I never dreamt of Tanya again.
Too much of a shock; too much messy reality when what I wanted was a fantasy in the flesh. I told myself that what I had done was wrong- had only just been proven to me as wrong- but I had stopped and the harm had been minimised. Tanya never spoke to me again, avoiding me in the classes that we had together. It didn't bother me as much as it should have.
In retrospect I should have realised that what I had felt for her wasn't love or admiration but lust, pure and simple. I had gotten what I wanted from her and it had sated my appetites, leaving me with only a vague sense that I'd gotten out scot-free. So it was easy to leave her be. I was done with her.
Weeks past. I focused afresh on my studies, which had suffered from my obsession. The fire of need I'd felt for Tanya had reduced to a low simmer and a daily regime of masturbation had rendered it manageable. On one level, life had returned to normal for me.
On another level...
They say that absolute power corrupts absolutely. I disagree. Absolute power merely gives the average person the chance to do the things that they couldn't. And when the
couldn't
is gone, all you're left with is
wouldn't.
And it turns out that for a lot of people, there were a lot less wouldn'ts for them than they thought.
Absolute power doesn't corrupt. It
reveals.
What it revealed about me was pretty ugly.
I knew. I knew that I had this power. I lay in bed every night, knowing that I could reach out, that I could invade the dreams of the girl who sat next to me in chemistry; that I could strip down the ones who passed me in the halls; that I could fuck the ones who bored me with stories of their boyfriends. That I didn't need to waste time with dates. That I didn't need to be charming.
That I didn't need their consent.
I was filled with a strange and secret certainty, those weeks. I walked past girls, talked to them in class and out, laughed at their jokes and watched them from afar. And in the back of my mind was the same thought, over and over again.
I could have you. Fuck you. Claim you. Make you mine. You couldn't stop me. You wouldn't even know.
A month later I succumbed.
Her name was Mindy. She was my lab partner a couple of times in my chemistry class. I can barely remember her face but I remember her body- slim- and an accent from somewhere in Eastern Europe. She smiled at me once over a joke that I'd made and that sealed her fate. The next night I stopped masturbating and dreamt of her.
Well, I tried to. Tanya was the product of a sexual obsession and a strange, awful pressure; it was a thing of instinct, blindly groping my way towards her. Mindy? It was the first time that I had tried to seek a girl out on my own initiative.
And so I didn't find her that first night. Instead I had vague, hazy dreams of searching; of stumbling through dark forests, flying through grey clouds, walking through empty cities and endless mazes. I woke up hours later exhausted and with a sense that I had missed something. The next night it was easier; the dreams were a little clearer, and I thought I glimpsed her from afar once or twice.
The next night- well, the next night-
Mindy moaned as she bounced atop Barry, his cock slamming deep into her wet, hot pussy. She barely remembered where she was or what she had been doing; not since her lab partner had appeared, sweeping her up into his arms and claiming her mouth with an eager, rough kiss. Now she rode him, taking his cock as her body burned with a glorious lust. She didn't know how this had happened. She didn't care. All she wanted was to be able to fuck this man; fuck him forever and ever. His cock began to pulse with potent power and then-
And that was that. I left her alone after that one night, turning my attentions on a girl in biology who's name I could barely remember. She took four days to find but I made sure she made it up to me that night.
A week later and on a whim I began to dream stalk a pretty waitress at the local café. Tina was bubbly and cheerful, with a great personality. I didn't care about that. What I cared about was-
"Are- are you sure?"
Tina smiled at the man as he pointed on the menu. "It says that I can order your pussy, right?"
"Sure."
"Come here then." And he reached up and pulled her onto his lap. She groaned at the contact of his hands on her naked ass - wait, why wasn't she wearing pants? Of course, she didn't wear pants- that way it was easier for the patrons to fuck her. He groped her breasts as she squirmed against the bulge between his legs.
