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-Part 2-
As Donna's gaze shifts to me from the now stilled metered sway of the metronome. "Wow, Steven I feel like I just woke up from a long nap. Can we have a Metronome relaxation session again tomorrow? With an impish smile and a positive nod from me, it is set for the next day. Seeing Donna's reaction to the accidental hypnosis, it is time to see what else it is capable of. As the work day comes to a close I hurry home, grab some leftover chicken from last night's dinner and a coffee, then into my office. Opening the packet that came with the CD, as I remembered there is only a quick start.
How to set up the metronome / CD combination, but at the bottom of the paper is a website to get source information. The web site is a college level written thesis that the technique is based on, Meta-Analysis of Interactive Metronome Training: Altering personality disorders. Reading through it covered information on how hypnosis helps with weight, and smoking, through controlled hypnotic suggestions. Within it was also a hint of other possibilities to go further with personal control issues. Following the source materials attached to that one and each website after, they led to many other interesting uses.
Thoughts of Donna undressing after yesterday's off hand comment about it being warm, helped to motivate my driving deeper into the internet. The why it works, the how it affects the mind, and the ability to make adjustments to personality. It felt like I was back in college, taking notes as if working on my own thesis where sources needed to be tracked back to confirm the conclusions. This fueled my thoughts of Donna, standing there, those beautiful tits and ass bared before me. It has been two years since I had been in the same room with a naked woman. I had no idea what I was doing yesterday, but now I will be better prepared. I finally fell into bed well after midnight, my mind reeling with the rush of information and desire.
In the morning those possibilities caused a battle of moral ethics and personal perversions. Being able to have someone strip with only an off handed suggestion, the perversions side was winning the battle. Grabbing coffee and an English muffin, I head off to work. A short drive and I find myself in my parking space and rushing through the building's glass doors. Strolling through like a man on a mission I pass Donna's desk with barely a perfunctory good morning as I steamed into my office. Reaching my desk I drop the CD on my desktop and my mind finally catches up with me. Poking my head back out the door I see Donna was just staring at me with an open mouth at my abrupt rush through. Flashing as broad a smile as I could, and in an exaggerated happy voice almost singing, "Gooood Morninggg, Donna!"
Startled by the drastic change from the norm she just stares at me, still open mouthed. I take that moment to my advantage and look at that wonderful package of curves of hers, until she finally responds with her own, "Good morning Steven." Which makes me smile even wider, before I let out a "Woohoo", and duck back into my office. My mind playfully runs scenarios of how I so want to drive my face between those massive tits and just motorboat my way into her sexually wet shores. As I glide around my desk brimming happily with knowing that they are well within my possibilities, I flop into my seat.
A few moments later, Donna taps on the door frame as she comes in with her iPad in hand and says, "Someone is feeling chipper this morning." I cast a massive smile that any Cheshire cat would have been jealous of as I let my mind see through the outer wrapping to what I desire beneath. It threw her off enough that she didn't notice that my eye contact dropped to take in the full package and back again without being noticed. Only this time as my eyes come back up I realize I see some rare cleavage. A couple of buttons are undone, showing that flash of mounded skin. There is a lot of nervous energy coursing through me, but I tell her, "Everything is great. Woke up filled with happy thoughts. I think sharing the relaxing technique with you was very helpful." She smiles at that and says I found it very refreshing also."
Once the morning business rituals were out of the way and Donna made her way back to her desk, there was plenty of free time to think about anything but work. For one thing, yes I am very happy, yesterday did revitalize my sexual ambitions. I still miss Tonya, but using work to drown everything else out isn't going to work anymore. Now my sexual needs have resurfaced. I want and very much need to utilize them, and my dear Tonya, thank you for giving me the way. Donna's full frontal yesterday, let me admire a mature woman's body, and even gave me the chance to breathe in her womanly essence as I was able to play with those curves of hers. It awoke what was buried with my Tonya.
Last night's fantasies fueled many of my thoughts this morning also. Donna swayed to some unheard music as she slowly stripped down, before crawling naked to me. Her breast sways as she with each movement, her ass high in the air as she stares wantonly at me as I sit before her. Reaching me she nuzzles my knees further apart with her face as her hands come up my legs reaching for my package. Her hands find my zipper and with a naughty girl smile.
Donna raps on the door twice before entering, startling me out of my day dream. I think she enjoys doing that to me. With a smile of her own she says, "Lunch time! Do you want to eat, or relax first? Hopefully I am not looking at her with a feral, hungry look as I ask, "You want me to turn on the metronome again, don't you?" Her smile broadens. Mine matches hers as I say, "Then close the door and have a seat, so we can see if we can repeat that lovely relaxation feeling as much this time around."
Setting her ever present iPad on my desk she pulls the chair forward and sits. Spinning my chair around I touch the metronome setting the hypnotic swaying arm into motion. Spinning back before the shiny silver weighted medallion could catch my gaze, knowing all too well how easy it is to befall the effect of the swaying motion and the metered tick at the end of each stroke. According to the websites, stating the subject's name and the use of a commanding voice should increase receptivity for productive response and relaxation. For altering personality disorders give a reason it needs to change, Not only makes them want to, but it gives them a reason that the subject can point to as to why the subject will want to obey the change.
Watching the anticipation bloom across Donna's face as her smile broadens with each of the metronome's ticks as the medallion's path swings from one side, tick, to the other, tick. As she watches the shiny medallion swing it reflects a quick flash from the light of the lamp as it reaches its zenith with each swing. I smile at my willing Donna. With a click the CD starts to spin. The whirl of the CD spinning up to speed, changes quickly to the light, dreamy vocal mantra coming from the CD, magnifying the hypnotic state as it combines with the motion of the metronome. I watch the tension melt from her face as her eyes lose that normally very focused appearance as we work together. Donna's upper body begins a very slight matching sway matching the metronome's arm as it swings back, tick, and forth, tick. Her high eyebrows, and smile has also relaxed. The sparkle has left her eyes, as she stares past me following the metronome's silver medallion's swaying path.
"Donna, can you hear me?" I ask. Her response of that soft yes so familiar from yesterday's session is enough for me. With a grin I say, "Donna, you will do what I tell you!" Donna's response of that same half asleep voice of yes made my groin twitch with excitement. I want to jump up and down and scream with excitement, but even with the door closed that would not be wise. It is hard to contain myself as I say, "Donna I want you to stand and remove your shirt." Her hands move and the buttons start to pop free of the restraining button holes. My eyes bulge as I watch the shirt spread open as each button springs free.
A black lace bra starts to emerge from beneath. It looks like it is struggling to contain her nicely endowed breast. It has to be at least a bra size too small for the job it has been entrusted with. She needs a more substantial bra, but this one since it is slightly too small, pushes her breast up as if it were a push up bra, allowing her breasts to bulge up and over the top. The effect works wonders for her cleavage, but I doubt it will last the day without bursting wide open. Then a thought about what I said yesterday pops in my head, so I ask, "Why are you wearing such a small bra?" She stops with only two buttons left holding her shirt together, and responds with, "I am beautiful. So I want to wear beautiful clothes. This is the only beautiful bra I have."