Joan now spent most of her day in the basement, being fucked on the mattress by clerks who had done favors for Mr. Faust. Joan was now the company cum-bucket, swallowing load after load of it. She couldn't keep track of whose cock she sucked and whose she hadn't. Everyone snickered as she passed, whispering lewd comments and getting guarded gropes of her ass when they could. She loved every minute of it. Still, that shame and humiliation that was briefly gone had come back with a vengeance. It was felt more intensely than ever by her. That sweet, mindless bliss that she could remember like a wonderful dream was gone. She could remember the bliss, but could never get it back no matter how much she re-read those Stormwraith books. Joan had been denied her merciful ignorance and was now permanently trapped inside the previous nightmare that she was desperate to get out of. Joan wanted to return to her bliss.
This was never mentioned to Mr. Faust, whom Joan was a little afraid of. One evening after work, instead of taking the trolley home like normal, she decided to visit Mr. Puddle at his bookshop, the man who set her on this whorish path in the first place.
When she came in, Mr. Puddle was behind the counter as usual. There was no one else in the shop. Mr. Puddle was reading a book about railways. He glanced up and saw Joan coming in. He was a little confused, but grinned lecherously at her all the same. "I wasn't expecting you for a while. Does Mr. Faust need anything?"
"No," Joan answered as she approached the counter. "Are there more books? Different ones like the ones you gave me?"
"Three is all there are," he said to her disappointment. "Why?"
"The bliss is gone," Joan told him, "and I so desperately need it back. There is nothing else then?"
"Nothing that I know of," Mr. Puddle said. "Come into the back."
Joan followed Mr. Puddle into the back room. He closed the door while Joan stood by a little table with books stacked on top. She expected him to start looking through his collection to find something for her but he didn't. Instead, Mr. Puddle's hands went right for Joan's big breasts and started to roughly squeeze at then. Joan flushed and gasped. "Mr. Puddle," she said, "how is this supposed to help me?"
"No one cares about you, slut. You're a piece of pussy. Property and nothing more."
He shoved the books off the little table and put Joan on it. On her back, her legs were forced open and her skirt thrown up. Mr. Puddle quickly had his cock out and told her, "you need to be fucked hard, don't you? Sluts like you should be fucked day and night because it's all that your good for."
"But Mr. Puddle, my bliss!"
"This is all you're getting from me, bitch. I suggest you be grateful for it."
He plunged himself deep into her and Joan squealed. He fucked her on that rickety, little table as hard as he could. Joan's green eyes fluttered while her pussy was pounded by Mr. Puddle's savage thrusts. She came quickly for her first time. She felt his hands on her big breasts, squeezing them through the fabric of her tight purple dress. As he slammed her, he said, "this is all you're worth, slut. Why should anyone give a damn about your bliss, you dumb whore?"
Joan knew that Mr. Puddle was right. She was just a whore for them to use. It was what they turned her into. Those books even instructed her to be grateful for what they did to her, but thanks to Laura's interference, Joan was now unable to be. She should be a grateful whore. In fact, Joan wanted to be. However, something in her mind was holding that back, and implanted defiance.
Mr. Puddle pulled out and came all over her dress. He tossed her off the table like he did with the books and said, "go home, bitch. Don't come back until you are told to."
"Yes, sir. Thank you, sir."
She left the bookshop with her tight dress covered in cum, wondering how she was going to get home in this. As she came out the dark and narrow street she ran straight into Mr. Pryce under the streetlight. "Oh," she gasped with her face red. "Excuse me, Mr. Pryce." She tried to hurry by him but he caught her by the arm and turned her around to face him.
"What's the matter, girl? What's wrong with your dress? It seems to be covered in something..."