Sandra was very proud of herself for holding it together for so long. She didn't cry when her boss asked her to come into his office and told her that after six years, she was being laid off. Her voice didn't crack over dinner when she explained to her eight-year-old daughter that Mommy needed to find a new job.
It wasn't until the kids were asleep and Sandra was alone in the bedroom she shared with her husband Gabe that she began to weep.
"It's gonna be okay, sweetie." Gabe sat down on the bed next to her and put his arms around his wife. "You'll find a new job soon."
"I worked at Panthea for six years," Sandra sobbed. "Six years. Who's going to want me, coming from a failed start-up?"
Her husband sighed. "I know, sweetie, I know. But you have great experience aside from Panthea. And you have lots of transferable skills. Tomorrow, we'll sit down and look at your resume, look at LinkedIn. In the meantime, can I give you a massage? It might take your mind off things, help you feel better."
Sandra sniffled. "Okay, thanks." She reached down to pull her shirt over her head, then stopped. "Actually...can we do something else?"
"Something else?" Gabe repeated, raising an eyebrow.
"You haven't put me under in a while," she said wistfully.
Sandra had been working so many late nights, trying so hard to save the company. By the time she'd crawl into bed, Gabe would be fast asleep. Well, she wouldn't need to worry about working late nights for a while, she thought bitterly.
"No, I haven't," her husband acknowledged. "Would that make you feel better?"
"Yeah." Sandra nodded decisively. She paused. "I think I'd like to be senseless while I'm being screwed."
Gabe burst into laughter. She began laughing, too. For the first time all day, she felt okay.
"So, how do you want to do this?" her husband asked.
Sandra paused to consider the question. After a few moments, she responded.
"Well," she said slowly. "I like the idea of a massage. How about you're my very sexy masseuse, and I'm so grateful for all your hard work that I reward you afterwards." She emphasized the word hard.
Gabe tried to keep his expression neutral, although his lips couldn't help but curve into a smile. "Sounds good to me. How about you take off your clothes while I get the massage oil?"
"Done."
Sandra began taking off her clothes. With every layer that came off, her mood improved. She didn't realize Gabe had been watching her for a few moments.
"You like what you see?" she asked flirtatiously.
"I'll like it more when you're in a trance." His tone was low, almost a growl.
"Well, you'd better hurry up then, hadn't you?"
Gabe nodded, grinning at the challenge. He sat down on the bed next to his naked wife.
"Look into my eyes," he commanded.
When Gabe said those words, Sandra could never disobey. She looked into her husband's dark eyes. They were almost black. Yet, there were always other colors, other patterns she could pick out. A fleck of brown here, a lighter shade of chocolate there...
Gabe was talking, but Sandra wasn't listening. She knew she didn't need to. Her subconscious would remember what was important. She could close her eyes and relax.