My eyes swiveled in their sockets, searching the crowd around me, desperate for their help yet completely unable to request it. How had this happened? I could hardly remember. Everything in the last few hours floated hazily around my brain as if magically inclined, like props in a Harry Potter movie, spinning about and playing themselves on a loop for an audience that clearly did not include me. I knew they were there; I had little hints of things happening - purple, orange, green, blue, lightness and darkness - but that was all they were, vague lights and muted sounds.
My eyes rolled in their sockets and I looked down at what lay before me. I was standing at the end of a bed, a simple frameless contraption with a regular mattress on it. Spread-eagled on the mattress, her naked body inclined up to meet mine lay my girlfriend, the cutest, biggest-mouthed white Latina in the country. Her flowing red hair billowed across the sheets, spread out like a halo around her head, forming a stark and sexy contrast for her soft white face and huge blue eyes. Below that, I could see her body disappearing into the edges of my vision, her bare chest and torso gently curling upwards so that her crotch could meet my own. I couldn't see that far down my own body, but I knew that her legs were spread either side of my hips, knees cocked so that her calves could curl in behind me, her toes pointed. I could feel the soft point of her heels in my lower back. As I watched her, I saw her eyes turning too, the only part of her she was apparently still able to control, just like me.
Ariadne stared up at me, her usually cute face placid. I thought I knew what that gaze was trying to tell me - I figured it was likely to be much the same as my own current thoughts. I wondered if she could read anything on my face, or even if my face was showing anything at all - because, if hers was any indication, I was likely to be just as well masked as she was, my body language hidden behind a blank stare. Those two blue orbs seemed to bore into mine for a long, long time until eventually she flicked them away, trying once more to find someone in the room around us that would help us.
Between us there was little space. In fact, there was no space. Naked as we both were, we had been positioned in such a way that we were frozen mid-coitus, my hard cock only showing perhaps half an inch of skin between where it emerged from my body and plunged into hers. What little hair we had between us only served to darken our bodies, not conceal them, and I knew that her body could be seen at the right angle just as well as mine could. I could feel her around me, her warmth present but unmoving, apparently as frozen as the rest of her. I figured the same must be the case for her - there she lay, tilted downwards, her hips raised above her in my hands, widely-spread legs open to allow me to plunge inside her, filling her up in this snapshotted moment and yet not moving, not throbbing, not even twitching. I might as well have been a silicone dildo for all the pleasure my penis was able to bring her in that moment.
But that's not to say there was none. No, because while we wore no clothes, my girlfriend Ariadne and I were not
completely
naked. Instead, I wore a black cock ring, adorned with a curved, knurled bulb that I was wearing pointed downwards so that the bulbous head fitted the shape of her perineum and rested atop her asshole. There was a matching black bulb embedded in my own backside, parting my cheeks so that all could see the round space where it occupied me. There was a collar around my neck, red and leathery. The large golden ring embedded in the centre bore a matching red leash, and it had been hooked over my shoulder, out of the way of our frozen intercourse.
Ariadne was not free of sex toys either. There was a strap around her waist, and though this strap bore nothing in its crotch, instead parting into two smaller straps that ran either side of her occupied vagina, it did feature spaces to attach various sexually
enhancing
toys. One was a clitoral stimulator, a rabbit-style vibrator designed to hang above the vagina during sex to massage the clit while being penetrated. Similarly, there were electro-shock pads attached to her lower abdomen, stomach, and thighs, recreating the popular muscle-therapy-inspired sex 'toy' useful for causing powerful spasms and thrilling electrical currents in the skin. A pair of lumpy pink clamps clung to my partner's nipples - they were vibrating nipple clamps, pink and connected by a wire and a control pad in the middle. Lastly, her lips were parted into a comical 'O' shape by a red ball gag that matched her hair, holding her jaw open. I was glad that I hadn't been the one to bear that toy, if only so that I did not drool unendingly onto our copulated bodies below.
As I looked around us, watching the people outside us moving through the darkness, their bodies mostly masses of dark shadow, I began to wonder why I wasn't more panicked. Here I stood, feet firmly planted on the floor, as if I had hit pause on a porno of my girlfriend-of-a-year-and-nine-months and I mid-thrust, covered with every kind of kink-friendly toy that should have had us both screaming in either pleasure or horror - and yet I did not move? Surely,
surely
I couldn't move - even if I had wanted this, would I not have pushed into her or perhaps leaned down to grasp a breast? Yet why didn't I? Why did I continue to stand here, neither feeling anything nor thinking anything, except these neutral, emotionless thoughts? I was more curious than scared or angry, as if intrigued enough to momentarily ponder the predicament before me, when what I should have been doing is ripping myself away and punching through the glass.