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-Part 2-
As Donna's gaze shifts to me from the now stilled metered sway of the metronome. "Wow, Steven I feel like I just woke up from a long nap. Can we have a Metronome relaxation session again tomorrow? With an impish smile and a positive nod from me, it is set for the next day. Seeing Donna's reaction to the accidental hypnosis, it is time to see what else it is capable of. As the work day comes to a close I hurry home, grab some leftover chicken from last night's dinner and a coffee, then into my office. Opening the packet that came with the CD, as I remembered there is only a quick start.
How to set up the metronome / CD combination, but at the bottom of the paper is a website to get source information. The web site is a college level written thesis that the technique is based on, Meta-Analysis of Interactive Metronome Training: Altering personality disorders. Reading through it covered information on how hypnosis helps with weight, and smoking, through controlled hypnotic suggestions. Within it was also a hint of other possibilities to go further with personal control issues. Following the source materials attached to that one and each website after, they led to many other interesting uses.
Thoughts of Donna undressing after yesterday's off hand comment about it being warm, helped to motivate my driving deeper into the internet. The why it works, the how it affects the mind, and the ability to make adjustments to personality. It felt like I was back in college, taking notes as if working on my own thesis where sources needed to be tracked back to confirm the conclusions. This fueled my thoughts of Donna, standing there, those beautiful tits and ass bared before me. It has been two years since I had been in the same room with a naked woman. I had no idea what I was doing yesterday, but now I will be better prepared. I finally fell into bed well after midnight, my mind reeling with the rush of information and desire.
In the morning those possibilities caused a battle of moral ethics and personal perversions. Being able to have someone strip with only an off handed suggestion, the perversions side was winning the battle. Grabbing coffee and an English muffin, I head off to work. A short drive and I find myself in my parking space and rushing through the building's glass doors. Strolling through like a man on a mission I pass Donna's desk with barely a perfunctory good morning as I steamed into my office. Reaching my desk I drop the CD on my desktop and my mind finally catches up with me. Poking my head back out the door I see Donna was just staring at me with an open mouth at my abrupt rush through. Flashing as broad a smile as I could, and in an exaggerated happy voice almost singing, "Gooood Morninggg, Donna!"
Startled by the drastic change from the norm she just stares at me, still open mouthed. I take that moment to my advantage and look at that wonderful package of curves of hers, until she finally responds with her own, "Good morning Steven." Which makes me smile even wider, before I let out a "Woohoo", and duck back into my office. My mind playfully runs scenarios of how I so want to drive my face between those massive tits and just motorboat my way into her sexually wet shores. As I glide around my desk brimming happily with knowing that they are well within my possibilities, I flop into my seat.
A few moments later, Donna taps on the door frame as she comes in with her iPad in hand and says, "Someone is feeling chipper this morning." I cast a massive smile that any Cheshire cat would have been jealous of as I let my mind see through the outer wrapping to what I desire beneath. It threw her off enough that she didn't notice that my eye contact dropped to take in the full package and back again without being noticed. Only this time as my eyes come back up I realize I see some rare cleavage. A couple of buttons are undone, showing that flash of mounded skin. There is a lot of nervous energy coursing through me, but I tell her, "Everything is great. Woke up filled with happy thoughts. I think sharing the relaxing technique with you was very helpful." She smiles at that and says I found it very refreshing also."
Once the morning business rituals were out of the way and Donna made her way back to her desk, there was plenty of free time to think about anything but work. For one thing, yes I am very happy, yesterday did revitalize my sexual ambitions. I still miss Tonya, but using work to drown everything else out isn't going to work anymore. Now my sexual needs have resurfaced. I want and very much need to utilize them, and my dear Tonya, thank you for giving me the way. Donna's full frontal yesterday, let me admire a mature woman's body, and even gave me the chance to breathe in her womanly essence as I was able to play with those curves of hers. It awoke what was buried with my Tonya.
Last night's fantasies fueled many of my thoughts this morning also. Donna swayed to some unheard music as she slowly stripped down, before crawling naked to me. Her breast sways as she with each movement, her ass high in the air as she stares wantonly at me as I sit before her. Reaching me she nuzzles my knees further apart with her face as her hands come up my legs reaching for my package. Her hands find my zipper and with a naughty girl smile.