I understand now. I know my place. I thought I knew it before, but I didn't really. I only wish I hadn't fought this for so long, because I am finally happy. Totally at peace. All along my Goddess knew what was best for me better than I knew myself.
When Sophie comes down in the morning she is fresh from the shower. She cinches her robe tight around her waist. That is as far up her body as I can see, because I am already waiting where she wants me. I am on my hands and knees on the floor next to the breakfast table, offering my body up to her as the most eager chair in the room.
Sophie strides over to me and I can hardly breathe. All I can see are her tanned and toned legs, but it is enough. Being this close to her is overwhelming, even when I'm bowing at her feet.
"Chairs don't typically drool, Matthew," she chides.
"Yes, Goddess," I breathe. I close my mouth and try to shake off the hypnotic trance. I've been doing that a lot lately; losing myself when she is near.
Sophie sits down on my back. My knees and hands are already aching from waiting for her in this position all morning. Sophie does not treat me gently. She sits down like she would on any inanimate chair. All my joints are feeling it and I am in heaven. I quietly thank my Goddess for choosing me. She either doesn't hear me or doesn't see fit to respond. But why should she? After all, I'm literally just her chair this morning.
I hear Hannah come over and set a plate in front of Sophie. She's been awake as long as I have, preparing for Sophie's arrival. Hannah serves our Goddess by cooking and cleaning for her, usually in a skimpy outfit. This morning she is in a lacy, purple lingerie set.
I know that Hannah feels just as incandescent with joy as I do. In the moments when Sophie isn't around we talk to each other and confess our feelings. We both agree that we've never been happier. What started weeks ago as punishment for hooking up behind Sophie's back, has turned into a demonstration of our devotion to her.
I have a hard time reconciling what I feel now with the person I was just a few weeks ago, before Sophie corrected me. I remember stubbornly resisting Sophie's wishes, even when it was a hopeless endeavor. I remember how self-centered I was, focused only on my own joy and pleasure. That is all gone now. Thank Goddess. She is not simply my world, she is my entire universe and every molecule in it. I think, and live, and breathe for her. Hannah and I are a team now. We live to serve her and we are in heaven.
All these changes started a few weeks ago, when Sophie found her best friend, Hannah, and I hooking up. She was furious and rightfully so. I am ashamed that we betrayed her, but I also feel like it was a different man who did that to her. How could I have cheated on her? Instead of basking in the gift that was her teasing and denial of my desires, I went behind her back. Unforgivable. Except, somehow, she has forgiven me.
Before she was able to forgive us, she needed to correct us. I feel I have deserved every ounce of punishment and I thank her for it.
I remember that day so clearly. Sophie came into the room to find me squirting my cum all over Hannah who was on her knees in front of me. I have never seen her look so mad. She was standing over us still nude from fucking the man she had brought upstairs to her bed. Her wavy, brown hair was in disarray and her skin was glistening with sweat. She looked absolutely divine. I thought my heart was going to stop. Taking the full force of her anger in that moment felt like being an insect under the tread of a boot. I was absolutely flattened.
I think I started to stammer some excuse. Sophie silenced me with a gesture. "I'm talking now, Matt." Sophie crossed her arms, surveying the scene. "You are such a little worm, Matthew," she said. She threw the full weight of her will into her voice. And just like that I really was a worm. I lost control of my muscles. I practically oozed out of the chair onto the floor. I tried to move, but I couldn't really. The best I could manage was a limp wiggle. I tried to apologize and all that came out was a weak, wordless whimper.
"Go upstairs," she commanded, pointing towards the stairs, "I'll be up to deal with you later."
All I could do was scoot my knees under me and inch forward, bright red with shame. It took me nearly half an hour to make my way upstairs and by the time I did I was sweaty, panting, and sporting a wickedly painful erection.
I waited up there for a while before Sophie came up to find me. If anything, she was even more pissed. I wondered what she had done to Hannah, but couldn't ask.
"On your feet," she ordered. I clambered up as quickly as my sore limbs would allow. Standing in front of her, I couldn't take my eyes off the ground. My cheeks flamed with heat. It didn't matter that I stood several inches taller than her. My wife had reduced me to a groveling worm with a word. This short, tiny, gorgeous woman had me by the balls and I knew it.