Ezzie The Next Generation Part 56

After Lora hears about filming 50 Shades sex scenes with Jim, she insists on looking at my bum. She rubs in some cream. "That is worse than what I did. I bet that hurt." Lora says.

"It did, and then Jim felt bad that he did what I asked him to do. Then I felt bad that he felt bad. I tell her of the footage, and how I used Ezzie. She insists I show her the spankings.

She and I talk about it for two sessions and then she wants us to do couples therapy with her for a session. During the session she keeps stressing open communication. Talking to each other about everything, good and bad. No hiding things. Towards the end of the couples session she looks at me and smiles.

"May I be honest and tell both of you what I see right now?" Lora asks.

Jim and I look at each other, like oh ooh. "Please do." Says Jim

I see a young couple in love with each other. Mary feels like this, and by this I mean your limited love life right now is her fault. Jim is so concerned and worried about you Mary. When he thinks you are having a bad day he holds back. He doesn't want to pressure you for sex.

"The truth is you are both right and wrong. Mary, getting attacked and the reactions you are having are not your fault. Jim, sometimes when Mary is having a bad day feeling your loving arms around her, and having her loving husband make love to her would help her a lot. So." She says, clapping her. "Here is my prescription for the two of you."

She reaches out and puts my hand on Jim's. "At least once a week. You two will have sex."

I see Jim blush. "What?" I giggle.

"You told me, before all this happened you were having sex practically every other day. You can do it more, but at least once a week. I will be asking how it was, and don't even think about lying. I will see through both of you." She says, giving us a fake glare and smiling.

"To be clear I mean just the two of you. You two love each other. I want you both to express that love through love making. No toys, just the two of you. Fingers, hands, feet, toes, mouth, tongue use any body part you want to pleasure each other." Lora says and Jim & I are smiling at each other.

"It's also obvious neither of you two are built for the SM in BDSM." She smiles at us. "If you both would like, when you are ready, and I will decide when that is. Maybe you both could come visit Mistress for some personal lessons. I can show you a safe way to indulge your fantasies." She says with an honest smile.

"Really?" I ask excitedly.

"When you are ready. No promises when." She says.

Later that night Jim decides we should box up all the sex toys for now. I am surprised how full the box is. Jim is reaching up to put it on the closet shelf and I start feeling mischievous. I wrap my arms around him from behind and slip my hands into his workout shorts. "May I help you?" Jim asks as he pushes the box onto the shelf.

I wrap my fingers around his quickly hardening dick. "This is my favorite toy." I say, as I lay my face against his back and listen to his heartbeat. I squeeze and give him little jerks in his shorts. I pull my hands out of his shorts, and push them down. He kicks them off, and turns around. He holds my face in his hands and gives me a kiss that curls my toes.

As we kiss he pulls my tee shirt off. I have no bra on and my boobs bounce as my tee shirt catches under them. Jim slides a hand down over one of my nipples, as he bends back down and continues kissing me. He gives my hard nipple a flick and reaches down under my boob. He holds the entire boob in his hand and gently squeezes it. I moan into our kiss.

I break the kiss and press myself against Jim as I kneel down in front of him, dragging my boobs down his body. I keep looking up at Jim and I can see the excitement in his eyes. I reach behind him holding a butt cheek in each hand, open my mouth and suck his dick into my mouth. Jim lets out a deep satisfying moan. It takes a few tries. I haven't done this in a while. I work him little by little, deeper and deeper until I have all of him in my mouth and throat.

Something I saw when I was looking at porn stuff for 50 Shades pops into my head. I pull off Jim leaving a trail of slobber on Jim and letting some spit drool out of my mouth. I need him wet, and I bet he will like me being a little slutty. I hold my boobs and squish them together around his hard on. I see Jim smile. "Ezzie, does Jim like this?" I ask.

"Lora would want you to ask Jim." Says Ezzie.

I am sure she can feel the embarrassment I feel about actually asking him. I love doing it, but asking him and saying it out loud is embarrassing.

"I promise you, Mary. You will like the answer." Says Ezzie softly.

I try to swallow my embarrassment. "Do you like this?" I ask.

"Fuck yes." He sighs.

I can see he is thinking something. "What?" I ask, stopping. "Do you not like it?" I say relaxing my hands on my boobs, feeling nervous. "Ezzie, you said I would like the answer." I say as Jim pulls me to my feet and kisses me hard. "Mmmmmnnnn." I sigh

"Does that feel like a kiss from someone that didn't like it." Ezzie says as I kiss Jim.

Jim pulls back. I can see the lust in his eyes. "I Loved It." Jim says and gives me a small smile. "I was seeing more, and I know we shouldn't."

"What shouldn't we do?" I ask, rubbing my hand on his chest. "It's just you and me, like Lora said."

