Author's note: This was the first story I ever wrote, so I'm sorry for all the vagaries in the pacing and focus of this frankly quite a hefty chunk of writing. Thank you all for getting this far and I hope you had some fun along the way. And thank you for all the positive feedback.
But What Ever Happened to Claudia?
"Hi, Natalia. Is Claudia here? I'd like to talk to her," a familiar voice said. Natalia snapped out of her reverie and looked up from her screen. She had heard right.
"Hannah. What are you doing here?"
"I want to talk to Claudia."
"Why?"
"Why do you think? I want to talk to her about my mom, and Ryan, and all that stuff."
Natalia looked around and saw that Annie was watching them from her cubicle. "We want nothing to do with any of that anymore. I'm sure she doesn't want to talk to you," Natalia said.
Hannah silently disagreed. She felt she understood Ryan's women better than Natalia did. "Could you just tell her I'm here and ask her if she wants to see me? If she says no to me herself, then I'll go, no problem," she said.
Natalia scoffed, but tapped a button on her headset. "Yes boss, there's a visitor here. Ms. Chandler, it's Hannah Andrews, Melinda's daughter... She says she wants to talk to you about, you know... Yes... Yes, I think so... Very well, Ms. Chandler. Thank you." Natalia pushed the button again.
"She will see you. But if you are trying to somehow pull her back in, I'll... Just go," Natalia said.
Wow, talk about a dedicated secretary,
Hannah thought. She quickly gathered herself and stepped into the office.
After she was gone, Annie immediately came to Natalia, to ask what was going on. Natalia didn't personally care for Annie but she knew Claudia was still friends with her so Natalia had chosen to tolerate her, too. The two waited outside. Either one of them would have wanted to eavesdrop but neither wanted to stoop to it in front of the other.
Hannah had never properly met Claudia Chandler before. The only time she had seen her was at the apartment, once. Claudia had been wearing nothing but a towel then and she'd been high on Ryan's love juice. The person staring at Hannah from behind the desk was a completely different woman.
Claudia still carried herself with poise, but underneath it all she was visibly tired, and even sad. Hannah had imagined Claudia as a fearless leader. Now, she looked like just another working stiff. She was beautiful but she wasn't glowing. There was even a strand of gray in her hair. Claudia waited for Hannah to talk.
"I'm sorry. I know I don't know you, but I don't know who else to go to," Hannah said.
Claudia tensed. "Has he gotten to you, too?" she said.
"What? Ryan? No. I believe he really doesn't want to. But I'm not sure about everyone else. I worry about my mom. Do you think she would be happy if she got out?"
Claudia looked Hannah in the eye, sighed, and then looked down.
"I see," Hannah said.
"It's not for me to decide for other people, but for me, it has been... difficult," Claudia said.
"Ryan is kind of a good guy, isn't he? Can I trust him with my mom?" Hannah said.
Claudia bit her teeth.
Fucking teen bitch,
she thought.
You're as good as a fucking buttwhore already and you don't even know it. You and your mom can suck that fucking... I'm sorry.
"Your mom is gone. There's no getting out of it. Honestly, she's happy," Claudia said. She swallowed. "She's happy with him. She really is. They all are. But you should stay away. Because once you're in, there's no getting out."
Hannah bit her lip. "How about you? You got out," she said.
Claudia sighed. "No. No I didn't. I may be away but I'm not out. I'll never be. I still think about him every day, and I see him everywhere. There's no way I can ever be with anyone else. He still has me, completely. It was a mistake to leave, and I'd go back if he asked. It's horrible. Don't let him do this to you."
"I'm sorry," Hannah said. "I shouldn't have come here. I don't know what happened between you two but I'm sorry for digging up the past."
"No. You came to the right person. I know why you're here. Let your mom go and move somewhere far away. That's my advice to you. Save yourself, run away, but there's nothing you can do for her, anymore," Claudia said.
"Thanks," Hannah mumbled. "Sorry I bothered you."
She headed off, not stopping to talk to Natalia or Annie. Annie started to wave her goodbye but stopped when she realized Hannah was not going to look back.
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Ryan was getting over his habit of spending too much time on the couch. He was running around the apartment, playing tag with the girls. Everyone was laughing and yelping. The game would have been easy since all the girls were in their ridiculous heels, but that was not what this was about.
Ryan lumbered around like a caveman and growled. Whenever he decided to catch one of the girls he just grabbed their boobs and maybe fingered them a little bit, and then let them go again. It made no sense how much fun the simple game was for everyone.
The doorbell rang. Ryan stopped. There was something particular about the way it sounded, even though the buzzer was electronic. His heart skipped a beat.
Once again, like always, Remy beat him to the door. She had learned her lesson, though, and put on the safety chain. She didn't mind being in just her collar, some heels, stockings, and a garter as she cracked the door. And she did have he plug in, too, of course.
Remy's smile turned into a frown as she saw Claudia. She felt instantly bad about reacting like that and tried to smile again. "Oh... Sorry. Do you want to come in?" Remy said.
"Yes," Claudia said.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. I'm sure," Claudia said. She was calm and resigned. She still looked as good as ever in her sharp skirt suit, despite the little signs of tiredness.
Remy opened the door. A hush had landed, and it deepened as Claudia looked around. Claudia was glad to see her friends again, and angry at herself. Everyone was so happy. She'd given it all up, and for what? Even Ellie was smiling, which was strange, and quite unsettling. She looked like a person.
There were new girls, too: A surfer blonde and an intense little Indian girl. Both seemed well adjusted to life in the house, Claudia deduced, based on their lack of bras or any upper body clothing.
Those are some nice tits, though, on both of them. How the hell does he keep doing that?
Then there was a black girl in the corner.
Holy shit! Is that the cop?
Claudia thought. The officer had her normal civilian clothes on, and didn't seem to have that mad gleam in her eyes, at least not yet.
"Hello, Claudia. Why are you here?" Ryan said. Even just hearing his voice sent shivers down her spine.
Moment of truth,
Claudia thought. She was happy there were a few strangers, and one almost normal person, here to see this. It would be a shame for her show to play for an overly compassionate audience. She wanted to embarrass herself. Claudia got on her knees and prostrated.
Ryan scoffed, but then went to her. "What do you want?" he said.
"Take me back. Please. I beg of you. I made a huge mistake. I'm so sorry. I will never leave you again, and I promise to be your best slave," she said.
"Come on, Claudia. This is not you. Get up," Ryan said.
"It is now. I've learned my lesson. I was wrong. You were right. It was all my fault. I did this to myself."
"What? No. I treated you badly. You don't need to be here if you don't want to. Please, at least get up," Ryan said.
Claudia shot to her feet. She hugged Ryan, and he let her. "Please forgive me," she said, now sobbing.
"There's nothing to forgive. Please, you forgive me," Ryan said.
"I was afraid. It was petty. I was scared of letting go and losing control. Everything was perfect. You were perfect. I just couldn't let myself be happy. I couldn't let myself be happy with you in control. I was so stupid. But I understand it now. I belong to you. I need you to own me, and completely dominate me," Claudia said.
She had already forgotten about the audience. Her focus was completely on her Master now, and she felt supremely free. Even if Ryan would cast her out she would still remain forever proud of having had the guts to face him and tell him the truth.
"I know myself," Claudia said. "I would never have found my former idea of a perfect man anyway. But now, I don't need to rely on a fantasy anymore. You are real and you have become my perfect man. I will never want it any other way again."
Claudia was sure that, for once, she looked as vulnerable as she felt when she looked Ryan in the eye, searching for forgiveness and approval.