Castillo. Day Fourteen. Monday.
When I wake up that day, I am expecting a visit -- but there is none. It's a bit later than my usual. For a moment, I get confused.
I rise from bed and, as I have started to do, I don't bother getting dressed as I exit into the hall. Bathroom is quiet. Sisters' room door is open and they're not inside. My mother's bedroom is also empty. I listen to the sounds of the house.
Downstairs, in the kitchen.
It would be tempting to go down there nude, to provoke a reaction, but I decide against it this morning. I return to my room, grab my bathrobe, and head down.
Breakfast is served -- or in their case, over. My sisters rise as I enter the room and I am greeted with warm hugs. My mother sets down a plate of pancakes for me.
- Sleep well? I ask.
I get confirmations from all three. Stacey leans in to me.
- I'll see you Friday, Grant.
- Yes, you will!
She kisses me on the lips, then does the same for Heather. Finally, she turns to mom.
- It's wonderful to see you growing so much, mom.
- Well, I have a lot of help.
- Keep daring, Stacey insists.
- I'll try.
They hug and kiss, then Stacey hurries out the room and the house. Heather sits back down at the table beside me.
- What's the plan for today?
- Still on vacation? I ask her.
- Yeah. Class doesn't start until a few weeks. So I got all the free time.
- Going back to psychology?
I remember her telling me she might change majors.
- Probably, she says this time. It's fun trying to figure out people.
- It is.
She pauses, waiting for me to state my plans for the day. Before I do, I turn to my mother.
- What do you plan on doing?
- Well, I took the week off last week -- but I should really get back to it. I'm gonna go into the office and get some work in. But it's a light day.
- Alright. I have business to run in town, I tell both of them.
Heather sighs.
- So I hold down the fort alone?
- Go to the beach, I tell her. Enjoy the sun.
- Not the same without you around.
She motions to both of us, but she mostly means me.
- You have friends in town, right? I tell her. Call them up.
- Most of them are gone or working but... I guess I could do that.
I encourage her with a smile. She rises, a quick kiss on my lips, then walks back up the stairs. My mother looks at her walking away, then back to the door where Stacey left.
- You guys are so close.
- I think it took this reunion to bring us together again. I love them.
- I love them too. It's nice.
My mother works over the sink as I eat my pancakes. At some point, she speaks without looking at me.
- I... I think you should know about Dolores and me.
- Know what? I ask.
Long silence. I can sense my mother's stress so I let her set her pace by not calling her ou further.
- Saturday night... we... did things together.
- I see.
- Sexual things.
- I figured that's what you meant, I tell her.
She manages to turn around to face me; I greet her with a simple smile.
- I think I want to start dating again, she tells me.
- That's great!
- Nothing too serious right now, but... I want to feel like a woman again. To be desired, you know.
I give her my most understanding look, but I can't help but add a word.
- You are so desirable, mom. Any man -- any one -- would be lucky to get with you.
She laughs shyly.
- When you put it like that...
- Aha. Sorry.
- Don't be. It's nice to hear. Ever since the beach -- well, more since Saturday -- I just want to get naked and contemplate my body. Is it wrong that I'm telling you this?
I decide to rise and walk towards her.
- Mom. You can tell me anything.
- And you too, you know? I mean it.
I believe she does, but there are still a few things that she's not ready to accept. At least, that's what it still feels like. She poses a hand on my chest, at the spot where the bathrobe opens and my flesh is exposed.
- I love you, mom.
- Love you, son.
A kiss follows -- not long, chaste, but quite emotional. She pulls her hand away.
- Well... that's enough of that, she tells me.
I'M HALFWAY DRESSED when my phone buzzes. A message -- from Lulu Bowler herself. I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. She hired me, more than a week ago, to work for her. And it is Monday morning. The message simply asks me to drop by her home office.
Guess I'll put the rest of my plans on hold for the moment.
I arrive at the apartment and Lulu's assistant, Elena, lets me in. I get a kiss on the cheek and she leads me by the hand all the way into her boss' office before leaving us. Lulu doesn't rise, inviting me to sit.
- You've been around, she tells me.
- Come again?
Lulu smiles.
- Last Wednesday, in this very office, we concluded an agreement.
- We did.