Julie stared out the window, her expression blank.
"I'm pregnant." She thought to herself. "I'm pregnant!?!" It didn't feel real at all yet - at this point it was just one little test had said.
Julie felt powerfully conflicted and concerned. This last month had been the most confusing of her life. First of all, it felt bizarre when Peter commanded her to do something and her mind just went blank and she did it. She was quickly getting used to the feeling but she constantly worried about what Peter would make her do next.
To top that off, Peter almost always commanded her in the bedroom, making her have sex with him in more ways that she could count. The trouble for Julie was that Peter almost always made her feel amazing. Sex with him was fun, adventurous, and make her body feel good. Even if she didn't want to do it. She had been a virgin before Peter had taken her, having not yet found a guy that she was interested in having sex with. But if she was honest with herself, she had no idea, sex would be this much fun! Or feel this good!
Then there were the intrusive thoughts as she started calling them. If Peter told her, "You'll like this." She found herself smiling and having small thoughts like, "Mmm this is really nice." Or "This feels really good." Or "I really like this."
Those were the little thoughts. Then there were the big ones. At random times of the day, like when she was eating a meal, or reading a book, taking a walk, or just before she went to bed, Peter's voice would swim into her head and say, "Your greatest purpose in life is to have my babies." Or "Nothing will make you happier in life that to mother my children and nothing will please me more." She'd feel both scared and thrilled at the thought of pleasing Peter, as if her body itself wanted to fulfill what he told her.