The Case Files of Dr. Randall Herringwick
The Case of the Enslaved Nurse
Chapter 2 - Loretta's Task
CASE FILES - PERSONAL NOTES - PATIENT 71 - DAY 3
She refused to speak about herself at all for the rest of our first day together in the apartment, and we slept in each other's arms until deep into the afternoon, when hunger drove us in search of nourishment. I put her into a plush bathrobe that I had used for a former patient. She did, I'm sure, realize that the presence of that, as well as a few other female items in the place, must have some story attached to them, but she didn't question it. She seemed overjoyed with the freedom to explore and putter around, fixing things in the kitchen, looking at the few pictures I had hung on the walls, fingering the knickknacks that were lying around. We ate and then went back to bed.
At three in the morning, we got up and fixed a snack. I have one of those gas heaters that's made to look like a fireplace, and we sat, naked under a blanket on the couch, and cuddled. Her hair is a reddish blonde; and somehow, firelight in a dark room seems to make it glow. We had been contentedly silent for a long time before she spoke. "I don't want you to die."
I huffed a short, one-syllable laugh. "I'll second that motion."
"He's going to find us, doctor," she said softly. "He's going to find us, and he's going to kill us."
I held her just a little tighter. "You keep saying that. But why? Why go to all that trouble?"
She sighed. "He thinks I know something."
That caused me to pause and consider. "Do you? And if so ... what?"
She shrugged her bony shoulders. "I suppose that I'm People's Exhibit A. Gladys didn't let us watch a lot of TV, but it's hard not to notice the fact that your ex-husband is a U.S. congressman. Of course, he didn't run for office until well after he ... um ... did what he did to me. His first wife is still around somewhere ... Spokane, I think. When they talk about former wives, I'm sure the emphasis is on her. He's married to someone even younger than me, now." She sighed. "Oh, how I pity her."
"What did he do to you, Loretta?"
"That was a memorably violent day in my life," she answered, almost matter-of-factly. "And that's saying a lot. With him, EVERY day was violent. He has this guy working for him ... gardener, driver, sort of a jack-of-all-trades, I guess. But, mostly he's a thug. Big guy. His name is Hardy. It was Hardy that saw me that day ... that saw US that day. I kissed you when I left your office. Do you remember that? That last kiss? Anyway, I was doing something in the kitchen at home, later that day, when Hardy walked in. He told me that Ralph wanted to see me. I went to him, and ... he didn't say anything ... didn't give any warning. He just hit me."
She sighed heavily. "Is that something that all guys know instinctively? How to hit a girl? I'm not sure what the exact spot is ... but they all seem to know it! It makes you see flashes of light that aren't really there, and your ears ring so loudly that you can't hear anything for a minute or two. It makes your teeth hurt, and you can't talk without having everything come out in mumbles.
"Slowly, I started figuring out what he was screaming about, but it was all so surreal! He kept picking me up, but my legs wouldn't hold me, and I'd fall right back down again. He seemed genuinely disgusted with me. He asked Hardy if he wanted to fuck some sense into me; and of course, Hardy said sure. He tore off my clothes, pulled my legs apart, and plunged right in while Ralph sat down and watched. Hardy only slowed down a little when it looked like I might throw up, but he still managed to finish himself off inside me. Finally, after he was through, Ralph pulled me up and held me around the waist; and he grabbed my right wrist, and he held it out away from my body ... and Hardy was walking toward me with a hypodermic needle, flicking it with his finger to get the air bubbles out of it. And I fought then ... but Ralph spun me around toward him and hit me ... right in that same damned spot. And then he was holding me up again ... holding my wrist again. And I thought: Just don't hit me. Do anything you want, but please please please don't hit me anymore. And I watched as the needle went into my inner arm. I can still remember the sting." I felt her shrug in my arms. "And that's it. That's all I remember."
She turned, though I kept her wrapped in my arms, until she was facing me. "Do you like them, doctor?" she asked almost lightly.
"What? Like what?"
"My breasts, of course." She slid the robe aside using both hands. "You haven't said one thing about them. What do you really think about them?"
"Gummy bears," I said.
She blinked and leaned her head to one side. "What?"
"They're gummy bears," I said without humor. I traced my fingertip around her right nipple. "Can you feel that?"
She shivered at the touch. "Mmm. Yes, of course I can. It feels good."
I let my fingertip trail gently down one side toward her underarm. "That?"
She giggled and shrugged away from it. "Yes."
I smiled. "Whoever did it ... they did a good job. With something this size, nerve damage is actually pretty common, even with today's improved procedures." I put my palm underneath the left one and hefted it upward. "Nice consistency. Much more liquid than most. But ... it's not liquid. It's formed gel that retains its shape. Like gummy candy. That's why they call them that. It's sort of like memory foam in mattresses, only more fluid. They sag slightly ... they're supposed to. It hides the scar from the larger incision." I bounced them in my palms.
That made her smile. "Having fun?"
"Do you want to keep them?" I asked her.
"Do you?"
"I think ... they might be useful," I said thoughtfully.
She smiled. "Then they are at your service." She turned again and settled back into my arms. "They were like that one time when I woke up from a drug-induced nap, though they were all bandaged up, of course. I have no idea where I was. They kept me prisoner someplace. There were no windows, and they only opened the door to feed me or shoot me up. I fought them once. Only once. I never fought again. Ever. Not with them ... not with anyone. Even after they took me to Gladys' house. Ever."
"And you never saw your husband again?"
She turned to look at me out of the corner of her eye. "Yes, of course I did! He visited me once or twice a month. He always got me for the night ... but he never stayed for more than about an hour."
"Even recently?" I asked, surprised. "After he was remarried?"
She grunted a soundless laugh. "What's THAT got to do with anything? Yes ... of course. It's always been that way. He came to feel superior ... to feel dominant. He came to let me know that he could fuck me ... he could hit me ... he could do anything he wanted to me. And I could never do anything at all to him except submit."
I thought about that. "And what makes you think you might know something that could hurt him"
"Something I overheard. It might not really mean anything. He finished with me once at Gladys' place, and when he opened the door to leave, Hardy was waiting for him. On a whim, Ralph asked him if he wanted a turn with me. Hardy had done it to me earlier, of course ... back wherever they had kept me before. He screwed me lots of times. Anyway, Hardy said sure; and he came in and pounded me pretty hard from behind for a few minutes. And, when he was through, as he was leaving, I heard him talking to Ralph. They were smoking, just on the other side of the door, so I could hear them. And Hardy asked him why? Why did he keep me around? Why didn't he put me down? That's what he said. Put me down. She knows too much, he said. I couldn't hear Ralph's reply ... he spoke in a lower tone. But Hardy said: 'If she was my woman, I'd put her down. She knows too much.' And then ... they went away." She shrugged again.
I thought about that for a while as I was idly pulling on her nipples. "If you DO know anything, I'll find out," I said at last.
Her chest was rising and falling more pronouncedly under my stroking, pinching fingers. "You ... you'll hypnotize again, won't you?" she whispered.
"Oh yes."
"Do ... do other women succumb to that like I do?" she asked in a hushed tone. "Did the girl who wore this robe before me ... did you make her love surrendering her mind to you like I love it?"
I smiled and nuzzled into her hair. "I was preparing her for another man," I told her. "He wanted a virgin bride, so I couldn't take her the way I wanted. But I DID make her want the trance. She'd do anything for the trance. I would let her show her appreciation by using her mouth." I paused while she shuddered. "Oh yes. Some women go so deep that they beg me for the trance."