This chapter comes with the caveat that it's a little shorter on the smut this time as we cover some story beats. As always thanks for reading, while positive comments and votes go a long way to keeping me inspired :)
Relevant Cast List:
Team Knight
- Ethan Knight: A junior producer at the North England Broadcast Corporation and member of Project Upstart
- Nia Clarke-Mills: VP of Marketing at Averna Pharma, responsible for the PR of the Gemivax rollout
- Evie Kimura: Civil servant from the Department for Culture Media and Sport, permanently attached to support the NEBC and Project Upstart
- Farah Hassan: Former England Women's cricketer turned media personality, headhunted to be the face of Gemivax for Project Upstart
- Jessica (Jess) McNamara: An online artist and designer hired to help produce graphics and animations
- Alex McNamara: a programmer and coder who was falsely matched with Team Barclay and paired with Ethan following an adverse reaction
Team Barclay
- Rhys Barclay: A former editor of a tabloid paper brought on to Project Upstart despite his dubious personality
- Dr Eleanor (Nell) Armstrong: A public health doctor working as a consultant with the NEBC, now assisting Project Upstart with the Gemivax rollout
Unaffiliated
- Aoife Ryan: the long suffering and increasingly burnt out head broadcast/studio engineer for the NEBC
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It was much later that morning by the time Ethan woke, finding Jess softly snoozing alongside him. There was only a bare murmur when he leaned over and kissed the redhead's forehead, and although his first instinct was to check on her feelings in the cold light of the new day, he let her sleep. His second was to remain alongside her, just lingering. Each time he paired with someone he quickly found a contentedness from merely being in their presence, and it already seemed Jess was no different. But his bladder quickly voted against the idea of remaining where he was and demanded he venture out into the chill of the apartment in search of the toilet.
On the way he took a moment to look in on how Alex was doing, the older McNamara sister in her bed where he left her, still imprinting and it almost felt odd to see her so peaceful after the night before. He found himself hoping he'd done the right thing for her, left concerned just how much of her life she was going to be left to untangle because of Delphi's flaws. It was only after he'd managed to stifle a guilty sigh that he actually made his way to the bathroom that they had met in only a few hours earlier. Ethan paused as he arrived, having allowed himself to forget just how much of a ruin the small space had been left in, with the debris from Alex's ordeal still scattered about the tiles.
He spent some time cleaning up as best as he could, carefully salvaging anything that looked like it might be repairable, before gathering several towels, soiled with sweat and cum and the dirt from a shattered pot plant. And with them in hand he headed back towards the kitchen, keen to try and get them into the laundry, as well as to find a mop for the bathroom floor. Finding Nia stopped him before he could manage either however.
The executive didn't move at his arrival, sat upright on Alex's couch with her phone still in hand, but with her eyes closed and her breathing gentle. She'd still been making calls when Ethan had fallen asleep himself, and he wondered just how long she'd forced herself to work for, still trying to deal with the knot of issues they'd been left with. She wasn't the sort of person to want to rest through something like this, not by choice. But she was still human. And if anything she'd never seemed more human to him than she did in that moment; flawed and determined and vulnerable and beautiful.
Setting the towels down, Ethan found a blanket from a nearby chair and went to place it over her, only for Nia to stir, bleary eyed as he did so.
"What time is it?"
"Sorry, didn't mean to wake you," he said apologetically, but still found himself unable to resist leaning in to give her a soft kiss. "You need to rest like the rest of us. You do know Jess isn't going to mind sharing a bed with you?"
"It does matter." Nia's reply was worn, and accompanied by her checking her phone, seemingly trying to force herself to gather up her professional persona and wrap herself back into it. "I have half a dozen people I need to speak to, including the Delphi admins. And I need to find out from Evie just how furious Whitehall are about this. She seemed to believe that Cabinet may even take an interest, assuming they weren't aware of flaws already. And I could do without being pulled in front of a fucking committee while we're trying to-"
"Nia." Ethan met her gaze and cut across her words, gentle yet decisive, doing his best to stop her throwing herself straight back into things. And he watched her relent, just slightly. But even as she looked into his eyes, her expression full of tired, hurt frustration, she still tried to protest the need to work herself to the bone.
"We were lucky circumstances let us catch things with Alex. There could be others like her out there."
"I understand that you're blaming yourself for this, but it's not your fault." Nia opened her mouth to respond, but he saw what she was about to say and stopped her again before she could say it. "No, it's
not
. And you don't need me to tell you that you're going to stop being productive if you don't let yourself rest. You're a leader, and part of that means trusting people like Evie to do their jobs rather than thinking you need to fix the world on your own."
Ethan got the distinct impression that with most other people Nia's shoulders wouldn't have relaxed quite as readily as they did for him. "You're right. But I'll be fine. Just...let me get myself some coffee and I can rest once we're back at Taymont."
Nia paused, and pointedly looked past Ethan in the direction of the bedrooms, and Alex. And even without her saying anything Ethan could tell she was concerned about their new teammate, just as he had been. He spoke again, answering the questions she was asking wordlessly.
"She's still imprinting."
There was a slow nod of reply. "And Jess?"
"Sleeping. She's taking things better than you could expect anyone to."
"This isn't how I wanted it to be for her," Nia said, her voice weighed down by failed expectations and how genuinely sorry she was for the other woman. Ethan couldn't help but find an odd, gallows amusement in her words however.
"No shit," he chuckled, drawing a slight smile from Nia in return as she realised how redundant her words were. She remained quiet however, and he could practically see the thoughts wistfully working their way through her mind. "Want to share?"
"The plan had been to find the time to bake her some blueberry muffins, for breakfast, before we drove back."
Nia sounded almost sheepish with the admission, as if the idea seemed somehow foolish to her now. Ethan however couldn't help the surprise from showing through in his reply. "You bake?"
"I
dabble
at baking," Nia corrected, firmly with a slight smile. "At best. I'm far from good, but I enjoy having something where that doesn't need to be the point. I was looking forward to having a kitchen where I could make an effort like that for someone, rather than the big industrial one at Taymont."
That prompted him to kiss her again, taking her unguarded moments as they came, no matter the circumstances. "I'm sure she'd have loved them. You'll get a chance to do it for her another time."
"I know, but the first time will always be the first time." There was a long sigh, and Nia changed the subject before Ethan could speak again, not wanting to dwell on things further. "Have you spoken to Aoife Ryan yet?"
Ethan shook his head. Nia's question was meant to be supportive, to shift her concern from herself and on to him, but all it managed to do was bring his own worries and feelings rushing back up to the surface with a warm lurch. He'd checked his phone on waking, and again several times in the brief space of time since then, hoping to see her name there and a reply that would make everything feel less fraught. But either she'd missed his last message or Aoife was being Aoife.
"You've got enough things to deal with without worrying about that. I can wait until we get back before speaking to her if I have to..."
The room fell quiet again as Ethan tailed off and they both realised they'd found themselves back at another point neither of them quite had words for. Any introspection was cut short however by the restless way Nia returned to her phone, as if doing so was going to offer her some way to negotiate away her agitation.
"I'm not actually going to convince you to rest before we go, am I?"
Nia made a show of considering before answering dryly. "It's unlikely, no."