Laurel was impatient to get back to her apartment. Absently playing with tresses of her honey blonde hair, she peered out through the city bus window onto the rainy world outside. Any distraction was welcome if it could take her mind away from the pungent odor of the hot and sweaty construction workers that packed the bus after a hard day's labor. She was tired, on edge and it was very clear something was troubling the back of her mind. Work today at the factory had been more or less alright she supposed. She did think back with irritation and disgust to her episodes with Frank, the machinery repair technician. Here was someone older than her grandfather, leering at her more than once today. And what's with that shit eating grin of his? She'd have liked to have said a thing or two to him and wipe that smirk off his face. But upbringing kicked in and prevented her from saying anything rude or improper however much he deserved it.
She just wanted to get home and run that program again to remove the Dildock Virus from her computer. That morning before she left work the software said it was 86% finished, so maybe a few more runs of the program and it'd be complete. She wanted her problems over with and just get on with life. She was sure there'd also be a flashing message on her phone from her mother wondering why she didn't email her yesterday. Mothers do worry after all, but the thing that was nagging her most was the feeling that she was forgetting something. Something really important and she couldn't put her finger on it ...like part of her mind wasn't letting the other half see what's really going on. She was mulling this over as the bus drove past row upon row of billboards and one in particular caught her eye. The advertisement was for one of the new Wi-Fi/4G tablets showcasing its capability for two way video conferencing and featured a picture within a picture of two people talking. Her body recoiled like the moment of shock when the sheet is peeled back off the coroners table to reveal the corpse of a loved one beneath.
The impact hit her hard and sudden. Not only had she exposed herself to others on the internet the night before, but shoved a banana inside herself and orgasmed for their pleasure! Literally orgasmed! Oh my God! Her gasp of realization caused several passengers around her to look up and see if she was alright. She quickly stared back out the window, avoiding eye contact with anyone. Dear Lord! What if one of these dirty sweaty construction workers saw her and recognized her!?
She saw the passing world with wild unblinking eyes. The thought hitting hardest in her mind over and over again was the fact she enjoyed it. God she really got off on it. No emotion, no feeling, nothing in memory had ever come close to that release of passion last night. Then she got scared, her heart pounding, that given the opportunity, would she do it all over again. "No!" The anguished gasp involuntarily escaped her lips. It mustn't ever happen again! "What the hell is happening to me" she desperately wondered. She must have been drunk, but she didn't remember drinking. Someone must have given her something in a drink, but what? She heard of that sort of thing at Raves, but she hadn't been to anything like that or any bar for that matter. No, it must have been just a one-time thing, never to happen again ...ever. She then began the overwhelming effort to suppress emotion, personal shame and a very real fear of losing herself. She had to bury those thoughts as deeply inside herself as her conscious mind would allow. Laurel made the mental commitment to herself that with her first step off the bus at her stop she would be back to her normal self and move on forgetting it ever happened. No one she knew would even have seen her last night anyway. Done.
She turned the key and entered her apartment. Thinking about what she was going to have for dinner, she flicked on the computer to do another pass with the anti-virus software and rid herself of that Dildock bug once and for all. "What inconvenience! Why do people make these viruses anyway?" she muttered to herself.
While she was waiting for her leftover pasta to heat up in the microwave, she changed out her work clothes and freed her breasts from the confines of her bra in the process. She tossed a loose fitting cotton tank top over her head and slipped into her casual hi-cut jeans to shut down for the night and chill. She wasn't planning on going out or seeing anyone and so determined comfort was far more desirable than modesty especially in the confines of her own home. She caught her image in the full length mirror in her bedroom as she zipped up the shorts and noticed her ample breasts had the tips of her nipples poking at the fabric, leaving nothing to be imagined. Giving herself a half turn and a leggy pose she did a quick study of her curvature and rounded buttocks. With her golden hair sensuously cascading about her shoulders she looked pretty sexy even if she did say so herself in a country video sort of way. The word slutty came to mind, but she chose not to use it. "If men like a few curves on a woman than I guess I'm their gal" she verbally joked to herself.
Sitting herself sat down at her computer desk she started the virus program. If she had thought about it, she actually was looking forward to the process and had gotten quite used to the pulsing display that strobed before her eyes. It was almost entertaining now, taking her away from her troubles, relaxing her and washing the stress of the day away. She might even run the program now and then once the virus was finally removed because well, it just felt good. That was her last thought as her mind seemed once again to just ...drift ...away.
The leftovers were quite cold in the microwave when she finally got around to them. But as cold as they were, she found herself hungrily devouring them anyway. She was famished as if her body was preparing for energy for it was going to need later. She glanced back at the time on the microwave and frowned. The digital clock said it was 7:35 pm., far later than it really should be. She had just gotten the last forkful in her mouth when a buzz on the intercom told her she had a visitor. Gulping down the last bite she pressed the button and responded with a "Who is it?" She got a mild surprise upon hearing who it was.
"Hi, its Reggie the computer guy just checking to see how my program was working out."
"Fine ...thanks for asking although you didn't need to come over." She saw no reason to let him in, but after a brief moment of silence, her natural desire to be courteous stepped up and she buzzed the entrance. "Please, come up." I really should thank him in person she thought, just not for long.
Less than a minute later, Reggie was at her door and it was too late as she was opening it to realize that with no bra on, her breasts would be pushing out with clear definition. "Oh well, can't do much now." was her quick thought. The stocky, thirty-something male that stood at her door was unimpressive to say the least and the big shit eating grin on his face took away any appreciation she had for his concern and reminded her just how obnoxious he was just the other day. She could feel her own personal defense growing stronger by the second. Instead of letting him barge in like the last time, she stood her ground at the door. She would be polite, but firm. This was her home after all and she would only invite in those whom she wanted, when she wanted.