Less than a foot apart, meditating on the bed that seemed to be the only part of the space remaining stable, Richard and Elowyn continued bonding to strength then their connection. Joined at the hands, fingers interlocked, breathing in-sync, energy resembling the magnetism cycled through them in waves. Elowyn found it very calming, mostly-ministrant to excise the worry occasionally returning to plague her concentration. She found it much harder than expected to let go of the need to strategize exactly how to escape the literally-layered situation that could turn dire quickly; it wasn't that she didn't trust Richard's guidance, but more being unable to shake the feeling that something was...missing.
The meaning of that emptiness met the calming wave every time it returned to her. The connection between them was delicate enough to notice, and Richard every other breath whispered his mantric phrase.
"A calm mind is controlled, is freed, is mine."
It grew easier to resist the urge to smirk at the words, knowing it was his constant line of defense against her domineering efforts. Having become a component of what could save them felt like cruel irony, but the more he spoke it, the more she noticed some words were more emphasized than others for her.
"A ***calm*** mind is controlled, is ***freed,*** is mine."
Richard's cadence stretched out "calm" to keep her in the necessary state, as it "freed" her from all her incessant plotting, to focus on the only thing they needed right now. Elowyn still smirked at sensing Richard believing some of her thoughts were "incessant."
His rhythmic breathing stopped abruptly, sensing something from outside the void, opening his eyes to look up from the bed, prompting her to do the same.
"We're moving. It...feels like we're moving together," he informed
"How can you tell?"
"I can sense it somehow from beyond here, a consistent rumbling with minor shifts that could be a car engine revving. But also, our connective energies don't feel stretched. That's about the most educated deduction I can make."
"Can you tell where we're going, or how long we've been here?"
"The 'where' I can't judge. How long is even harder; the displacement of time between here and reality is strangely always in-flux. The disparity could be minutes to seconds, or weeks to minutes. It all depends on-"
"Your state of mind?"
"Our state of mind now, actually."
Elowyn nearly huffed at the vague points that made up what the sanctuary she meant to remodel and only symbolically occupy. She saw a shade of the real sanctuary flash over the background before asking another question.
"Is there supposed to be a limit to how long you can remain this way in real-world time?"
"I've never gone beyond an hour or so, for experimentation purposes."
They both frowned, knowing it could easily exceed an hour of reality before a likely escape was possible.
"Do you know who's around our bodies now?"
"That I also can't tell."
"So when is our great escape really supposed to take place?"
"Right now? At least when we stop moving. I'd rather not have to wake up to jump out of a moving car."
"That's assuming we're not in straight jackets or something imprisoning already."
"I agree with your frustrations, but we should get back to meditating for now, okay?"
Succumbing to the situation, Elowyn closed her eyes, and focused on the energy again.
"A calm mind is controlled, is freed, is mine," he whispered trying to get back into a groove.
The entire phrase just prompted more questions in Elowyn.
"Before you even ask," Richard uttered before Elowyn's lips could move. "There was no advantage to using this on you early on in the brainwashing, you h-at that point, it was better to wait you out."
"Waiting for me to slip up and take advantage?"
"Yes, Elowyn."
"Like the other families would have."
"Yes Elowyn, you're better than them, and you certainly got the best of me recently. Go ahead and feel good about that, but meditate now, questions later."
"Maybe answers to my questions and proper context would help me focus better. And my curiosity won't allow for much concentration with unanswered questions. As long as time is more affordable compared to out there, you might as well give my mind more context," Elowyn reasoned. "I'm not asking you to start from the beginning or-"
Richard couldn't help but rest his head in his hand, trying to mask how irked he was. A slight gasp from Elowyn jolted him back up to notice the background taking specific definition. He gasped as well as the surroundings around the bed frame were all too recognizable. A dusty, warm breeze crossed their bodies as the once-meditative pair, something Richard knew all too well, and hated how chilling it would be accompanied by snow. The breeze nearly pushed a lone, worn figure towards an old, well-maintained Nepalese structure. Elowyn quickly deduced the figure as a younger Richard Thorn, carrying the vitality of a 20 year old in his movements, as well as the inexperience and unassurety of one on his face.
