Hello there,
My name is Alice and I am 25 years old woman with long blond curly hair, clear blue eyes, more or less athletic body with C-sized chest. I am 173 cm tall. If you are here, you have probably read through my absolutely horrible week, where I got completely humiliated, embarrassed and sexually frustrated to the point of mental breakdown. I had been hallucinating about my best friend Sandra, 26 year old married woman with middle-long straight ginger hair, dark green eyes, small cute freckles on the nose, slim body with chest reaching to C-size and skinny ass, having her way with me. I had been hypnotised by her husband Richard, but I did not know it back then. So, where did I ended up last time?
I was standing at bus station, buying tickets to my hometown. I was determined to return home to my parents, the only safe place I could think of right now. It was late at night and there had been one last bus coming. If I missed this one, I would have to wait till next morning.
I was alone, in the night, waiting for the bus, since no other sane person would come back home this late. Then suddenly, I felt hand on my shoulder. It nearly scared me to death.
"Are you alright, Al?" Asked Richard worryingly. Oh Richard. My best friend's husband. Very good looking tall white guy with short dirty blond hair, kind brown eyes and quite fit body, dressed as his usual elegant self in what I would call business outfit.
"Oh h...h...hey Richard." I stammered. Why was I so nervous around him? "I....I am alright, why?" I asked.
"Al, I had told you many times, please call me Rich. And don't take is as an insult, but you look terrible." He said. I felt sudden pain of sadness. "I mean you look terrific on outside, but you are mess in the inside, if you know what I mean." He corrected himself.
Then I realized I am standing here in cold night weather, just in my very short and very tight black dress with quite deep cleavage, no bra, wearing only G-strings and stockings above knee with suspenders attached to them. I suddenly felt big urge to hide myself somewhere. I could not let him see me like this.
"Please don't look." I answered with tears in my eyes. Then he took off his jacket and put it around me. It was so warm and smelled like him. My heart started to pound as if I was racing. "Thank you." I shyly responded to his act of kindness. "What...what...are you doing here?" I asked quietly. Why am I behaving like a little girl around him?
"We had business party and this is the latest I could go home. Sandra would not appreciate, if I left her alone whole night." I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE NEITHER! I shouted inside.
"I see." Then the bus had arrived and we were the only passengers. I sat as far from driver as I could and Richard came to me.
"Would you mind if I sit with you or do you want to be alone." He asked gently.
"I...I..." I could not decide. I felt so nervous around him, but I did not want to be alone. "...please...you can sit here." I invited him to sit next to me. My eyes were wet from tears I was holding.
"What happened to you Al?"
"Nothing." I lied. It was obvious to him, but he did not pushed me...not yet anyway. He just hugged me. Firmly and protectively. I felt so secured. His cologne was so strong and so nice. It made my head a little bit dizzy.
"Trust in your Richard, Al!" He said silently to my ear. These words echoed through my whole body.
"I trust Richard, listening to his voice makes me relaxed and obeying him feels good." I answered, didn't know why. I suddenly felt light as feather. Everything that was burdening me suddenly seemed so far away.
"Listen to me, Al! Lying is bad. From now on, whenever you are honest, your subconsciousness will let you feel so much pleasure as if someone was making love to you. If you lie though, you will feel pain as if you were slapped your ass and breasts really hard. Do you understand?"
"Yes, darling! Yes, I do!" I absent-mindedly responded.
"Now you will get back to your senses and will not remember anything I told you since the sentence Trust in your Richard. Wake up!" I blinked. I must had dozed off for a second there, I thought to myself.
"Come on Al, I can see you are not alright. Let me help you. What is wrong?"
"As I said, nothi...ouch!" before I could finish the sentence sudden pain hit me on my butt and chest. "Nothing. OUCH!" again the pain struck me. What is going on? Was I getting sick or something?
"You don't have to be hero, Al. Everyone has their own moments weakness. You just need to not bear them alone. Tell me the truth." He asked with tone that did not allow and resistance. And resist, I did not. I had collapsed into his arms and started crying. I told him everything for some reason (EVERYTHING) and it took me almost 30 minutes to do so. With every sentence I said, I felt blissful. It had motivated me to open to him as I did only with Sandy. During all of this he was gently stroking my hair. Were it not for all the stress, I would probably noticed myself moaning quite heavily in between the sentences but I continued my monologue and enjoyed every moment of it
"...so I ran away...Mmmm... Why have I ended up like this, Rich? Am I really that worthless!?" I asked out of desperation.
"Of course, you are not, Al. In fact, you are admirable beautiful young lady. I heard you have graduated from university, so I believe congratulations are in place!" he tried to cheer me up. "You need to rest a bit. It is not healthy to stay awake all night long."
"You are right, would... would you mind if I sleep for a while in your embrace? I cannot be alone right now." My mouth asked and my brain just had not had enough strength to stop it.
"Sure thing." He agreed and I cuddled onto his chest. Hearing his heart pounding, feeling his cologne and warmth, I felt in need. In need of love. Like Sandra had. I wished Richard was mine. He would be nice to me, not like that asshole. I was somewhere in the state of half-sleeping half-conscious. I wanted to do something that would made me closer with Richard. As if I was sleeping, I moved my hand "accidentally" to his crotch. He was already rock hard. Was it possible, that I had been actually turning him on? With that thought my heart started to pound really fast.