I don't think it's possible to let something go if you love it enough.
For me, it was Payton.
We met the day after her 18th birthday. She was a tall brunette with blue eyes, kind-of flat chested, a fairly nice ass, and a smile that melted me. She was out with friends, while I was out with a buddy who was in town. We couldn't stop looking at each other and smiling.
I was 20, but had a good enough fake I.D. to get into the bar. I wasn't a heavy drinker by any means, but enjoyed the occasional rum. Because it was a bar, their group had to leave at 8 PM. I thought I missed my chance.
That was until later that night, when we matched on Tinder.
We scheduled a date night where I took her to one of my favourite places to eat. We hit it off immediately, as I had learned she wanted to attend University in the fall for business. I was already done school, working in the trades. Money was getting tighter though, but I did the best with what I could. I could sense she understood.
About a month into us officially dating, I was offered a job out of state. It was still about a five hour drive back home, so Payton and I decided we should try a long distance relationship.
For a while, it worked really well. I'd come home once every two weeks or so, we'd go out on all sorts of dates, and whether it was the back seat of my shitty car, a hotel room, or her bedroom when her parents weren't home, we had TONS of sex.
She wasn't much of a dirty talker, but her moans are what got me going. I could have easily kept going, but we normally stopped after two or three times each night we saw each other. And she always swallowed. It was really hot to watch.
Eventually though, the job became more demanding, as did her school work. Our phone calls got shorter, and our texts became a bit more voiceless. We were really missing that spark of being with each other.
I tried my best to keep it going. I felt that I truly loved her, and I wanted to do anything I could to make her happy. I was planning to take a full week off and surprise her, but she broke up with me over the phone the day before I was going to book it. I was crushed.
Sure, we only dated for about six months, but it haunted me.
Two years later, I found myself living in the same city as her. She was still attending University, I was working a higher-paying job. I shot her a text every now and then, offering to catch up. The response was always the same.
"Sorry, can't. Lots of homework."
'Bullshit,' I always thought.
This is where I started to question my sanity, as I found myself scrolling through her social media to see if she's doing anything. Her posts were with the same group of friends, but months apart. I knew some of those friends, and they were really nice, but I knew they lived pretty far away. Then I found a way to look at class schedules at the University she attended for individual students. She did indeed pack her school week.
I knew her parents were out of the picture for her. They fought almost daily when Payton and I dated.
I just wanted to see Payton for myself, to tell her how I felt. But I also knew she would probably try to avoid me. I needed to find a way to get her undivided attention.
I tried to come up with an elaborate plan, but was coming up blank. I even tried to move on with other girls, and no one worked. They weren't Payton.
An ad popped up on my social media feed one day that piqued my interest.
"Make any girl fall in love with you again, INCLUDING YOUR EX."
I figured it was worth a shot, I was desperate.
I clicked on the link, and was taken to a website that was advertising mind control equipment. The concept was simple, get them into a room alone, show them the video, and they were all yours again. There were varying levels of mind control available for purchase, including loving girlfriend, sex slave, and nymphomaniac bimbo.
Initially, I was more interested in trying the loving girlfriend option. But the more I thought about it, the thought of her being mindlessly in love with me, begging for sex was a much more attractive option. Plus, the features in that package included body manipulation. What can I say? It intrigued me.
I proceeded to purchase this package, but as I got to the check-out, I saw there was a mandatory video interview that had to take place before my order was completed and shipped. I booked it for the next day at the earliest available time.
During the interview, one of the developers of the product asked me questions about the subject I was trying to manipulate into controlling. I was open and honest, telling him I wanted Payton to want me the way I wanted her.
The man on the other end of the screen sighed.
"Mr. Arthur, I have seen several men like yourself with the same problem. This video interview portion attempts to filter out men who are trying to build harems, and have multiple women turned into slaves to serve their every want, desire and need. You sound like a man who is not pursuing this process, I assume?"
"That's correct. Just one is enough for me," I said.
"As part of the contract and waiver, you must agree to a Non-Disclosure Agreement, as well as a form basically indicating you are aware of the serious impacts of harem building. Are you comfortable with completing both?"
I nodded. "Just tell me where to sign."
After finalizing the paper work, and my device set to arrive in a matter of days, I now had to come up with a plan to get Payton alone with me.
The man on the other end of the video call recommended a service the mind controlling company provided, which basically tricked the victim into showing up at an event that does not actually exist.
"It involves heavy social media ads, and a constant presence in the victim's normal, day to day life," the man said. "It has about a 90% success rate."
"I'm sold," I said, providing every detail I knew about Payton, her schedule, and some of her interests. The man nodded as he wrote down a full page of notes.
"We'll call you the day we are ready for you," the man said, ending the call.
***
A week passed, and while my device arrived, my phone call hadn't. I decided that if another week had passed and I wasn't getting a phone call, I was going to send the device back and ask for a refund.
Then, on the 10th day, that same man from the video call phoned me.
"I need you to be in the business faculty auditorium in 45 minutes. No sooner, no later. Bring your device."
No questions asked.
I arrived 40 minutes later, and stalled before walking in. The man from the video call motioned for me to hurry up the stairs and into the production room at the back of the auditorium. With device in hand, I ran up the stairs. He extended a handshake, and I accepted.
"It's better you don't know my name, for legal reasons," he explained. "We don't have much time. Hand me your device."
I gave it to him and he quickly started pushing buttons, making his way to a projector. He was able to wirelessly connect to it, and as he finished, we heard the door creak open.
We weren't visible from the production room, but we could see a slender woman walking along the main floor of the auditorium.
Payton. She looked around to see no one else in the auditorium. She decided to sit down in the front row.
"Perfect. Hit the lights!" The man whispered to me sharply. I hit a series of light switches all at once, and the room went dark, as the screen turned on.
Several bright colors appeared on the screen. The mysterious man handed me what looked like a blindfold, but had a film filter on it.
"You don't want to be mind controlled, I assume," he said with a smile, and his eye mask already on.