She should say something. This wasn't right, was it? But he rubbed his lump against her pussy lips and it felt so good that she suddenly didn't want to stop him. He turned her round and pulled off her shirt before burying his face into her breasts. She was gently pushed back against the café tabletop, her naked body pressed against the wood. He climbed atop her, unzipping his jeans and pushing his pants down. He lined up with her and then thrust-
I sated myself on her and then moved on.
Professor Kerson was married. Professional. Strict and driven and very much a model educator. None of which allowed her to escape my erotic attentions.
Amy looked up at the student who'd walked into her house. She looked down at his erect cock.
She could hear them- hear her husband and kids in the next room. Somehow- by some miracle- they hadn't heard her. They didn't know she was naked in her living room; didn't know the way her pussy ran hot and wet, staining the inside of her thighs with her arousal. Didn't know that this student was gently pressing his hand against the back of her head as he murmured, "Go on. Quickly, before they come in and see you. Suck my cock, professor."
She whimpered quietly, feeling a jolt of arousal lance through her body. She closed her eyes as the sounds of her family preparing dinner washed over her, as she felt his hot, hard length fill her mouth, as the first bitter taste of pre-cum made her shudder with a sudden eager need...
And so on. A dozen women; each one of them sampled and used and then discarded over the course of a night. A one-night fantasy for each of them as they came, impaled on or sucking or bouncing atop my cock. My lust tracked them down; my lust turned their dreams into an erotic nightmare; my lust filled flowed into their minds and bodies until they came alongside me. Guaranteed pleasure for them and me.
Rule Five: Your lust flows into them while dreaming, guaranteeing their pleasure no matter what acts you commit in the dream.
Looking back, what I did to those girls was- at the absolute minimum- a massive breach of privacy. I pretended that since they didn't know what was happening, since they didn't remember, no real harm was done- but a man setting up a hidden camera in a girl's showers would make the same argument and have it immediately shot down as the sad justifications of a pervert. I had seen secret parts of those women, tasted their sexualities, without their knowledge or permission. But insulated by my dreams, free of any consequences, I told myself that it was all okay; that it was all just a fantasy. No-one was getting hurt.
In all fairness, I don't believe that I did any lasting harm to those first dozen or so girls. The power of my dreams seemed to be cumulative; a slow build-up of positive reinforcement was required to alter their subconscious, corrupting it towards whatever I desired.
Rule Six: Training is a slow process, requiring multiple dream-sessions to leave a lasting effect.
With these girls, I touched their unconscious minds only lightly; not enough to really impact them. Not enough to twist and change them.
Then one day I met D.
***
I didn't know her name before I deciding I was going to claim her.
There was a park near campus that I went to from time to time. Students would hang out there to talk, play, eat, study or just lay in the grass and de-stress. I used to go there a lot. Part of the park had a skating rink- just the usual hills and valleys of unpainted concrete, but it was a popular gathering spot for the more athletically minded students to brush up on their skills. That was where D could be found.
I was reading something- a university textbook on metabolic pathways, I don't really remember the details now- and she nearly fell on top of me. A classic meet-cute- the dangerous skater-girl trips over the cute geek and they have a moment- except, of course, with a much darker turn. At any rate my introduction to D was all at once. I was literally blindsided by her presence.
And what a presence it was. She was lean- the sort of leanness that involved physical fitness rather than any sort of fad dieting. She wore torn jeans and a simple black T-shirt with some band or other's name displayed as a logo. She looked tough, tougher than most women; tougher than me by a mile.
I didn't know her name, I didn't know anything about her but as I saw her smile and mutter an apology- with her lean, tall body, her dark eyes and her short dark hair- well.
I had to have her.
It wasn't a decision so much as a rapid-fire series of understandings. I realised I wanted this woman badly; that I needed to claim her; and that I was going to do so. I introduced myself as I picked up my book. She leant against her board and smiled the smile of a woman who had places to be but was not bothered quite enough to be rude and cut off the conversation. I remember that I made a joke; it was enough to get her to laugh, half-faked, and half-real. There was a moment where our eyes met and I sensed the very faintest touch of some connection.