The second encounter with Jenny was quite unnerving. After bringing me to orgasm she would put me under hypnosis and then bring me up only to put me back under again. I am not really sure how many times she did it and there are parts I do not quite remember. Once it was over she had me make another journal entry of what had transpired. She told me the process was refraction and that it would help me go deeper in the future.
"What if I am not sure if I want to go deeper?" I asked her.
She just smiled at me and said," but it makes me happy when you go under for me John." I felt the rush at the thought of it but wrote in the journal for her, which of course made her happy and me turned on all over again.
When I was done I let out a sigh and then felt Jenny at my shoulder.
"What's wrong baby?" I do not know why but for some reason I liked her calling me baby.
"Jenny...I...well all this is a bit unnerving," after a brief pause to get my thoughts together I continued on," I know you said this is helping you and I want to help you but I feel so...well...helpless about this." I was a bit confused but I was turned on by her but did not know if it was just the hypnosis she was using or if I actually did like making her happy.
"Oh John," she giggled," you are just caught up in the loop I placed in your subconscious. Everything is reinforced by your body's reaction to the triggers I have put in place." She sat down in the chair at the kitchen table next to me and took a hold of my hand. As weird as I was feeling I enjoyed her touch.
"So let me ask you John," she turned my chin towards so we were facing each other," have you never had any thoughts about me?"
"You mean like sex?" I asked.
"Well yes," she paused," but anything like...looking at my legs...or thinking I looked good in a certain color shirt...maybe wearing my hair in a certain way?"
"Well you do look like a sexy librarian in those glasses," I admitted.
"So is it really all me making you do these things? Do I just have that much control over you now that I have hypnotized you a couple of times John?" She waited for me to think about her question for a moment before continuing," or are you just a guy who gets horny when a woman gets his guard down a little bit?"