Sr Losing Control

The Slut Rose: Losing Control

*Author's Note - This is a standalone story, but if you want more background on the Slut Rose and Slut Spray, please read "The Slut Rose: Origins" and "The Slut Rose: Hammer".

"Yeah, hi... I, uh, I'm looking for a date... for tonight," Thomas said into the phone, sounding desperate. "No, no... I'm not particular. Any... anyone would be fine. I just... I just need them to come soon. Ok? Soon."

He couldn't believe how far he'd fallen. He was once in full control, dating who he wanted, having sex with whom and when he wanted. Everything was working out. His single life was just how he wanted it to be. But not now.

He was sitting in his living room, on the couch, naked. His cock was hard and throbbing. It needed attention and he'd already masturbated so much. He needed something else and he needed it badly. He felt like someone addicted to drugs... but he was addicted to sex. He needed it. He needed it bad.

"In an hour?" He hoped he could last that long. He wished she could come sooner. "Geez... I... I guess I don't have a choice," he said. He gave them his phone number and address when they asked. "Can I make a... you know... a reservation for tomorrow, too?" He asked but they hung up the phone. All he could do now was wait. And it was going to be the longest wait in his life.

*****

It all started just six days ago.

"Sure thing, Susan. I agree, I think a massage will help her," he had said to Rachel's mom on the phone. His neighbor of only a year had called and asked if he could help her daughter. Rachel was a runner and had overdone it just the other day. Susan didn't think she had to go to the hospital and didn't want to shell out the money for a chiropractor. She knew that Thomas was a massage therapist and figured he'd be able to help... at least a little. If nothing else, he could help determine if something more was necessary.

"She's just... she tends to overdo things sometimes," Susan said. "She can be a bit overzealous when she gets into things. She has a kind of... addictive... personality in that way. Running has been her latest passion."

Thomas was very excited for the prospect. He didn't know much about Rachel, but she was definitely an attractive girl. He'd seen her several times over the past year... laying out in the sun to get a tan... going out or coming back from a run. Running had definitely kept her in great shape. Thomas was very attracted to her and wanted to find out if the girl was... well... into older guys. He hoped so. If nothing else, he'd tease the shit out of her and let her know that he was interested in her. It had been a long time since he filled his desire for a younger woman.

After the phone call Thomas couldn't help but masturbate. He found his favorite porn video online, plopped down on his couch, and let his hands play. His cock was aching so much and he teased it mercilessly. Squeezing it and sliding up and down his length with just his fingertips. He was so hot he was practically trembling. When the specific scene came on that he liked the most, the one where the older man seduced the teen, he let his hand fully grip his shaft. He started stroking slowly, loving the feelings he was able to generate.

He jerked more rapidly as he watched the scene unfold, where the man's hands were just starting to slide inside the teen's loose shirt. The man didn't waste time and knew just what he wanted. The teen didn't protest, although she looked shy and embarrassed. The girl tried to slink out of his grasp but the man just kept going. His hands slid under her shirt and palmed her breasts, massaging them. The look on her face was precious... showing a pleasure that she didn't understand.. a conflict of wanting the pleasure, but scared to admit it. Thomas groaned, feeling his cock pulse in his hand.

As the man on the screen pushed into the teen's neck with his ravenous mouth, kissing, licking, and biting her, his hand stroking the girl's pussy beneath her underwear, Thomas' free hand pinched his own nipple, wondering what it would be like to be in that position of authority. His hands clawed at his own body as he watched the man ravage the teen with his fingers and mouth, driving his tongue deep inside her lovely pussy. Thomas moaned loudly when the teen responded with her orgasm, probably the first of her young life and it was brought upon by an older man.

Thomas came moments afterward as the scene closed with the on-screen lovers embracing and tenderly kissing. He idly wondered if his moans of pleasure could be heard by the neighbors, wondered whether they knew of his proclivities.

Thomas had arranged for Rachel to come over at 7:00 Thursday evening. He couldn't stop daydreaming and fantasizing for the two days leading up to it, but the day had finally come. He took a nice long shower, making sure his body was very clean and fresh smelling. He continually worked out and was very well built with his body nicely muscled. He knew he looked good for a forty-year-old.

Rachel knocked on the side door at 7:00. Thomas invited her inside and the two sat on the couch.

"Your mom tells me you hurt your back last week. What happened?" Thomas asked.

