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Hey everyone. New writer here. Finally took the plunge and happily accepting any and all feedback. Please and thank you.
There is some experimentation with this first chapter. The pacing and hazy detail of much of this chapter is meant to reflect the altered state of mind of one of its characters. Hopefully the writing comes across as doing just that, and not as a story that doesn't know how to take its time!
Anyways, I hope you enjoy. Cheers. - Kyriel
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Pneuma: For Wellness. For a new you.
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Cassandra Dawn (or Cass, to her friends and one of two ex husbands) scrolled through the app's description, and then checked the specifications/compatibility table, which was extensive. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head as she chewed the back of her pen. Christ, why does everything have to be complicated? She more or less glossed over it and clicked purchase... What the hell. She's probably good - Sophia gets her a new piece of tech every birthday (sometimes she wishes her daughter had a softer and less pragmatic touch), and Sophia knows to get the good stuff. And Cassandra could use a change. Life in her mid-fourties, now freshly single again, is bringing back out all of those restless qualities that rarely lead to anything good. So what the hell. Here goes....
The first few days were ok. The app seemed to do its job but not with much aplomb. She would feel generally relaxed after 20-30 mins to the male voice prompter (not the best dulcet quality, but not bad either) and drift off to sleep. Nice, but nothing revolutionary. Before the week was through, though... something changed. She started waking up and not able to remember the point at which her head hit the pillow. The sounds coming through with headphones changed. There wasn't even any voice prompt anymore, just layered sounds of crackling electricity interspersed with sounds of gentle gales and waves. And she was starting to notice that the sounds of crackling energy from her speakers would start to travel up and down her spine...
Days blended into weeks and the changes kept coming. She vaguely recalled Sophia's critical gaze and questioning remarks but that was just her usual questioning nature. Cassandra mind was abuzz with energy. She listened to the world so much more intently now and regularly heard things previously unknown to her. Her body became a dynamo of warmth and she could practically feel it emanating off her every minute. She now found her body hot to the touch upon waking and would now regularly fetch ice cubes, tracing them teasingly across the soft, responsive curves of her body. She always laughed at first, at the coldsnap sensation taking her by surprise, but by the time the cube was near melted she could feel her body writhing against her silky sheets. When the ice cube inevitably found its final destination at the outline of her pussy lips, her moan was always deafening.
This IS a new her, she thought. She felt like she was in effortless, frictionless sync with the world's rotation. The dull parts of her day at work barely register, with nary an imprint on her memory except for those moments where she gets those stares. She noticed it more and more, hungrier and hungrier eyes following the trace of her ever shorter skirts and teasing busts. She recalled a sideways glance and some mumbled talk from her boss about dress code, but then she pulled him into the copier room and sucked off his cock. She smiled coyly as she told him to grab her hair and guide her... it was strange to see such a normally assertive man suddenly sheepish, but he soon found his gusto again as he shot a steady stream of cum straight into her throat. What a strange and rich world this is, she thought, leaving the office as if on a cloud...Not only was she in this rapture but she could share of it with others. She would later text her boss about how she needed to borrow his creamer from the copier room soon. And she paid no mind that she would spend the rest of the day smelling faintly of "creamer," either.
Others, too, were like her. In the office. On the subway. She just knew. They had the same look. Their ears perked up at those same invisible cues. They all crackled with the same energy that practically leapt of their skin when they touched.
And then Cassandra had to laugh because, since when did she take the subway? She cannot even rightly say when she started. But she just walked on... she lived only in the present, after all. She would just hum a tune and drift along the world's invisible, magnetic tunnels... She fancied herself a bird in migration, guided by raw instinct.
Life was not yet perfection but she was getting there. Sometimes she would stumble back into her apartment on someone's arm only to find the lover from the previous night still there. Ugh. She would soon find that she preferred woman lovers who aren't as prone to lingering about. Funny how she had spent so much time on this earth without even realizing how much she enjoyed the taste of pussy. She giggled at the thought until the 20-something beneath her asked her what is wrong, snapping her back into the moment. She looked around... how had sh gotten here, again? Cassandra then shrugged, and lowered her ass onto the girl's face while artfully tonguing the girl's sweet, tingling clit until she teased out those aromatic juices. The evening ended with the girl suggesting at the door that they go out for coffee sometime, and Cassandra promptly forgetting her name by the time she rounded the street corner.
Then came a dark day where it all came to a halt. Cassandra came home to find the figure of a younger woman awaiting her, with arms crossed. Not another lover... this time it was Sophia. And Sophia launched into a cavalcade of barbs and accusations. This conversation was different - so different. T he words had actually punctuated Cassandra's warm plushy barrier, leaving ugly footprints on her mind.
"Mom? What the fuck? I look at you and I hardly recognize you...
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"That app, I don't know what is going on but I am looking at your data usage and it's an obscene amount being used ALL day and night. Oh don't look at me like that, you know I helped set up your phone...
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"...mom, can you at least just look at me? Just look at me!! I'm concerned about you, y'know? Scared even...
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"I'm afraid to even come around here because half of the time I see some random ass skeez I don't even know! This is not you, mom! Are you listening??!"
Cassandra collapsed into her sofa and softly cradled her neck with her fingers. She felt cold and empty and throbbing. She felt broken, in all the places where she thought she had been fixed. Suddenly, she felt Sophia reach out for her hand, and she instantly swatted her hand away. She heard herself yell to get the hell out. She just could not understand why her daughter had so much meanness in her. Last thing she remembers is the crushing sound of the door slamming behind Sophia. It was a sound that ping ponged inside her mind until Cassandra at last blacked out into empty sleep at last. She felt so cold... but prayed she would feel warm again upon awakening.
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