This is a story about mind control, telepathy, and having a sorcerer control your actions as if you were as trivial as a puppet to him.
Imagine that at the sway of his hand your body pulses uncontrollably, and you try to stop it, but...you can't. The power of the gesture just presses ever harder into you, the spiritual high enlivens you, as you vibrate with ecstasy you can't resist because it overcomes your self control - overwhelms the power you ever had over your own body.
Placing his hand downward with finality and decision. I exhaled with a cry because I wanted it to stop! I HATED this pleasure! I was a virgin who wanted self-control! And not this urge to go on in orgiastic revelry nonstop. I needed a breath of air. I want some peace. I needed to rest my limbs that were now shaking, and with a numb aching, because they were too weak to move and yet they still did due to his powers over me.
Michael is my dark sorcerer. He followed me that night, to The Magic Store. He saw me tinkering with some enchanting gifts hanging above the sales table, that I bought. The little trinket of a thing, a dwarf, with a jewel on it's heart, that to me seemed like a small doll, a fun toy that told me to put it into water and rub it's jewel, and pray to the powers that be so that my wish will come true. Make love to me? No, it was "I pray to thee, the gods that govern the sources of love. Make in me the love I need, for I am lonely. I need love in my life, I want to BE loved!" And the trinket brought about a voice, suddenly, arriving in my mind, he called himself Michael, the dark angel. Wasn't Michael a good angel, I joked. No, I am going to show you. I have bitten you with a vigorous passion that will never leave you for as long as you shall live. You will lose all control over your own soul and body, for your soul left you the moment you prayed that love take over you. Love, has come into you, shall never leave you, as it has promised.