4. Spring
The young woman stood and reached for the rush bag on the rack above her head. Her stretching lifted the cotton skirt a little further above her knee. Across the way a businessman shot a surreptitious glance, no doubt admiring the young woman's trim figure and that extra glimpse of leg. A few moments before, the guard had announced the train's imminent arrival at the next 'station stop' and it had begun to slow. Soon the train would be gliding through the darkness of the tunnel to the station waiting on the other side.
Outside the carriage windows the landscape had the fresh, bright green look of a spring day. Everything so new, lush and brilliant; there was an especially vividness, a vitality even, to the grass and the leaves of the trees newly unfurled and perfect. Not at all that first spring day, that harbinger, about which Christina Rossetti had pondered:
"I wonder if the sap is stirring yet,
If wintry birds are dreaming of a mate,
If frozen snowdrops feel as yet the sun,
And crocus fires are kindling one by one."
That was well past, the season was advanced, the daffodil flowers had come and gone and their seed pods were swelling: but it was still very much spring. Not yet the dry summer heat turning the grass to golden brown and ripening the cropsâno, this was spring, the time of new life and with all the promise of a fresh start.
The woman swung the strap of the bag over her shoulder and looked up the carriage. To the businessman it was immediately obvious she had then seen someone she knew. These things are not always easy to put into words, perhaps it was the way the swing of her movement stopped, perhaps it was a slight change in the muscles of her face or else the fixity of the stare of her eyes â but he knew.
Harris had been pleased to see the cotton skirt; such a cornflower blue with white flowers all over and with a matching cotton covered belt. Her blouse was white linen, generously cut with long sleeves, a short, darker blue jacket was slipped on over the blouse. Her hair, her long chestnut hair was caught with and tied with a blue bangle. On her feet white trainers. Sensible clothing for a warm spring day.
Harris stood, as the cutting drew in around the train just before the mouth of the tunnel, as the train rocked a little from side to side: perhaps he was getting ready to alight at the station, perhaps to seek a cup of tea from the buffet, perhaps to greet the woman, perhaps...
The train entered the tunnel.
The light faded as they left the bright light of the spring day behind them and the train slid into the gloom of the tunnel Outside the world had its seasons, the snow came, the sun shone, the wind blew, but in the tunnel all was the same, season on season. A steady temperature in the darkness, a deep quiet except when the trains passed through. As the light went the train seemed to lose way, gently slowing within the tunnel until it came to rest in its depths. All was quietâit was as if the train had never been.
The woman said nothing as if she was waiting, waiting perhaps for the train to come out of the tunnel but the end seemed to be getting no closer: if anything the station seemed further away and instead of the train she felt as if she was outside, perhaps at the other side of the tunnel from the station, perhaps elsewhere.
From the silence came sound, the sound of birdsong. Chirrups, cheeps and beautiful singing; many, many birds in full song. And with the song came the light.
The woman was still looking towards Harris. The man, standing dressed in a dark blue blazer complete with brass buttons and light brown twill trousers, leaning on a cane, returned the gaze. In his top pocket a handkerchief blossomed matching the colour of her skirt.
"Oh," she said, "oh."
The woman looked around her, at the fresh green meadow, at the rich grass beneath her feet, at the green hedges showing white with May blossom, at distant mountains and up at the blue sky. A beautiful spring day. The grass so green, everything so green. Later in the summer there would still be green in the fields and meadows but it would not have that fresh new look of the spring. Spring, a time of newness, of budding leaves and flowers, of new life as the world shook off winter, woke from dormancy and revealed itself anew.
A sigh. "I thought... it matters not what I thought. So, not a walk in the mountains? Not close enough?"
"No," said Harris, "too far."
Behind her, she heard a deep lowing and turning she saw a herd of white cattle coming towards them.
"Oh," she said again.
"Inquisitive as always," commented Harris
The cattle were close, their eyes watching big, brown and blinking, their sweet breath coming.
"There's a lot of them." Clearly she felt a little crowded. The cattle were actually close enough to touch.
"There's not a bull is there?"
"Not a danger when there's cows about: only on their own."
"I don't like the idea even so... they are so big and..." It was another 'oh.'
Coming across the field, no doubt to check on his femalesâhis considerable haremâwas a truly magnificent white bull. So much bigger than the cows and complete with that which clearly sets the bull apart from the cowsâa ring through its nose. That and, rather than udders, an enormous pair of balls swinging beneath him. There was no missing this was the male of the species.
"Can we...?"
They walked across the field followed by the herd and climbed a wooden stile in the hedge. Harris offering his hand to help the woman up. There was no hesitation in her taking it and he watched as she placed first one trainer and then another on the stile and swung her cotton covered leg over the stone.
Another field, another lush field of grass. They started walking across, heading towards another hedge at the other side.
"It's a very fine day," said Harris.
The woman looked up at the almost perfect blue of the sky. "It is very warm for spring."
She turned. Behind them the cows had lost interest in the visitors to their field and returned to tearing at the grass. Not so the bull. It was taking a proprietorial interest in one of the cows. Not only were its bollocks now obvious but its pizzle as well. Up it reared onto the cow's back. A massive animal in comparison.
"It is the spring," said Harris commenting on the scene..
"Ah," said the woman. "A time for intercourse, sexual intercourse."
Harris nodded.
The woman had understood.
Above them birds were chasing each other, swooping here and there in pairs and gaily painted butterflies flitted around each other. Ahead of them rabbits were popping in and out of rabbit holes, their bob tails dancing.
Harris smiled his thin smile.
The woman asked, "Shall I ready myself now?"