Part 1 The dust and the Manila
Cheryl glanced at the pile of yellowing files in the corner of Dr Mecuniam's ofÂfice; there was something vaguely disturbing about them, it was not anything she could put a finger on, but she felt she did not like them. What an irrational emotion to have about a pile of old files! They seemed ordinary enough, old files neatly tied up in green legal tape with a bow. The sunlight had faded the tape where the light from the window had caught it. They had evidently been sitting in that position, on that table by the window on top of what looked like an old beige PC, for quite a time. On impulse she got up and touched the upperÂmost file just by the criss-crossing of the green tape, almost as if just by touchÂing them their strangeness would go away. Her touch left a fingerprint in the fine dust that had settled on the manila card. Cheryl was not sure she liked something so personal marking this pile of files so she wiped the fingerprint away but that made her hand dirty with the dust. She felt itchy, in need of a bath, it was if the dust, not content with soiling her hands, had crept into her clothing onto her skin. She could bathe when she got back home. Why was Dr Mecuniam keeping her waiting?
Cheryl tapped her foot impatiently. She was a busy woman. Very busy and important. Very important now since, she smiled to herself in recollection, her brilliant coup in the boardroom. She recalled how she had smiled almost compassionately at Mr. Gerardine after the meeting that had unseated him. He looked a broken man, broken to dust, his career ended. He saw nothing ahead of him but a bleak old age. "It's a matter of survival you see, you or me. I can't help it. I am young, the future, going places and female: you are old and I needed what you haveâyour position. I am sorry."
Mr. Gerardine had not looked as if he believed her sorrow. Cheryl thought that a little unfair. If she was to get onâand she certainly intended toâsome people would have to be supplanted; trampled on even; reduced to dustâthat was how business was. A dog eat dog worldâor a bitch eat dog world, she thought with some amusement.
The door opened, the draft causing a little cloud of dust to rise from the files and hang, the motes visible in the shaft of sunlight coming through the window. It was the secretary again.
"Dr Mecuniam has been delayed. He telephoned. He wondered if you might care to look at the papers whilst you wait?"
Cheryl was a little surprised there was no apology. She nodded.
"Yes," she said.
"He says they are on the table by the window." The secretary pointed, alÂmost with some distaste Cheryl thought. It was those files.
Cheryl watched the secretary's back as she left the room. There had not even been the offer of a cup of tea. She looked again at the pile of dusty files. She did not want to go to them, touch them, undo the bow and open them. Her distaste was irrational. Cheryl had been delighted to receive the news from Dr Mecuniam, a solicitor her company sometimes did business withâperhaps she had even met him, that she was the beneficiary of a will. There were some complications but it seemed a sizeable house on the outskirts, in the suburbs, of London was to be hers. He had invited her to his office to discuss and then view the property. Naturally she had found time in her busy schedule to atÂtend at his officeâbut now it appeared he was not there, was keeping her waitÂing and she a very busy (and important) businesswoman.
She got up from her chair, smoothing down her chalk striped business suit, and moved to the window. The files sat on the table. Instead of picking them up she looked out of the window seeing the passing traffic and people walking along the pavement in the sunshine. Her eyes were caught by a young couple walking hand in hand. The girl in a light sundress, its red stripes accenÂtuating her height, tossed her head sending her brown hair swirling in reply to something her boyfriend said. He, tall and shiny black, laughed in reply. Cheryl sighed. Success had come to her, her rise had been meteoric but love had eluded herâif, that is, she had ever seriously sought it. Her mind and eyes on the boyfriend she picked up the files.
Cheryl's nose wrinkled in distaste. She could already feel the dust on her hands, grimacing she began to brush it off, stroking her hand across the maniÂla card sending it into the air. Damn. She was breathing it now.
The couple was not yet out of sight and Cheryl watched them until they turned a corner and were gone. She would have liked to be in a relationship like that. She pausedâshe did not usually think like that. Work and 'getting on' absorbed her life. The image of the boyfriend, so recently on the pavement below her, came into her mind not with his girlfriend but, instead, in bed with her. What did he look like naked? Again, it was not usual for her to think about naked men and she was quite surprised at herself, not least because she was specifically thinking not just of his nakedness but also of his cock pumping upÂwards to erection.
Sitting back in the chair, the files on her lapâno doubt leaving dust on the material of her suit, she undid the green bow and began to read. It was teÂdious and complicated stuff detailing the affairs, financial and property afÂfairs, of people long dead. Of entails, copyholds, rights of turbage and all sorts of legalese, of bequests and inheritances and something of the particular propÂerty she was apparently to inherit. Cheryl was not at all sure why Dr MecuniÂam wanted her to look at these filesâhad he simply wanted her to get her hands dirty and to get covered in dust? She was certainly looking forward to a bath. Stripping off her suit, now needing to be sent to the dry cleaners, dropÂping her blouse, bra and panties in the washing basket and settling into the hot, foamy water and washing herself. Rubbing the gel well into her skin to get rid of the itchy, dusty feeling. She might well think about that boyfriend as she rubbed the gel around her breasts or between her legs, think about him washÂing her, think about... Cheryl blinked. She did not fantasise, daydream about sex. That was not like her at all. She closed the files, tied them up and dropped them back on the table, rubbing her hands to clear the dust from them. She felt slightly flushed and could feel her nipples against her bra. Most unlike her. How had that, admittedly good looking even handsome, black man walking past on the pavement with his girlfriend affected her so? She looked down at the dusty files. Well, it could hardly have been such old, boring and dirty files that had upset her equilibrium and caused her to have erotic thoughts! She smiled at the idea.
There was a knock again at the door. It was the secretary.
"Dr Mecuniam has telephoned again. Stuck in traffic. He says he is very sorry but he doesn't want to keep you waiting and doubts that he will be able to get here tonight. He asks if you would mind seeing him perhaps tomorrow evening at the property rather than him asking you to come to the office again. Would six o'clock be possible?"