"Well, I was out running, and I just tripped over a fallen branch. I didn't fall, but I stumbled a lot, I guess. It doesn't hurt too bad, but I don't want to run much until it's healed."

"Yeah, you don't want to really injure it. That could take you out for a year."

"Yeah. My mom figured the muscle just needs massaged or something, to relax it or whatever. You do massages, right?"

"Mmhmm, ten years now."

"Wow! I've never even had a massage."

"They're awesome. The feeling of strong hands on you, relaxing you, knocking out the kinks in your body is... almost orgasmic," Thomas chuckled. Embarrassed, Rachel laughed as well. "Do you need a drink or anything?"

"No, I'm ok." Rachel's eyes scanned the room. "I like your house."

"Thanks. I do too. This is a pretty good place to live, although I could use a little better dating crowd." He flashed a smile.

"Yeah, I haven't really met anyone around here."

"I guess we leave it to ourselves to keep us happy," he said putting his hand on Rachel's knee. He could feel the girl shudder in embarrassment although she didn't move away. Thomas knew right then the girl was shy, but wasn't afraid. "Well, you ready for that awesome feeling of strong hands on your body?" He grabbed the girl's hand and pulled her up from the couch.

Thomas continued to hold Rachel's hand as the two ascended the stairwell. They passed the bath and the entrance to one of the spare bedrooms as they moved down the short hall. He led the youth into an immaculate and beautifully decorated bedroom.

"Sorry about having to use the bed," he said. "One of the legs on my massage table is broken."

Rachel seemed a bit shy to have to lay on the bed with a man, but moved over to it willingly enough. "The bed?" she asked, surprised.

"At least you'll be comfortable," Thomas laughed lightly. "Just don't fall asleep on me."

Rachel uneasily giggled back. "I won't promise." She knelt on the bed and started to lay forward when Thomas interrupted her.

"Oh, you'll have to take off your shirt and shorts if you don't mind. It's kind of hard to massage you over clothes. I use massage oil and it stains easily."

Rachel was shocked at what she was being asked to do, but she couldn't argue with the reasoning. "But... can I...?" she asked quietly.

"Oh, I've been around the block and have massaged a lot of women," Thomas reassured her. "You don't have anything I haven't seen before. But, if you'd like, you can go ahead and leave it on if it makes you more comfortable." Thomas was debating whether it would be better to seduce her with her clothes on first or not... he could feel the excitement build as the time drew nearer. 'Don't worry little girl,' he thought, 'I'll have your clothes off in no time.'

Rachel lay face down on the bed, her head on a pillow. Thomas scanned the girl's body appreciatively. She was really a beautiful and sexy girl. She had worn a t-shirt and some cotton shorts with the word BRAT on the butt. Her breasts weren't very big, but her abdomen was trim and her legs were long and tan. He felt his mouth watering as he eased onto the bed himself and knelt beside Rachel. Rachel, embarrassed, turned her face the other direction as Thomas' hands began stroking her back. Thomas smiled and licked his lips as his hands lightly touched Rachel's back, stroking up and down it gently, getting the young woman used to his touch.

His hands slowly moved up to her shoulders and the back of her neck, stroking her there soothingly, kneading her tight muscles. "Mmm, you feel tense. You doing ok down there?"

"Mmhmm," she answered softly.

"Just try to relax. I won't bite," he laughed.

Thomas applied more pressure with his hands, kneading the muscles around her back. "I need a better position," he said, moving so that his leg straddled one of the youngsters. His hands then moved down to her lower back, massaging the area around the pain. Rachel moaned a little beneath him, feeling some pain and some relaxation.

Thomas lifted up the girl's shirt with one hand while the other moved beneath it. "I need to get in there a little better," he reasoned. He put some of the oil on his hands, sliding them together to warm them up, then used both hands to massage her bare skin. He again moved up and down her back, noticing that she wasn't wearing a bra. Her skin was so very soft and smooth. Thomas let his fingers splay wide, catching as much of her youthful flesh as he could as they moved down over the girl's sides. He could feel Rachel tighten up a bit as his fingertips approached her breasts, but he retreated and moved back down her torso. He moved up and down, again and again, getting her used to the touch on her bare skin, until the youth no longer shuddered when he neared her breasts.

