AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is a fantasy, nor reality. The story contains discussions of sex outside of marriage and unprotected sex. It concerns a woman who volunteered to be conditioned to enthusiastically enjoy all things sexual for her husband. Please do not read it if you are bothered by these topics. If these subjects interest you, enjoy, and thanks for reading.
If you haven't read part one, you might need it to appreciate part two.
Part One seems to have struck a chord with a number of readers. (Thanks, all.) I am comforted to know that those who disliked part one will not be back, so I'll address some of the issues raised in the comments. Please remember that Liz VOLUNTEERED for the treatment, knowing full well what would happen to her. Tom TRUSTED Darla, they've been friends for years. And Tom will likely spend the next few parts of this saga finding out how lucky he is. I have not written the story far enough for him to be dissatisfied. Yet :-)
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"That should do it," Liz said. "Sorry, but it's the rules."
Tom sat in the passenger seat, blindfolded again. The Organization had loaned them a car; Liz would drive to the garage where Tom's car was, they would lock the keys in the loaner, and drive home in their own car. He relaxed in his darkness, trying to be content with all that had happened this day, and eager to return home with this new, sexier and adventurous version of the woman he loved.
They were silent until he felt the car leave the long driveway and enter the road.
"Liz?"
"Yes?"
"I love you."
"I know you do, Tom, and I love you. More than anything."
They were silent again, for a time. Tom spoke, hesitatingly. "Back there, at the, uh, place..."
"Are you having second thoughts?" He felt the car slow.
"No," he insisted, "not at all." His mouth was dry. Why was he nervous? "It's just... it seems so impossible. Too fantastic to be real." He paused. "Is it real?"
"Don't you believe what you saw?" The car had resumed driving speed.
"Of course, and I loved it. I loved seeing you so passionate, so open and relaxed, so willing. I loved watching you suck my dick." He considered a moment. "I loved seeing you love sucking my dick. You seemed to really be enjoying it."
"I did. It was great. It was even more exciting because you were enjoying it, and people were watching me blow you. But just having my mouth filled with hard cock is great."
"I could tell you liked it, I could see it in your face, and I felt it in the way you sucked me. It wasn't, like,..."
"Like before, like I used to. I know. I used to lick, and play with it, and caress it and kiss it. I know, I remember. I used to think that was how a good girl does it. All that sensitive caressing has it's place, of course, but I know now it's only a part of a good blow job. Now I let myself enjoy it, to like having my mouth filled with cock, what I used to think only bad girls did." She paused. "It took a lot of effort to understand that doing that doesn't make me bad, that it's not bad, that it's sexy and fun, and that I'm still the same person, a good person, even when I'm sucking cock. That liking sucking cock is okay. That I'm okay to enjoy it, when I'm really working it for maximum pleasure, to get that cum shooting into my mouth, or my face. I can't tell you how much I've learned about myself in two weeks, how my thinking has changed."
"Or your language," he laughed, and she joined him.
"Yeah, I guess I sound a little salty, compared to before!"
"It's kinda hot," Tom chuckled, "hearing you talk so dirty. A little shocking at first, but I think I can get used to it. Fast."
"Oh, so you like it?"
"I don't think I want to hear you use it in front of our family and friends, or at work, but with just us... yeah, I like it a lot!"
"I'll try to keep it toned down when we're not alone," she kidded, "unless you tell me different."
He paused again, and returned to his previous question. "So, back there. Seeing you so involved, so passionate. It's always been a turn-on for me to see you getting off." He was hesitant again, almost afraid to continue. "Today was the most excited I've ever seen you, I think. Watching you do those things..."
"What things did you like?"
