JUST A LITTLE BIT OF MAGIC Chapter 13
1. BREANNA Atlanta, Georgia January 9, 2001 January 14, 2028
2. ELODIE Brugges, Belgium February 8 February 13
3. VICKY Singapore March 9 March 13
4. SOPHIE Montreal, Quebec April 7 April 12
5. IRENE Limassol, Cyprus May 7 May 11
6. SANDRA Taipei (Taiwan) June 5 June 10
7. ASHLEY Chicago, Illinois July 5 July 9
8. MIRELLA Sao Paulo, Brazil August 4 August 8
9. KAVIA Vadodara, Gujarat September 2 September 6
10. ESTHER Johannesburg, S.A. October 2 October 6
11. TAMARA Tampa, Florida November 1 November 5
12. RI Osaka, Japan November 30 December 1
13. JANINE Toronto, Ontario December 30 December 31
*****
Esther was attracted to me. Lillian's spell hadn't failed - it just couldn't overcome Esther's convictions. I couldn't see a way over that hurdle. Nor could she - she didn't really expect me to come back.
Brazil, and Mirella took my mind off that problem for a while. What can I say? It's pretty hard to remain gloomy during an entire week of spectacular sex with one of the most attractive women on the planet.
- "I fired Mauricio." she told me.
- "Long overdue." I said. Janine would be happy, at least. "Who's going to be your manager, then?"
- "Who should it be? What do
you
think?"
- "Is there anyone you trust more than Carla?" I asked.
- "You
can
read my mind!" she exclaimed.
***
Toronto. Janine and Lillian.
- "Okay. So you propose to her." said Janine. "Problem solved."
I was horrified. "I can't marry Esther!"
- "Why not?" said Janine.
Lillian waved a hand at her. Then she turned to me. "If that's what it takes to save her life ... could you not? It would only be temporary, Peter."
I couldn't look at her. Was that what we'd come to? Marry Esther, just so that I could impregnate her? Marry her, only to leave her afterwards? Wouldn't we be better off if I just told her the whole story? Compared to rape by my father, would it be so horrible for her to have sex with me?
Or could she come to understand that it would be a marriage of convenience only - that we would conceive a child to prevent a demon from raping and impregnating her?
It was clear to me, too, that she was part of a package deal: if I wanted Esther, I'd also be taking on Grandma and little Sunny. I couldn't just walk out on them afterwards. But getting married would also mean ... saying goodbye to my hopes with Sophie.
What could I possibly say: 'I'm sorry, Soph - but it's only temporary. I'll divorce her in a year or two, and then we can be together'?
Had I been indulging myself in completely impossible dreams? How could I possibly end up with Sophie if I had 13 children by 13 different women? Or if I was already married to one of them?
What a ridiculously tangled web we'd weaved.
***
I spent my birthday with Sophie. She treated me like a king. I was 24 years old, and trying to maintain 12 relationships - in other words, I was cheating on the woman I loved. I just couldn't make sense of it.
In the back of my mind was the crazy timetable of my life: in less than 9 months, I was going to have to impregnate Breanna.
A month after that, I was going to have to deflower and impregnate Elodie.
It was just so ... ludicrous. I didn't know how to compartmentalize these contradictory aspects of my completely messed-up life. I was a loyal and attentive boyfriend - except for the fact that I'd been having sex with 9 other women (and was trying to add two more to that list).
I was desperately seeking a solution to the Esther problem, while thinking how to please my beautiful girlfriend.
- "You've got that look, again." said Sophie.
- "Huh? Which look?"
- "The 'I'm a thousand miles away right now, but if you leave a message, I might get back to you' look."
- "I'm sorry."
- "Problem? Or problems? Anything I can help you with?"
- "You know - the magic show. Our routine. Lillian and Janine." That was close enough to the truth - or as close as I could go. I wanted to tell her everything - but I was afraid of a repeat performance of my feverish vomiting. Even when I simply contemplated the idea of telling her, I began to feel nauseous, and sick to my stomach.
- "Are you still enjoying it?" asked Sophie.
Sophie was so damned beautiful, and so smart ... she could cut to the heart of the matter just like that.
- "I still get a kick out of doing the show. And I feel great when we come up with a new routine, or a new element that works. It's just ... the business of it. The travel ... being away from you all the time ..."
Sophie smiled, and leaned over to softly kiss me on the cheek. "You say the sweetest things."
- "I can't see myself doing this forever." I said.
- "Oh?"
- "A few more years, tops."
- "And then?"
- "Then I have to find something that doesn't involve being on the road all the time. I'd rather stay in one place. Preferably some place closer to you."
Sophie softly stroked my earlobe.
- "How close?" she asked.
- "Like ... in the same room?"
- "Good answer."
***
- "We're in the home stretch, Peter." said Lillian. "You can't afford to lose your focus."
- "Keep your head in the game." said Janine.