Old theme, new treatment, I hope. You need the earlier chapters or you'll get confused. (Best to start with number one, but that's just a personal view). Please remember to vote. I respond to non-anonymous feedback. Satyricon.
Just for a change, I wasn't staring outa my window. I was wondering how the hell I'd spent so much fuckin' money. The cost of fixin' the room Susan wrecked was plenty more than the goddam deposit, I was out four months rent and I'd dropped near fifteen hundred bucks getting even with her. I looked at the screen again, but the figures stayed ugly so I pushed the laptop away. Time for beer number one. As if by magic there was a knock.
'If you're good company, c'mon in.' Candice's head popped round.
'The best,' she said, and smiled. She looked so good that I gave her one right back.
'The very fuckin' best. You wanna beer? It's way past noon.' She looked down at me and her smile widened.
'Yassuh, Massa Doug. I know where the fridge is. Two beers, right?' She came back with the necessaries and plumped down in the armchair opposite me.
'I need to talk about a couple of things if you've got a few minutes.' I hitched up straighter and put the beer on the coffee table.
'For you, Candice, the rest of my life. Whaddya need?'
'Uh, what happens in the summer? I've just realized that everyone's talking about leaving, and the contract you gave me runs to the end of this month. Do I have to start looking for somewhere?
'You're gonna be here all summer? I thought teachers got vacations.' She snorted.
'Teachers do, assistants don't. I'm gonna have to be a full time library rat this summer. What I want to do is carry on living here, and if I have to go someplace else I'll curse and swear and carry on, stamp my feet maybe.'
'Shit, Candice, if you can stand the smell of paint. Jose's gonna be decorating in between his regular work, and it'll be a kinda slow process. You'd hafta camp in one of the other rooms while he did yours. You serious 'bout wantin' to stay?' She stared.
'Of course I am. You want me to leave?'
'Hell, girl, no fuckin' way. I'm happy if you are. Make the figures look better too. Last coupla months there's a hole in the accounts.' Her eyes dropped.
'I feel sorta bad about that.' Gaah.
'Water under the fuckin' bridge, Candice, and worth every cent.' It was hard saying that, but it made her look happier. 'Rachel tell you that little Miss Dykehater's transferred?' She nodded.
'She told me, and I'm kinda glad. OK, that's really great, so thank you, but there's one more thing.' She looked kinda embarrassed. 'You held me while I cried, and you made me feel safe, like a little girl being comforted, and you never came even close to copping a feel, and you've not said anything to me or to anyone else. It's like it never happened. The next day was just "Hi Candice, howya feeling, you wanna coffee?", and that was it. And I'm kinda curious. Most guys would have followed up, dyke or no dyke.' Faint click, outa nowhere. Way to go, Doug. Welcome to the summer.
'Candice, you needed holdin' for one night, not ongoing fuckin' therapy. As for talkin' about it to anyone else, Jesus Christ, girl, what the hell do you think I am?' She looked at me and her eyes glowed with somethin' that set my spine tingling. Her hair was out of its rows and was floating round her head like a dark halo.
'Damned if I know,' she said finally. 'You're too laid-back and you swear way too much, and you don't give much of a damn about anything, but you're smart and you gotta capacity to surprise; I mean when something pushes your buttons you're different. I may have been upset that day, but I watched you when you saw what had happened, and it was pretty impressive.' Her eyes dropped for a second then she took a deep breath and looked up again. 'I told Ellen about what you did for me and she said that now I'd understand why she liked you. I know about your relationship with her, and I know she told you about her and me, and you've never even hinted, not once, that you know about us, and Ellen says you never mentioned that night to her.' Fuckin' girl-talk. It's like the goddam axis of drivel.
'Shit, Candice, Ellen and I have a history, and we're friends I guess, with privileges, so if she says something about her personal life to me that's where it fuckin' stays. And I guess you and her are friends with privileges too, so you tell her stuff, and I bet you twenty bucks she hasn't repeated it. Not to me, that's for sure. Privilege goes with respect or everythin' goes south.' She thought about that some, and I drank beer and realized that the fuckin' summer was gonna turn out a sight more fun than I hoped. Day at a time. The smarter they are, the slower you go. Noble Doug. Just enough gym-time, just enough brainwork: result, first Ellen and now her. Susan out of the picture, but hell, two outa three is good for an erratic talent that I've learned to handle with care.