Things have been much better lately between me and Sophie. I've been kept on an even tighter leash since the double date with my brother and his fiancee. She's so good to me even though I don't deserve it. I was so disobedient to her and I feel terrible about the way I acted. Sophie said she was going to turn my brain into subby slave mush until I learned to worship her like she deserved and I feel so much better now. I don't have to think anymore. I just worship and serve and obey my Goddess.
The best part is that she has taken complete control over my cock. Sophie told me I don't need to come and that it only matters that she gets off. She said I actually love being backed up all the time and that I would much rather have achy blue balls than a pathetic orgasm. The old me would have whined about how unfair this is, but now I see that she's right. I'm so much happier and more devoted to her when I'm at my neediest.
So for stretches of days or even weeks, she teases my cock without allowing any release. Being supernaturally edged for hours everyday has made me desperately horny of course, but I don't deserve to come. Sophie thinks it's hilarious when I look so desperate. She'll use me until my cock is bright red and so sore. I'm just happy she's happy.
Every once in a while she lets me come, but she makes sure that I don't feel anything when I do. All I can do is watch some cum dribble out of my cock. Sophie is right. It really is pathetic. I'm so lucky she lets me worship her. Sometimes Sophie will make me come in my pants because that's even funnier she says. I agree. It is pretty funny because I'm a submissive mortal and she's this perfect goddess so why shouldn't she get to play jokes on me? She's so powerful it feels overwhelming to be in the same room with her sometimes. I have to be reminded to look up from the floor, because I just feel so unworthy.
Even trying as hard as I can, I still disobey her sometimes and Sophie needs to punish me. This morning she had me lying on our bed, flat on my back. Her thighs straddled my face so that I could eat her pussy. While she rode my face to get off, she also had all these sensations working on my cock and teasing me. Sophie used her mind control powers to make me feel invisible mouths licking and sucking me. She overwhelmed me with pleasure, doing everything to me that she knew would drive me wild but keeping me from feeling any relief. Sophie was very clear why she put me through it. Apparently, I gave my best head when I was half out of my mind with the need to come. Since she was the goddess and I was the pathetic slave she kept around to serve her, I knew the only thing that mattered was her pleasure.
Well that morning I was too weak. I couldn't help it. She came on my face and then climbed off to go to the bathroom, but she left without removing the invisible spells teasing my cock. While Sophie was in the shower, I writhed on the bed unable to escape the endless edging. I was nearly incoherent when she finally came back dripping wet and wrapped in a towel. "Please, Sophie, I need to come," I begged.
I couldn't believe I had said what I said. When I opened my eyes, Sophie was standing over me with her arms crossed and a stern expression on her face. I swallowed nervously, waiting to see what she would do to me.
"Follow me," she commanded, turning to leave the room.
I was on my feet practically before she finished speaking.
"No, on your knees," she said. I could tell she put some extra emphasis into her words. I felt them in every cell of my body; deep, hypnotic, and irresistible. It felt like my brain was vibrating in my skull. My feet came to a dead stop in an instant and I dropped to my hands and knees painfully, hitting the floor with a grunt. I still crawled after my goddess as fast as I could.
Sophie led me to the kitchen and told me to have a seat at the table. Then she went over to the kitchen cabinets and started digging around inside them for something.
"You want to come, Baby?" she asked. Her tone had changed. It was noticeably softer. "Be honest with me," she said.
I couldn't disobey her command. I felt the truth bubbling up inside me. I nodded vigorously and breathed out a quiet, "Yes, Goddess."
"Would you like to fuck me?" She asked. She dropped her towel. "Maybe come in my pussy?"
My eyes dropped down to her tight, round ass. I was hypnotized. Sophie spun around to face me. She had something behind her back.
"You know I can make you feel so, so good. I can make you feel things like no one else can. Would you like that?"
"Yes, Goddess, please."
Sophie came and stood over me. She leaned down and whispered in my ear, "I'm giving you back control over your little dick." My cock felt a bit different. It was a subtle change like riding a bike with the training wheels taken off. I wished she would take back control. I couldn't be trusted with it. Sophie wasn't even touching me, but I was already rock hard and throbbing. I knew I was pathetically close to coming. Even a light brush from Sophie would have me spraying the floor with weeks of pent up cum. I grit my teeth and tried to maintain control.
"Before we fuck I just need you to do one little favor for me. I want you to prove you can have a little self-control without my help. In the past, you've had this stubborn streak. Somewhere along the way you got in your head that we were equal partners. But you're not my equal, are you?"
I shook my head.
From behind her back she pulled out a bag of rice and dumped it on the table in front of me. "You need to prove that you can be trusted to deny yourself even without my control. Even with a looser leash, do you still live to serve me? You say you need to come, so prove to me that you can still focus on a task I give you when you feel like your pathetic little dick needs attention."
She leaned in close right next to my ear and whispered, "It's very important that I know how many grains of rice were in this bag. I need you to count every single one for me and I need you to be perfectly accurate. If you miscount or forget where you are, or even if you're not completely sure, I need you to start over from the beginning."
I nodded.
"You'll be completely honest about it, won't you?"
"Yes, Goddess," I said.
"Good," she smiled. "If you prove that you can handle this teeny tiny responsibility and control yourself, I'll take you upstairs and make you come so hard you forget how to form words for a couple hours. But if I'm right and you're a pathetic little boy with no self-control then enjoy whatever you feel when your dick dribbles onto the kitchen floor because you won't be coming again for a very long time. Is that clear?"
It was perfectly clear. It was also clear I was never going to make it. My poor blue-balled cock felt like it would be pushed over the edge at any moment. I nodded.
"Good, start counting,"
My fingers started sorting through the pile of rice, painstakingly setting aside one grain at a time. She walked around behind me and put her hands on my shoulders.
"...eight, nine, ten..." I muttered under my breath.
I knew it was a pointless exercise, but it felt so important to count this rice for Sophie. I needed to get a perfect count for her. She whispered in my ear, "Don't forget that a little self-control is all that stands between you and getting to fuck this perfect pussy."
"Yes, goddess. Yes, Sophie." I nearly lost control just from the thought of slipping inside her. I knew the pleasure would be nearly overwhelming.
