Part 5: Brenda
"I still don't understand?" Kyle said, desperation creeping into his voice. "What did I do wrong?"
"You didn't do anything wrong," Brenda told him. "I hate to be clichΓ©, but it's not you it's me. Really. I just realized things about myself, things I know you can't handle."
"What do you mean?" asked Kyle.
Brenda put a hand up to Kyle's cheek. "I care about you a lot Kyle, but what I need right now, you can't give me. It's one of the reasons I got together with you in the first place. I know I'm not making a lot of sense, but when I'm with you I'm denying who I am, and I've decided to stop denying that."
"But-"
"No," Brenda insisted. "There's nothing you can say that will change my mind, and I hate to hurt you like this, but if I continue in a relationship with you now it wouldn't be fair to either of us. Please just go."
Kyle opened his mouth to speak again, and shut it. The sadness, confusion, and helplessness on his face hurt Brenda for more than she expected. She knew this was the right move though. She could've had a secret relationship with Master Boratus, but that's not what she wanted. She wanted to tell Kyle she was now a hypno-slut in service of her master. She wanted to tell the world, but it wasn't time yet. There was still Katie, and there was so much fun to be had with Katie before she fully became Brenda's sister slut.
Kyle turned and left. Brenda was pretty sure he'd cry about this. He was sensitive like that. It was one of the reason she got together with him in the first place. She let out a deep breath, and then went to meet her friends. With every step, her sadness for Kyle evaporated until only happy thoughts of serving her master filled head when she saw her friend.
Cynthia looked a bit tired when Brenda arrived at the bench they usually met at.
"Late night?" Brenda asked.
Cynthia shook her head. "Not really. I just haven't been sleeping well lately.
"Bad dreams?" asked Brenda.
Again Cynthia shook her head, but this time the blonde could see her black friend remembering the dreams.
Oh, she had some good dreams. Dreams of master, perhaps? Lucky girl. I wonder how far along she is. Master said she's different from Katie and me. Said I shouldn't play with her like Katie. He needs to work with her a different way.
"I... I don't remember my dreams," Cynthia lied.
"Well, maybe a sleeping pill will help," Brenda suggested. Then a mass of brown locks caught her attention. She turned to see Katie approaching. "There's our good girl," she said.
Katie's walk faltered.
Heh. That was me yesterday.
Cynthia sent Brenda a curious look, her dark brown eyes intense. "What?"
"Private joke from last night," Brenda covered.
Cynthia didn't look impressed.
I wonder if the trigger is affecting Cynthia too.
After a moment of silence, Cynthia sucked her teeth and said, "Whatever. Are we meeting for lunch? I have a one o'clock break."
"I'm free," said Katie.
"Works for me," said Brenda. "Katie, you coming by tonight?"
"Yeah," she replied. "If you're not fucking Kyle," she added playfully.
Brenda shook her head happily. "Nope. Broke up."
"Come again?" said Cynthia.
"That's part of the reason," Brenda replied. "He couldn't make me." She laughed.
"Ouch," Katie said.
"I mean, he's a great guy," Brenda said. "But a girl has needs."
"And this is college," Cynthia added. "Needs can be easily met here."
"True dat," Brenda said, bumping fists with Cynthia.
Katie rolled her eyes. Brenda didn't miss it.
You have no idea what's in store for you, slut.
The three separated for class. Brenda wondered how she was going to get through the day. Her thoughts were full of her master. When she stepped into her first class, however, it was as if he didn't exist. She was able to focus on the class more powerfully than ever before. When the bell sounded, her master popped back into her mind.
Holy crap! He's programmed me to forget him and focus on my studies! He wants me to do really well in school.
The thought further increased her focus in class. Now that she knew he wanted her to do well, she was determined to do well to please her master.
The morning flew by, and the next thing she knew, she was sitting with Katie at lunch.
"Cynthia's not feeling well. She's gone home, I think." Katie said.
Brenda nodded. "Yeah, she didn't get much sleep last night."
Katie raised her eyebrows. "She told you?"
"Right before you arrived this morning. I was surprised she suggested lunch."
"Oh."
"You got enough sleep though, didn't you, you good girl?"
"You start that shit again and I'm leaving," Katie said angrily, although her face flushed from either arousal or embarrassment. Brenda was happy with either.
"Okay, okay," The blonde said with a giggle. She pushed a straight, silky lock behind her ear. "Man, that trigger really gets you, doesn't it?"
"Trigger?" said Katie. "You said the video didn't have any triggers."
"I didn't remember it having any triggers," Brenda corrected. "But I was dipping in and out of trance, so I was missing things. 'Good girl' is obviously a trigger."
Katie shuddered. "Yeah, that explains a lot. Does it affect you too? Good girl. Good girl."
Brenda didn't hide the pleasure she was feeling. "Mmmmm, yes. Fuck that makes me feel good."
"You just go with it?"
"Sure why not? It's pleasure."
"Brenda?" Katie said, worry setting in. "How many times have you watched that video?"
"A few times," Brenda replied smugly.
"Did you contact Master Boratus?"
"Was I supposed to?" Brenda asked.
"I think so," Katie said realizing what had happened for the first time. "I felt compelled to. It must be in the video."
"Only parts of the video stuck with me, remember? Wait. You contacted him?"
Katie turned red. "Uh... yeah."
"You chatted with him?"
"Yeah."
"Did he make you do anything?"
"He... uh... he made me feel things."
Brenda leaned forward. "Feel things?"
"Erotic sensations. All over my body. Until I came."
"Oh wow."
"But I'm not sure it's a good thing. I mean I love what he makes me feel, but I'm worried he's taking too much control too fast."