Richard almost winced, watching his past self stumble through all his juvenile fumbles, starting with pounding the door hard instead of a gentle knock that would gain entry It ended up being the first lesson he was to learn - the soft approach elicits strong results. Hours of banging desperately against the door gave him nothing; only when they were weak enough to resemble gentle knocks did the door come gently ajar for him.
Several wise monks awaited him in a strange hall, with taller, bulkier ones waiting nearby, probably serving as temple guardians. Elowyn felt the younger version dehydration, and noticed it made present-Richard's throat dry as well, as pleas of being taken on as a pupil weakly rang through the halls. The wise men said nothing, silently considering turning him away, when he collapsed.
"What a first impression you made," Elowyn couldn't help but say, surprised her words echoed in the hall, but didn't register to any past figures. Richard was surprised as well.
"They can't hear us?" Elowyn whispered.
"I don't think we can affect past projections in our heads," Richard made an educated guess, unaware that such internal memories could be so vivid.
"Nice to know you were so driven in your youth as well," she spoke, watching the scene shift from the temple hall to his small quarters, where young Richard was up, reading something intently. Elowyn curiously tested their uncharted waters and stepped away from the bed and up to a studious pre-Quant, waving her hands in front of him, whispering in his ear to see if anything effected the background manifestation.
Actual Richard ignored the tingling in his ear based off what had to be vicarious want and went into deep consideration himself. The effort it took to create his original bunker spanned long months, working off his memories of often visiting the Library of Congress to create a smaller replica. Never before had he seen or even heard of visions shading his internal architecture with so little effort. Even Elowyn's impressive bid on it probably took time to establish. Richard wondered if he underestimated the evolution of control of his own mind, or...
"How typical," Elowyn sat next to young-Richard on his bench, reading the contents of the book in his hand, fighting back a scornful feeling. "Westerner travels to the far east acquiring specialized skills to bring a reckoning back to their native West," Elowyn laughed aloud to herself. Richard kept his laughter inside at how his origins literally resembled old comics and detective stories.
"You must've been some kind of novelty here, or even a celebrity."
Shifts began again to young-Richard studying alone, dining alone, meditating and training alone while others formed small cliques away from him, making their quiet comments. Only occasionally having misgivings about his treatment, he was mostly fine with having only the attention of the instructing elders.
"Not nearly, I wasn't the first white man, or first eventual government agent, to be accepted into their teachings."
"Don't all Quants require the same skillset?"
"Not all. The job is still mainly a highly-specialized numbers game. But the Soombakiya became a requirement once someone from the West could teach it regularly."
"Is that right, Professor Thorn?" she laughed lightly.
"It would've had to be that way. My tenure at the temple may have soured them on Westerners going forward. Several monks only celebrated my premature departure, based on a bothering affect that rubbed even the ones that liked me the wrong way."
"Obstinate," Elowyn guessed.
"Too smart for my own good, too inquisitive and ready to push the envelope."
She looked upon most of the temple interiors with wonder, and longing, if present-Richard sensed correctly. "We could've been kindred spirits had I been there too. Both striving through infamy," Elowyn freely smirked.
Richard rolled his eyes, focusing hard on the next shifting.
"Infamy doesn't last long here. I was adept at things they never expected me to learn. Most never expected me to be fit enough for janitorial work there, they got scared when I was mastering techniques at speeds unheard of. Granted most of them were lifers there, so they had no reason to speed things up."
"But you did?" Elowyn turned to see a montage of sessions of him and other practitioners, competing palms pressed against one another, fingertips held at rivaling temples, all exercises to see whom would fall first. One-by-one, Richard did them all in, young and old, novices and masters, and the crowd always grumbling in disbelief, while his masters bore looks of tepid veneration. Pride set in for how it was known she took him years later when he had grown much more proficient.
"Oddly enough, no. I was in no rush either. I didn't expect to spend my whole life there, maybe a decade. I certainly didn't expect to out-learn everyone in half that."