Disclaimer:
This story is just that, a story. It is a work of fiction and nothing at all to do with the real world or how to treat people in it. All the characters within it are adults. It contains descriptions of nonconsentual sex and other nasty things that should not be read by anybody under the age of 18.
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The morning was fresh, crisp, full of promise. Their arms linked, the two lovers strode through the newly regenerated part of town. Although it was just before nine in the morning the place was almost deserted. As if the entire city had been bathed in gold, the low winter sun made the facades and windows of the buildings they passed shimmer and glow with warmth.
Formerly an old industrial area, the quarter had become a haven for trendy cafés serving obscure ranges of overpriced coffee that allowed customers to flaunt their exquisite taste, boutiques that included the terms "bespoke" or "vintage" in their signs, as well as the usual mix of start-ups and co-working facilities where a small army of digital creatives and freelancers hustled precariously from gig to gig.
Staff of the various cafés they passed seemed to be rousing themselves from their slumber, the weekend having banished the normal procession of twitchy cubicle dwellers desperate for their first caffeine fix. Their tables would remain largely empty until lunchtime on a Saturday.
She had tasted paradise last night, her first as a slave. Climax after climax had consumed her, each one driving her deeper and deeper into the arms of the woman she adored.
Lauren. Her Controller.
annabel was her slave.
A slave to her Controller.
She had fallen so deeply and so quickly it made her head spin. Everything was different now. Last night she had crossed a Rubicon and entered an alien land where pleasure and promise reigned supreme.
But a small part of her felt uneasy. It was silent now, but disturbing thoughts still popped into her head at times, threatening everything, making her question her love.
The bad thoughts were akin to the sudden, unexpected and unwanted arrival of inky-black storm clouds, obscuring the sun, casting everything into gloom and threatening to ruin what had been a perfect day until that point.
Sometimes she felt as if they were ominous portents of something terrible that was happening. But the true meaning of these obscure signs remained indecipherable and incomprehensible to her. It was as if she no longer possessed the priestly knowledge required to divine the secrets of these mysterious omens.
But at least now she had the self-Discipline to banish these negative thoughts from her mind. Focussing on her mantra helped drive the darkness away so she could bathe in the pure bright light and holiness of her sun once more.
No such negativity troubled her this glorious morning.
The rapture of orgasmic surrender she had experienced only a few hours ago had seared the sizzling red-hot Truth directly into her mind, branding it, binding it for all eternity.
And she rejoiced.
annabel was a slave. She would always be a slave. She loved her Controller. She would do anything to please her.
Her Controller led her to a small shop located discreetly on a side street.
A young Asian woman sitting behind a counter smiled in greeting. As normal, annabel checked her out as her Controller chatted to her. For some inexplicable reason annabel found herself drawn to her. The woman had skin the colour of warm toffee, her long straight black hair pulled into a pony tail, the black sleeveless cropped turtleneck baring her arms, exposing the large and intricate designs tattooed on to her tawny skin. Multiple piercings graced her ears and face, while metal glinted in her navel.
annabel waited contentedly, enjoying her passivity, relishing the sight of her lover with the beautiful woman. She just waited.
The addictive mantra filled her passive mind, looping round and round her consciousness.
One... Two... Training my mind anew.
Three... Four... Discipline is what i adore.
Five... Six... Addicted to my daily fix.
Seven... Eight... Constant craving is my state.
Nine... Ten... A pleasing slave must i be then.
More nods and smiles between the two women. Instinctively annabel felt as if her Controller and the Asian woman knew each other? It was nothing they said or did, rather just an aura of familiarity she sensed. Why were they pretending to be strangers?
That was odd, wasn't it? What was the reason for the deception? Why? If her Controller was lying about...
The rhythm of the mantra reasserted itself once more, growing louder inside her mind, slicing the ridiculous thought from her mind before it could poison the paradise she dwelt in.
One... Two... Training my mind anew.
Three... Four... Discipline is what i adore.
Five... Six... Addicted to my daily fix.
Seven... Eight... Constant craving is my state.
Nine... Ten... A pleasing slave must i be then.
