JUST A LITTLE MAGIC Chapter 5
My heart was broken. I'd wanted so badly to be with Michelle, but she had obviously changed her mind. What was I supposed to do about it? She'd made her wishes clear.
Janine's agenda took precedence once again. She insisted that I go to the lake with her. There were a few nature trails, and we took a long walk together.
- "There will be plenty of time for dating, and for falling in love, Pete." she said. "But 26 and 27 year-old women aren't looking for the same things as girls straight out of high school. You weren't going to learn anything of lasting value with your little virgin."
Janine wasn't especially cruel. She just didn't understand what Michelle had meant to me - or what I'd meant to Michelle.
Which was why she'd arranged for her friend Daisy to meet us at the beach. Janine performed the introductions, and then explained that she had 'business to attend to', which would keep her busy for a few hours - after that, she would return to pick me up. Then she left us alone.
Daisy was ... hot. She had long brown hair, except for the last eight inches or so, which were red. She'd dyed her hair, but wasn't ready to cut it short, or to re-dye everything. She had nice legs, and what appeared to be a nice body.
- "You look ... sad, Pete." she said.
- "My girlfriend just broke up with me." I heard myself saying.
- "She's a fool." said Daisy. "You seem like a really nice guy."
Daisy offered to show me her beachfront apartment. I accepted her invitation. Why wouldn't I?
Daisy had a trim body, pierced nipples, and the tattoo of a phoenix on her lower belly, under her pierced navel. For the first time, I really understood the meaning of the word 'flaunting', as Daisy displayed her tight little hardbody for me.
Yes, I succumbed. I fucked the shit out of her. She had another huge tattoo, in the shape of an eagle, or a condor, on her back. She was very vocal, too.
I could have been Michelle's first. I had to wonder, instead, if I was in Daisy's top 100.
Janine was pleased.
- "You're ba-ack." she said.
***
When my second year of college began, Lillian and Janine decided that I was almost ready to begin performing as a magician. First, though, we would need money for props, costumes, and especially for travel expenses.
Lillian agreed that I could play in some poker tournaments. Most amateurs qualify by winning online. I wasn't a good poker player; I was a good mind reader - something I couldn't do through an internet connection.
That would mean that I had to buy in - paying to play.
I'd been happy to take money from Janine's old boyfriends. I still had a few qualms about cheating people that I'd just met.
- "They'll take all of your chips, Pete, if they think they can read your tells. And they'll do it with a smile on their face. Every single one of them would take your last dollar."
I was only 19 years old, which meant that I couldn't play in the U.S. - especially in the casinos - because they served alcohol, and the legal drinking age was 21. No Vegas for me.
But there were tournaments in the Toronto area, and in Montreal. I won $3600 in my first attempt. Then $8500. Janine advised me to avoid going too far - no final tables for me. We didn't want too much publicity - yet.
Janine got me into a big qualifying event in Toronto. I finished 12th (on purpose), taking home $16,000. I was excited.
- "That's just a start." she said. "Do you have any idea what airfare to Singapore is going to cost us? We're just getting started."
Janine was still training me in magic. But she also appointed herself my poker coach, briefing me on the players I might encounter.
- "What does it matter?" I asked. "I can see their cards!"
- "And they can see yours, if you're not careful. They can read your face, dumbass!"
She was my coach, mentor, supervisor, and advisor. She made sure that I ate well, exercised, and got plenty of sleep. She also enforced the 'No sex' rule on the nights before a tournament.
- "We don't want to tire you out."
She was right about that. All that concentrating on the other players' minds
was
tiring.
I had runs of crappy cards, where I couldn't do squat. One time, I couldn't call a bluff because I couldn't beat a king. But I managed to set up a couple of massive hands, where my opponents bet heavily, gambling that they could fill a straight, or a flush. Every once in a while, they
would
hit it on the river, and I had to swallow the loss of part of my stack.
Every now and then, I would make a bad call, and lose on purpose, so that I wouldn't seem infallible - just lucky. Few of the other players believed that someone my age could be a good poker player. Many of them called me 'kid'.
I couldn't win every hand, of course, or dodge every bullet. But I never risked everything unless I was absolutely sure.
There were a few eyebrows raised when I called a massive bluff with two pair.
It just wasn't as exciting as it had looked on TV. There
was
a certain camaraderie - three quarters of the players were courteous, and some were quite friendly. There were also a few attractive female players, who knew when the men at the table were checking them out.
But playing poker for hours - for several days in a row - was just a grind. It was physically and mentally exhausting. Janine stayed on top of me the whole time - alas, only metaphorically speaking.
We took the train to play in a tournament in Winnipeg, followed by Calgary and Vancouver. It was my first trip across Canada.
The tournaments were much the same. But Janine was working behind the scenes, and she got me into a few cash games after the competition was over.
People with more money than sense wanted to test themselves against the pros, and the successful amateurs. And they were prepared to pay for the opportunity.
Some of them made ridiculous bets, and crazy bluffs. Maybe they expected that skill would count more in the long run. They would go all in with weak hands, hoping to catch a lucky break, or to pull off a desperation bluff. They were basically
giving
me their money.
It was fun at first, but then it quickly became boring - another type of grind. I had to lose occasionally, but I still managed to win quite a bit. In fact, I won considerably more money in the cash games than I had collected in tournament winnings.
- "You know," I said to Janine, "maybe I should turn pro. I could make tons of money, and still become a celebrity."
Janine just shook her head.
- "Poker players are minor celebrities. It's a limited audience, in the first place - and mostly male. Yes, there are groupies, but you can guess what they're after."
- "My sense of humour?"
- ""Magicians are world famous, and appeal just as much to female fans. They love the mystery, the aura."
"You're also forgetting the travel aspects. There are no poker tournaments in some of the places we're going to need to go to. As magicians, we can schedule appearances almost anywhere in the world,
whenever
we want to. Instead of following the poker season, we can make our own schedule."
- "I hadn't thought of that. But maybe ... couldn't we keep poker as ... a sideline?"