He acted like the material was restricting his strokes, making it difficult to work. "I'm sorry Rachel, but we're going to have to get your shirt off. I can't do much more with it getting in the way." He grabbed the bottom of the shirt and started pulling it up towards her head. Rachel didn't protest, but didn't make it any easier, either. She lifted her upper body up to let the shirt up and then helped pull it over her head and off. "There, that's better," Thomas said, sliding up higher and moving his hands more freely over her body.

He applied more oil to her back in a short line down her spine. "Does that feel ok?" he asked.

"Yeah," Rachel said softly. "It's nice."

"Extend your hands over your head. It'll help stretch out your back muscles." Thomas pushed the youth's arms so that they extended upwards more, making it so the girl couldn't hide her breasts behind them. His hands stroked up and down her back and sides, massaging the lats. Rachel moved as if she were a little embarrassed, maybe a little ticklish, but didn't move her arms back down. Thomas leaned down over her, his mouth almost by her ear and whispered "There you go. Just relax and let me do all the work. I'll make you feel really good."

Thomas' hands moved lower, to her lower back. Massaging right along the belt line of her shorts. "Is this close to where it hurts?"

"Yeah. A little lower, though."

Thomas again licked his lips in anticipation and felt his body quiver with need. His fingers stole beneath the waistband of her shorts, moving lower onto her ass cheek. His fingertips circled and prodded softly, trying to ease the muscle ache and relax the area.

"I'm sorry to have to do this to you, Rachel, but I can't massage the injured area without removing your shorts. Can I do that?"

Rachel was at a crossroads. Either take her shorts off and endure the embarrassment and relieve the pain. Or keep her shorts on and live with the pain or, worse yet, go see some doctor who'd do the same thing Thomas was asking her.

"You'll have to sit up or turn over."

Rachel turned over, using one hand to cover her breasts. Thomas laughed inwardly at her silly attempt to shield her body. He moved his hands and grabbed at the elastic waistband, pulling them down but made it seem difficult, as if he needed help. Rachel used her free hand to try to help, but it was no use. She then quickly removed her hand from across her breasts and her shorts slid off her hips easily. Her arm quickly moved back to cover her breasts. Thomas continued to move her shorts down and off her legs, getting his first look at the girl's lovely body.

He noted her small but shapely breasts, with their hard, pointy nipples. He imagined teasing those nipples with his tongue and lips, making Rachel moan beneath him. His fingers would squeeze and play with her lovely mounds. Rachel wore white frilly underwear that was sexy, but definitely covered up too much.

As soon as her shorts were off, Rachel turned over onto her stomach once again and she buried her face in the pillow, closing her eyes. Thomas moved into the same straddling position as before and sat up and pushed at the girl's arms again, moving them over her head. Rachel moved them without complaint.

"You have a very attractive body," Thomas said softly, applying more oil before his hands slid up and down the girl's back. "There's absolutely no need to be ashamed of it. It's magnificent." His hands slid lower onto the youth's lower back and ass. It was such a magnificent ass, too, Thomas thought. His hands kneaded and circled the affected area, sliding under her panties to keep in contact with her flesh. He then moved lower to the girl's thighs, moving over her ass and onto her hamstrings without breaking contact. He could hear Rachel let out a little gasp of excitement as he touched her more private flesh.

One of Thomas' hands slid onto her inner thigh and he could feel Rachel tense up. "Just relax Rachel, just relax." His voice was soothing and definitely helped to relax her. Thomas' hands were soft and strong at the same time and were so close to Rachel's pussy. "Just breathe... deep breaths... and let all the tension out of your body," he said softly. He moved to the other thigh repeating the process. This time, however, he pushed the leg a little wider, giving him an even better view of the junction between them. Rachel's panties covered up anything he might see, but he could smell the girls arousal, feel her heat.

His hands moved higher up her thigh, sliding beneath the leg band of her panties onto her ass, and then sliding down towards her inner thigh. With each stroke, Rachel reacted less and less defensively. Thomas moved between her legs and put one hand on either thigh, massaging the hamstring and then sliding up and into her panties to massage and caress her ass. His thumbs pulled at her flesh, obviously pulling her pussy open and then letting it close.

Rachel was softly moaning into the pillow, embarrassed by the feelings this man was generating within her. She was so excited she didn't want it to stop, but didn't want to acknowledge how much it was turning her on. She'd never had sex before and she'd never let any of her boyfriends even get this close to touching her in her private places.