She sighed happily, the mantra washing away all negativity. Her own judgement was suspect. Now that she was a slave, thinking for herself was wrong.
She was a slave. She would always be a slave.
Controller knew best.
Her Controller spoke to her and without even being aware of it, annabel found herself entering a curtained back room and easing herself into a chair after shedding her coat. The tattooed woman ignored her, busying herself with preparations.
Lauren leaned in, kissing her possessively, causing her snatch to thrill with joy.
"Good slave," her Controller whispered confidentially into her ear. "Your submission pleases me."
annabel quivered lightly, relishing the hot tendrils of pleasure that enveloped her.
Now the Asian girl was in front of her, smiling disarmingly.
"Pull up your top," she told her, the hardness behind her almond shaped eyes not matching the soft tone of her voice. The incongruity pierced her consciousness. Strange...
But then she saw her Controller watching her intently. The half-formed observation died as she felt Lauren's eyes bore into her, causing her pulse to quicken. She was being tested. She needed to please her Controller. Desperately.
One... Two... Training my mind anew.
Three... Four... Discipline is what i adore.
Five... Six... Addicted to my daily fix.
Seven... Eight... Constant craving is my state.
Nine... Ten... A pleasing slave must i be then.
Obediently, annabel grasped the hem of her top and pulled it up, baring her breasts to this unknown woman who studied them for a moment. Her Controller had instructed her not to wear a bra this morning, doubtless for this very purpose.
A new, and far more pleasurable, thought popped into annabel's head unbidden. Did the Asian girl like what she saw? Would she like to press her lips to Annabel's hard nipples and suck them as Lauren looked on? What would that feel like? She had never had lesbian sex with anybody other than her Controller.
Would that please her? Would that please her Controller?
She hoped so.
One... Two... Training my mind anew.
Three... Four... Discipline is what i adore.
Five... Six... Addicted to my daily fix.
Seven... Eight... Constant craving is my state.
Nine... Ten... A pleasing slave must i be then.
The pleasurable fantasy that had invaded her mind had turned her arousal up more than a few notches. What would she do if her Controller ordered her to pleasure this unknown woman? Could she, as a slave, disobey? She loved Lauren so much. She would do anything for her. But that?
Then again, perhaps she might enjoy it?
She could be a slut for her Controller, turning tricks on a street corner, being pimped out by the woman she loved. Eating out unknown woman after woman on command. Being fucked by strangers for Lauren's profit or pleasure. Would she like that? More importantly, would that please her Controller?
But... just how far would she go? What were her limits? Did she even know what they were now? Did it matter?
If her Controller ordered her to have sex with the Asian woman whose latex gloved hands were roaming over her breasts, would she?
Yes.
She would.
Gladly.
But she had Discipline. Her newfound sexual fantasises and slavish desires were constrained. Doubtless the tattooed woman would presume her trembling was just nerves.
Lauren moved to stand alongside the woman, whose hard, dark eyes flicked away from annabel's breasts towards her Controller, their brief glance pregnant with unspoken meaning.
Lost in the simmering bliss of her chained arousal, annabel awaited what was to come next.
Her Controller smirked as the Asian woman handed her something from the small table alongside the chair.
A headset.
One... Two... Training my mind anew.
Three... Four... Discipline is what i adore.
Five... Six... Addicted to my daily fix.
Seven... Eight... Constant craving is my state.
Nine... Ten... A pleasing slave must i be then.
Body shaking with excitement, annabel sat still as Lauren moved behind her. The cold flexible metal warmed quickly as her Controller fixed the headset tightly in place.
The Spiral and the Voice claimed her as the afterimage of her Controller's wicked smile slowly faded from her consciousness.
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The Voice whispered seductively into her ears as annabel fell into the Spiral that was her world.
Was she asleep?
No. Her legs were pumping. She was being Trained.
The knowledge was reassuring. She needed to be Trained. She was a slave and slaves must be Trained.
All other thoughts that came into her head were of no consequence. They must be suppressed. Eliminated.
Uttering aloud the Training mantra that clarified everything, annabel surrendered to the thought-dampening screen and the powerful Voice that possessed her.