"Hold that thought, okay? I need to ask this." He swallowed, steeled himself, and spoke. "I've never seen you that passionate before, with me. Seeing you with Darla, and then Jason, you were so, well, so involved. So into it." He paused. "I guess I'm a little nervous. I mean, was that just with them?" He turned to her, even though he couldn't see her. "Will you be that way with me? With just the two of us? Or is that how you like it, with other people?" He heard her start speaking, and spoke over her. "I'm serious; I'm a little nervous. You said you had a lot of sex, with a lot of people, men and women. You did a lot of things you've never done. Than means 'never done with me'. You tell me you'll do them with me. Then I watch you have better, hotter sex than we've ever had together, or at least in a long time, only it's not with me, it's with Jason, and Darla for goodness sake, and it's hot to watch, sure, but it's still a little unbelievable. How could it be true?" He was rambling now, the words pouring out. "Why doesn't it piss me off to think of you fucking and sucking other men for two weeks? Why does the idea of you sucking cum out of your friend's pussy get me hot instead of making me angry? Seeing you suck Jason's cock clean, right after cumming in you." He took a breath. "You are my wife. I love you. You've always been a warm, wonderful person. Caring, and loving."
"I used to be exciting, too."
"You're still exciting to me."
"But I stopped being exciting to me."
"So you wanted to be a slut?"
"I want to be your slut." He heard passion in her voice, real yearning and emotion. "Tom, you don't know how it felt to realize that I was holding back our sex. To know that it could be great, that it had been great, and now it wasn't, and it was my fault."
"I never asked..."
"I know, and you never would, you wonderful man. You loved me too much to ask me to change. Well, I love you too much to not want to change." Silence. Then, "I am still the warm, loving caring woman you married. None of that has changed. You'll see. The only thing that has changed is my willingness to enjoy sex a little more."
There was silence. Only the hum of the tires in the background.
"It looked like a lot more," he finally commented.
"Well, okay, fair enough. A lot more.
Another few minutes of tire noise passed before Tom resumed. "There's a lot here for me to think about. I guess that will take me a while to get my head around. In time, hopefully in short time, I'll see that it's just a sexier, more open you. I'm still wrestling with not being angry about you having sex outside of our marriage. I never cheated on you. Did you always cheat on me? I mean, I know you didn't, but it's where my brain goes. And I know that most of my blood was in my dick, not my brain, when I was watching you. And it was incredibly hot. He paused. "I feel like I am supposed to be pissed off, but I'm not. Because it was so hot. Because it was you, hot. You excited, enjoying. Letting go." Another pause. "But in the back of my mind, I feel like I'm supposed to be angry, and get all indignant about you fucking other men. And women. When you're spouse has sex with other people, you're supposed to be angry, furious, demand a divorce. If you aren't, does it mean you don't love them?"
"Oh," she cooed, "listen to you. You're so cute, you think you don't love me!" He heard the smile in her voice, started to say "I'm serious..." and she talked over him.
"I understand your confusion better than you think, honey. Granted, I had help getting through it these two weeks, but I'll help you."
"Sucking my dick helped, I guess." He grinned.
"I'll bet it did, but hear me out first. You're worried about what you believe you are supposed to think. I felt the same way; I know how it tears you in both directions at once. 'I feel one thing' you tell yourself, 'but that's wrong, so I'll deny my personal feelings and force my thinking to the conventional way.' Right?" She paused. "Believe me, I get it. But this isn't world philosophy. This is personal. It's what I feel about me, and what you feel about you, nothing else. It's what we feel about us. There's no 'supposed to be' a certain feeling, there can't be any 'making myself feel the way I think I'm supposed to feel'. You feel what you feel. Denying your feelings just makes it worse." She paused, touched his leg. "If you like watching me sucking cum out of pussies, well, then, we can do that. But don't deny your feelings, or try to shut them out. It's dishonest, and it'll make you crazy. Believe me, I know."
Tom grunted agreement, and Liz continued. "And as for cheating. Cheating is when you are not faithful and honest to your partner. All those years I held myself back, denied my desires, denied your pleasure, that was cheating. That was cheating on us. The sex I had these two weeks was to better our marriage, not destroy it. It has nothing to do with love, with how I feel for you. I did it because I love you, not to deny our love. You'll understand that better the first time you fuck another woman for me."
"For you?"
"Well, someone's gotta fill her pussy with cum, right?"
He was stunned. "I guess..."
"Right, so after you fuck her, and I suck you clean, and then suck your cum out of her, you'll understand how it's not cheating. Because we'll be better."
Fuck, Tom thought, that might be the hottest thing I've ever heard. And she was so nonchalant about it, he added. Once more, the road noise was the only sound, as the words settled in, and they both contemplated what had been said. After a few miles, Tom spoke again.
"It seems fantastic."