Author's Note: This installment of
Heat
is a largely a standalone adventure for Stacie and briefly recaps how she found herself in this situation. Having said that, additional background about the "drug" called Heat and Stacie can be had from reading the first installment. While my first two installments of
Heat
were written in third-person limited, I've recently begun to experiment with first-person POV writing, thus my change in style here.
Heat, Stacie
I pulled my rattle-trap Ford Focus into my parking space at the apartment complex. I cut the engine, planted my forehead on the steering wheel and groaned. I spread my thighs and pressed a manicured nail against the crotch of my slacks in hopes of relieving the sex-ache. A warm La Croix fizzle released in my core and I clenched. I bit my lip to hold back the moan. I hadn't come but it'd been close. God, I felt good. And hot. And needy. I climbed out of my car, shaking. I couldn't make myself come in the car because I didn't want to climb the stairs to my third floor apartment with a wet-spot in the crotch of my Trina Turk, double pleat, pants.
I was almost back in control by the time I let myself in my door. My place was a tiny three room deal with a bedroom, bathroom and a great-room that combined living space and kitchen. It wasn't a big "home" but the neighborhood wasn't bad and it was all I really needed. I slipped out of my office attire, I threw my thong in the wash because,
ew
, slipped on a pair of bikini briefs, skinny jeans and a pink Davis Technical College hoodie. I skipped on a bra.
I exited my bedroom and considered my options. My BFF Amanda would be at the club and my other girls would be working. My entire social circle worked for Holly and Friday nights were busy. I'd be working too if Holly hadn't placed me in her husband's office. I'd been taking media classes at Davis Tech and it turned out Dr. Stoddalman recorded a lot of his patient sessions. I took care of the appointments, books and other administrative shit. I also performed all the audio and visual editing. That was like the best and I adored Holly for landing me the job. She'd promised me a media production position in her porn studio, should I want it, upon graduation. That was why I had
zero
problems with her request that I seduce her husband, Edward, when she'd asked me to. The stupid man had been in a funk after hypnotizing his latest patient, Katie Fischer. Holly had been busy at the studio and needed someone to fuck him back to his senses.
So I'd seduced my sex therapist boss. And holy crap, the sex. The man could fuck. I'd come like three times because Sex-Ed knew how to make a girl feel really,
really
good.
Thing was, I'd taken one of his placebo pills because I thought he'd think it was hot. It'd worked. He had thought it was hot. He'd stiffened harder than an aluminum bat. What I hadn't anticipated was how effin' hot it'd make me. I hadn't realized I'd accidently hypnotized myself while editing the video of Mrs. Fischer's hypnosis therapy session. Now my core throbbed. My clit ached. My nipples pinched and I felt like my boobs weighed an extra five pounds. I was hot and tingly and,
oh-em-gee
, I wanted someone to bend me over. Not someone.
Anyone
! So long as they had a dick and knew how to use it, I'd be cool with them putting it in me.
Dr. Stoddalman had told Mrs. Fischer that the hypnosis "Heat" trigger would last twelve to twenty-four hours. Despite having had the best sex of my life like two hours ago, I didn't think I could go another ten, let alone twenty-two, hours without some kind of relief. I needed something to distract myself but I couldn't go out, because two minutes with a man and he'd be getting lucky. I wasn't entirely keen on giving it away for free.
But I didn't have a boyfriend, because,
apparently
, boyfriends got jealous when your other job was escort. Maybe I needed to call Holly and take a shift.
I didn't want to do that. I didn't mind fucking forty year old married men except, it took a shit load of emotional energy and I was tired. They all wanted the girlfriend experience. It'd be so much easier if they wanted the porn star experience—
but no
, they wanted "girlfriends."
I blamed the men for cheating on their wives. But I also couldn't help but wonder why the wives were letting them see me in the first place. It was so effin' easy to keep a man in the bed you wanted him in. I get it, there are slime-ball, serial cheaters but most men could be led around by their dicks. All they wanted was a little naked affection. Emphasis on affection. Naked was for the bonus points. Men were really,
really
easy. So why weren't we giving them what they needed so they'd give us what we wanted? Maybe because that'd put a whole lot of girls out of work?
