabriel came to stand beside the bed as Miss Rose drew back the covers.
"Sweet and good-natured as always," Rose smiled at Jillian before turning to look at the doctor.
"There is a change of plans this morning, Jack would like to have a word with you in the conservatory," Gabriel said, "I will supervise her morning routine until you return to dress and make her up. He has a special request for that I believe."
"I see," Rose's eyebrows had risen in curiosity. She looked back at Jillian, disappointed not to be able to play with the young pliant body as she sought her release from the aching need. She reached forward and tapped the girl's exposed cunt lightly several times while smiling down on her and saying sweetly, "Don't worry, lovely, I shall hurry back. I know how you enjoy our morning playtimes."
Gabriel chuckled and reassured them both "Do not worry, Rose, I will see that her needs are met." He held up a small syringe, and Jillian closed her eyes knowing even the tiny voice would be silenced now.
Miss Rose left, and Gabriel let his hands travel lightly down her cheek and neck to her left breast. His finger hooked the large gold ring that adorned the nipple rattling the maker's tag that hung there marring the innocent beauty of the pale pink bud. He examined the wound lightly pinching at the nipple making the girl whimper. "It causes you pain?" he asked a slight frown creasing his brow.