Note: all characters are over 18, as set out in the story.
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Master of Elements: Chapter 4 - Water
"She cries loudly for us to come! We hear, for the night's many tongues carry her cry across the sea." - Sappho, in 'To Atthis'.
Christopher Ward: When I agreed to Freya setting off alone in search of the Mistress of Water, I asked that she record her experiences in a diary so that no clue might be lost. She asked me what form this should take so, perhaps unwisely, I showed her the notes I had made of our adventures to date. Suffice to say she was not entirely happy by certain unwise remarks I had made before I properly got to know her and which I now unreservedly take back. Anyway, she has recorded her side of the story here, so I will leave it at that.
Freya Nordlander: Of course I forgive you Master - but that doesn't mean I'll forget! All my love, Freya.
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My Master was unkind enough to employ the word 'slut' to describe my lifestyle before I met him and Brigit. I prefer the term 'sex-positive feminist'. I had always enjoyed sex and if I desired someone and they wanted me then I saw no reason not to sleep with them. And it was not like I just had sex with anyone. In the four and a half years between the ages of 18 and 22, I had seventeen male and five female lovers - that works out at fewer than five per year - not exactly nymphomania! And most of them broke up with me for one reason or another, not the other way round.
What I never experienced was love, to the point where I doubted that such an emotion existed or, at least if it did, that I would ever feel it. I think this explains Chris' initial belief I was some sort of 'ice maiden'. However, I now see this differently. I think I was waiting for the right people to come along. In the same way that Brigit abstained from sex until our Master found her, I was abstaining from love.
It is totally different now. I love my Master and I love Brigit and they fill all my needs. I shall never again seek other lovers - except for my other elemental sisters, the Mistresses of Water, Earth and Aether.
This all makes sense to me. What I have struggled more to understand is the sensation of delicious submission I feel toward my Master. Before I met Chris, I considered myself a feminist to whom the idea of male dominance would have raised the reddest of red flags. I still feel that way about other men - no one is going to boss me around just because they have a cock, thank you very much - but not about him, definitely not.
When my Master gives me an order, or shows me kindness, or is cross with something I have or haven't done, I go all quivery inside. I yearn to obey him, to thank him or to appease him and to do so gives me the greatest pleasure. It arouses me in every way and when my Master then deigns to take me to his bed and use me for his sexual gratification it excites me so much that I can orgasm easily and oh so many times.
I don't understand why I'm like this but I crave the sensation submitting to him gives me and I would no longer have it any other way. I have decided that sometimes it is best not to question your feelings but to go with them and relish the joy this brings.
It is not the same with Brigit. For her I feel desire, lust even, but we are on an equal footing. But I know she feels the same about our Master as I do, even if she shows it a little differently, and it is our privilege to bring him pleasure, and in doing so we please ourselves also.
Anyway, it is time I told my story as otherwise I will end up writing pages about the wonderfulness of Chris Ward and that would be of no help to him or anyone else.
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In searching for the Mistress of Water I was determined not to let my Master down and, I'll admit, also hoping to show off my cleverness and so please him. I was pinning my hopes on an idea I had. Brigit and I were named after goddesses in our native cultures and there seemed to be every reason to assume the pattern would hold with the other elemental Mistresses. Logically, the girl I was looking for should carry the name of a Chinese goddess connected with water in some way.
However, I believed that was not how Chinese names generally worked. Girls' names were based on abstract concepts such as beauty or elegance. Therefore, if the one I was seeking was named for a goddess, this should be quite rare and given I also had a rough idea of her age it should be possible with suitable use of the internet to track her down.
Several weeks in Hong Kong soon disabused me of this idea. For one thing I had not recognised the complexities of Chinese religious beliefs. The multiple over-lapping faith systems and philosophies that had shaped China made the Norse or Celtic mythologies look shallow by comparison, so even identifying who might count as a water deity was not simple. And then there was the fact that I spoke, wrote and read no Chinese, which hampered my internet search.
I was starting to get worried as day after day I got nowhere. At most I could only stay for six months without a visa and this didn't seem to be a productive use of time. I concluded I was going to have to move soon. I wasn't sure I fancied snooping about in mainland China, so I booked a flight to Taiwan with a view to continuing my search from there, but I was losing hope that I had any prospect of success. The idea of disappointing Chris filled me with a nagging misery.
In a last desperate move, I gave up my careful method and just started doing random internet searches for topics related to my situation. And so it was that what seemed like a miracle occurred. My search for Mistress of Water turned up an entire blog, written in both Chinese and English by a young woman named Sarah Chen but who throughout called herself Matsu.