Ugh. I needed to think about something else. Maybe school work. That'd been my plan for this evening before I'd "accidently" taken Heat. I had five hundred pages of technical reading to complete before Monday. It didn't matter how much I loved multimedia, all that text still made my brain hurt and I didn't think I'd be able to concentrate on it. My sex-ache was more distracting than any headache I'd ever had. I could read an Elle Kennedy. The one about Brenna makes me bawl my eyes out every time I read the part where she and her father, Chad Jensen, make up. But Brenna and her boyfriend, Jake, don't get hot and heavy until the midpoint. I needed to get off way,
way
before that.
Giving up on distracting myself, I rubbed my love buzzer through my jeans. Within moments my whole body was simmering with an electric energy that craved release. I bent forward and braced one hand against the bar style counter that separated living room from kitchen. I panted, my lungs and jilling hand, working faster.
Oh lordy, lordy, lordy
I wanted,
needed
, something inside me. I wanted it so bad. My core throbbed, fluttered and clenched.
A wanton, slutty moan so loud it could probably be heard in the apartment below ripped from my throat. I tore my hand away from the seam of my pants and caught myself on the edge of the counter before I could do a face plant. My whole body shimmied and shook. My nipples and clit were wound up so tight my girly bits almost hurt. But again, I didn't come.
Oh-my-God. I needed a distraction like now. I pushed my honey blond tresses out of my face and decided to make an early dinner. I didn't like to drink without eating but I could pop a bottle of chardonnay with dinner and maybe drunk would take the edge off. If that didn't work, maybe shit-faced would. It certainly couldn't make me any more uninhibited.
So thinking, I checked the fridge. My dinner options were
blah
. I often shopped Friday nights which meant I'd depleted my food supply and didn't have ingredients for anything good, like, lasagna. I was craving lasagna. Well, lasagna and dick. I'd pass on the lasagna if it meant I could get dick. I couldn't go to the store right now because I'd probably mount the man at the checkout counter.
Fingers shaking, I dialed up Nikko's Italian to Go.
A gruff, Harley-Davidson-biker voice answered the line. "Nikko's, just a moment, hold please."
I came so hard I fell on the floor.
By the time he came back on the line I had recovered.
Sorta
. I ordered my meal. Every time the biker dude spoke in that deep base rumble I wondered what his dick looked like, what it would feel like in my hands, what it would taste like while he came down my throat? I almost asked
him
to deliver my meal so I could tip him in person. Lordy, the delivery person needed to be a girl, or under-aged, or hyper moral, or I would be fucked—literally.
When the knock on the door came, he was short, pimply and probably eighteen. I'd broken down,
again
, and started jilling,
again
, about two minutes before he'd arrived. Still, I had zero interest,
thank fuck
. Apparently, I maintained some self-control. I still had a type. That type was strong, strapping alphas with deep voices. Like the dude on the phone. If he'd've delivered my meal and looked like he sounded, I'd've let him plow me into Saturday.
I paid the kid who had probably been born about the time I was a toddler and locked the door behind him. I laid out my dinner on the counter, poured myself my wine and tried not to grind on the barstool while I ate. I groaned when a door slammed downstairs. I knew what was coming next. Right on cue, my hot-as-fuck neighbor's girlfriend started an at-the-top-of-her-lungs rant. It was the fourth time this week. Shit, I felt sorry for the dude which was why I hadn't complained. Hopefully they'd break up soon because as sorry as I felt for him, I had to listen to her too.
I poured myself a second glass of wine, cranked Pink! on my stereo and started my post meal cleanup. Of course, of all the totally awesome songs that could've been playing it had to be
U and Ur Hand.
I liked the song but,
lordy
. Tonight it was too spot-on. I threw the dishrag in the sink, moved my bottle to the couch, flipped on the flat-screen, put on my headphones and fired up my game console. Only two things were getting me through this night and a fast paced PvP shooter was the other one. I didn't think I had enough batteries to go all night with my vibrator.
I'd grown up white trailer trash. Dad had given everything to make my life better, but life had beaten him down. Mom had broken him. But even broken he was the manly silent type. The only way he and his girls could connect was shooting shit on the TV. I absolutely adored my Dad and sisters. Not so much my Mom. I got really good at shooting shit.
***
I saw a flicker of movement. I looked left. I'm pretty sure I screamed as I jumped off the roof. My sniper nest turned into so much digital shrapnel. I hit the ground and my health-bar dropped into the red-zone. I didn't have time to take stock of my surroundings. I rolled through the open door of a building. That pop in my ears was an assault rifle. A grenade went off somewhere too close. I made like a jack-in-the-box in an open window and snapped off a totally instinctive shot.