I walk slowly up the side walk my feet dragging along the cement towards my apartment building exhausted after another long work day. Thinking of my small cosy apartment as it is sounding more warm and inviting with every step closer I walk towards it. I love the quiet time alone in my apartment at the end of the day after interacting with so many people as it is a necessary part of my job. I work as a telemarketer four out of the 7 days of the week and it can be a tiring job but it pays me well enough. I also take a couple courses in a community college as I want to improve my skills as a writer. Quickly remembering I have my short story due tomorrow as I put the key into my apartment door walking sluggishly inside.
Dropping my purse and groceries on the kitchen counter I walk to check my answering machine seeing no messages as usual as I am kind of a shy person and only have a few good friends that I could count on one hand. I move to my computer turning it on clicking on my I Tunes turning on my favorite tracks to unwind and I smile as the sounds of the music soothe and revitalize me.
I move to my bedroom peeling off my formal work attire which consists of my light brown suit jacket, cream colored blouse and matching skirt and brown high heeled suede boots. I leave on my dark red push up bra and matching thong with my black stockings, which makes me feel as sexy as hell. I wearing my lingerie quite often while at home since I live alone, who else is to see me in that state of dress?
Giving myself a quick look over in the mirror on the back of my bedroom door pleased for the most part with what I see. My dark brown shoulder length hair shiny and soft, my complexion fair but it suits me, my eyes a dark green shade that for me is one of my best features and my soft pink heart shaped lips. My curvy figure is not too toned but enough to show off my efforts from running every day. My hands lightly glide along the curve of my bosom another feature of which I am proud of.
"You are so sexy baby."
I gasp feeling and hearing the light caress of a voice tickle its way along my brain wondering where that came from. Was it my subconscious? did I say those words without knowing it? I shake it off knowing I am tired and it has been a long day and my mind could just be playing tricks on me. I smile at my appearance in the mirror giving myself one last look over before heading back toward the kitchen to warm up my supper I bought from the grocery store before coming home.
Reading the instructions on the lasagna I stick it in the oven heating it to the temperature it says and set the timer on my stove. I move to the fridge taking a bottle of water out taking a small sip feeling the cold refreshing liquid fill my mouth quenching my thirst. I walk to my computer with a little dance in my step as I move to the beat of the music currently playing. Plopping myself in my comfy computer chair I bring up word on the computer my eyes staring at the screen blankly as my mind drifts trying to come up with a good story for my assignment.
My fingers tap against the keys to the rhythm of the music thinking of the type of story I am supposed to write. Our teacher told us to think of an erotic/romantic short story to write. It could be based off of our life experiences or a fantasy or anything our imagination can cook up. Right now my mind is drawing a blank as I have not had too many really great sexual experiences worth writing. Using my imagination at the moment seems to be harder than usual as too as my mind is weary and exhausted from a hard work day. I sigh to myself wishing I had some sort of inspiration.
The smell of lasagna starts to fill the air and my stomach growls at the thought of food. I shake my head slightly thinking maybe after some food I will be able to think better. Another good tune comes on and my body cannot help but sway to the music. Getting up off my computer chair I dance back towards the kitchen checking on the progress on the lasagna. Seeing that it has 10 more minutes I take another swig from my water bottle trying hard to come up with some sort of idea for a story.
I think back through the sexual experiences I have had thus far trying to pin point one I could build upon as my story. I have not had many boyfriends thinking the last one I had was over a year ago at least. I'm the kind of woman looking for more than a physical relationship with a person craving to find that one special man who will love me for my mind as well as body.
Unfortunately I have not run into anyone wanting to take the time to get to know me that well before getting into my pants so soon after meeting me so my sexual experiences have not been that exciting thus far. Not sure if it is just bad luck on my part or the fact I am not putting myself out there enough or just not looking hard enough. Whatever it is I am in no hurry to find a man at the moment as I want to further and succeed in other parts of my life such as my writing.
The beep of the timer stirs me out of my thoughts bringing me back to the fact my dinner is telling me it is ready. Reaching for my oven gloves I put them on pulling out the hot lasagna feeling my stomach growl louder as it senses food is near. Putting it on top of the stove I let it cool for a few minutes before digging in. Feeling the heat from the oven caressing my skin I shiver thinking of the warmth of a man caressing my skin.
Taking off the oven gloves putting them on the counter I close my eyes as my hand drifts down my stomach toward the apex of my thighs. I moan lightly as I lean back against the counter my fingers lightly rubbing my clit through my thong. My other hand moves under my left bra cup to caress my nipple slightly. I love teasing myself letting my body get a taste of pleasure bringing myself to a certain height then stopping letting my body enjoy the state of which I have put it in.
I touch my clit and pinch my nipple once more feeling a slight damp feeling between my thighs my body enjoying this last stirring touch hoping it will help give my mind some kind of inspiration. All the sudden I suck in a quick lungful of air as I feel a tremendous shiver run up through my spine making me arch up away from the counter.
"No don't stop."
My eyes go wide as again that faint voice caresses and echoes within the recesses of my mind. I look around sure I am alone but in the back of my mind I feel like suddenly I am not the only one here. My hands grip the counter as I try and reason out what is happening. I giggle nervously to myself thinking it was probably just the lyrics in the music more convincing myself that must be what it was.
I shake off the niggling sensation in the back of my mind that there might be something weird going on here. I take my lasagna and a fork back to my computer desk. Sitting down again I take a couple quick bites as erotic thoughts begin to flood my mind. Not sure if it was the teasing in the kitchen that sparked my imagination or something altogether different.
Once again my mind begins thinking of those whispered words that penetrated into my brain. I put my half eaten lasagna down on my computer desk my fingers moving toward my keyboard. I relax and start to let the words flow from my brain through my fingers watching as they flow in sentence after sentence onto the screen.
After a about 20 minutes or so once again my mind runs into a writer's block, unable to think of how to proceed with this erotic story that has suddenly flooded into my mind. I move to take a few more bites of food chewing thoroughly on the food as I chew through some different scenarios in my head.
"Touch yourself."
Again there is that whisper of a voice in my head urging me to touch myself now. I look around the room wondering where that voice is coming from. "Who is there?" I shout out kind of feeling silly talking out loud to no one as far as I know.
"Please touch yourself."