Thomas grabbed the waistband of her panties and pulled. "Let's get these off you, too." Rachel didn't seem to even hesitate. She lifted her hips up allowing Thomas to pull them down off her hips and onto her thighs. The older man then simply pulled them down her legs and off. Out of sight, Thomas brought the fragrant center of the panties to his nose and softly sniffed. He so loved the smell and taste of an excited woman. He knew the smell well, and knew Rachel was definitely excited.

He moved back between the girl's legs, forcing them apart. He could see her lovely pussy hidden between her legs, could see the rosebud of her ass so tight and inviting. His hands ground into her tight glutes massaging and kneading the muscles. His hands then moved to one thigh, massaging it from her knee up, his fingers accidently grazing her labia as he finished the stroke at the top. He could hear Rachel gasp into the pillow in embarrassed excitement.

While one hand circled and massaged the wounded area, he ran her other hand down the crack of her ass, his fingers lightly grazing her asshole, circling it, teasing it. Then it moved lower, again barely touching her pussy. He stroked on the side of her labia, down one side and back up the other. His fingertips then lightly grazed the edge of her lips themselves. Over and over he teased the girl, listening to and using her soft moans of pleasure to direct his actions.

"I think I have the back of your hip massaged enough. Turn over," Thomas said. He felt his own body reacting to the lovely girl on her bed. His cock was hard and long. Rachel didn't look up at him at all as she turned over. The poor girl was so embarrassed, so shy, but too excited to stop. She lay back on the bed with her eyes closed as Thomas looked over her appreciatively. She had a little tuft of pubic hair above her lovely pussy and it made Thomas' mouth water.

Thomas moved his hands to the girl's thigh again, stroking up and down from her knee to her hip. At the top, his thumbs moved her flesh apart again, opening her lovely pussy. Her little clit was so pretty, poking out at the top. He let his hands graze over her mound, barely touching her clit and labia with each pass as he moved up to massage her hip joint. Rachel was moaning audibly now, too excited to be able to hold it in.

Thomas' hands circled and prodded, grazed and excited. With every movement his attention was focused on the lovely mound before him. He slowly bent down and kissed Rachel's lower abdomen and felt the young woman shudder and sigh. His tongue flicked out and tasted her skin and Rachel gasped in excitement. She moaned softly as his kisses and licks moved closer to her thigh, closer to her overheated pussy. Rachel was overwhelmed with desire and need. Her hands clenched the bedspread tightly as her body shook in excitement and nervousness.

Thomas slowly and lightly licked the girl's clit eliciting a loud groan. He felt Rachel's hips buck abruptly at the new, lovely sensation. Thomas laid one arm on the inside of the opposite thigh, holding her legs apart. His long tongue lightly flicked all over her mound, sliding over her labia, running up and down her engorged and sensitive clit. Rachel dropped her left hand to her mound as if trying to make Thomas stop what she was doing, but the pleasure was too much and her hand stopped and retreated a little.

Thomas smiled, knowing he had the girl right where he wanted her. He started licking more earnestly now, pushing between the tasty folds, slowly and deliberately. When he reached the top, he let the flat of his tongue bathe her clit in warm moistness. He felt Rachel push her hips into him, wanting more and more pleasure.

He moved rapidly between Rachel's legs, not wanting to break contact for too long, not wanting to let the young woman change her mind. He wrapped his arms around her thighs and let his right hand drape over her mound, pressing in from above, teasing her clit with his fingers as his tongue lapped deep into her pussy. Rachel's hips moved up and down, grinding into Thomas' mouth. The older man sucked hard on her clit, making the girl cry out suddenly. The room was filled with the sounds of their moans, their cries of passion.

Thomas' tongue flicked rapidly on her clit between sucking on it. He was driving the young woman crazy with lust. Rachel's hands moved from her head, to the bedspread, to her abdomen... she didn't know what to do with them. She wanted to make Thomas stop, but... didn't want to at the same time. It felt so good, so right.

It didn't take long to make the girl have her first orgasm. Thomas relaxed his tongue and his grip as she passed her peak and settled back into the bed again. He released her and then quickly stood up, shedding his own clothes. He was able to slip out of his sweat pants and t-shirt easily enough and lay on the bed beside Rachel. The girl was still panting as Thomas leaned in and kissed her neck and cheek, before moving to her lips. They kissed for a moment with Rachel uneasy with kissing him back.