Now I see him getting embarrassed. "I was seeing you finishing me like that." Says Jim.

I smile at him and giggle. "You want to cum on me like that. It will go everywhere."

"I know." He says smiling. "You would look so sexy, but we are trying to have a baby."

I reach my hand behind his head and pull him down for another kiss. I let him go, and drag my boobs back down his body as I kneel down again. "I think we can manage to still have a baby. I am going to suck on you." I say as I let some spit drool out of my mouth and onto his dick, as I slowly stroke him. "I am going to jerk you, and rub my boobs around you." I say as I straighten up and wrap my boobs around him again. "Until you cover me in your cum."

Jim moans and I glance down and smile as I notice the head of his dick is leaking pre-cum. I bend down and lick it off, and smile at him. "Yummy." I say and then bend down and give him a wet sloppy blowjob. I want him nice and wet so he slips easily between my boobs.

After just a couple of minutes of a wet sloppy blowjob. He starts moaning. He is going to cum. I pull my mouth off him, and wrap my boobs around him. I rub my boobs up and down over him. I smile as I watch the head of his dick disappear between my boobs as I pull them up, and then reappear as I push down.

I look up at Jim, and he is looking at me. I can see it in his face. He is close to cumming, and I look down. That was a mistake. It's a unique point of view. Looking right down the barrel of a gun as it fires. I see his cum explode out of the tip as the little hole seems to open up a little. It's coming straight up at me. At the last second I squeeze my eyes shut as I realize what is about to happen. His first shot squirts right under my nose. His second hits between my lips, and I feel a final squirt hit my neck.

I hear Jim let out a big sigh. I open just one eye, and look down. My boobs are covered in cum, and it's dripping down my face, onto my boobs and down onto my fingers.

Jim is looking down at me. "That was so hot. You are so sexy." He says softly.

"I am covered." I say with a smile.

"Sorry." He says sheepishly.

"NO. I mean, yeah I am a mess, but it's kind of hot." I say as I wipe my hand across my mouth and lick his cum off my fingers. Jim just glares at me. "Lay on the bed. Let me go clean up. I will be right back." I say as I get up off my knees, kiss his chest while trying not to smear cum on him, and walk into the bathroom.

I stare at myself in the mirror. I giggle. I look slutty. It's hot. I wipe the worst of it off with a wet washcloth. I then splash some water on my face and wipe my face dry with a hand towel, and give my boobs one more quick wipe. I walk out and Jim is laying on the bed. His hardon sticking straight up. I jump on the bed, and wordlessly climb over him.

We smile at each other and moan as I hold him and sit down on him and pivot my hips until he is deep inside me and my clit brushes against him. "Now about that baby." I say as I lean down and kiss him.

We make love after that. We share soft gentle kisses. I ride him until I cum. As I do I hug his head against my boobs and he licks and sucks on my nipples.

He rolls us over and we make love in the missionary position. I cum again as he leans down and rubs his thumb over my clit as he slides in and out of me. It's a beautiful orgasm.

He pulls out of me and I sigh in disappointment. He rolls me onto my side, snuggles up behind me and pushes back inside of me. He hugs me to him as he rocks back and forth behind me. A few minutes later he hugs me tight and groans as he holds himself deep inside me and cums again.

We stay like that for a while, until his dick eventually slips out of me. He rolls onto his back, and I half lay on top of him as we both fall asleep.

About a month after filming wrapped for 50 Shades I get the call to review and approve the intimate scenes. Jim and I haven't been able to look at the actual footage we have yet. Neither of us has even brought it up. Although Lora has made us both talk about it in our couples session.

I bring Jim with me to watch them. We are alone in a private room. There is a big tv on the wall. "Here we go." Says Jim, as he picks up the remote and hits play. I have to admit the scenes are HOT! Both our butts are clearly on display. I notice a large freckle he has on his butt cheek and tease him about it. My boobs are certainly on display in two scenes. Most notably when I am getting fucked in the second scene. The spanking scenes make me cringe, just because I remember the pain of it. The final scene aside from the spanking is just rough anal sex. I can see it in my face.

We both look at each other. Jim speaks first. "So that was hot." He says with a small smile.

I giggle. "It kind of was." I say with a smile. "The last scene, when you were spanking me so hard. Thank God for that shield. I didn't realize you were swinging like you were. I mean I felt the impact, but wow."

"Yeah I tried really hard to back off at the last second with the final real ones." Jim says.

"I know, Baby." I say hold his cheek. "Water under the bridge, right?"

"Right." Jim says with a smile.

"So next time." I say, and Jim interrupts me.

"Next time?" He asks. "Honey, I don't ever want to do that to you again. Shield or no shield."

"You never read the books did you?" I ask.

"No." He almost laughs.

"The second part is more hot sex. Some bondage, and yes one small token spanking by hand. Anastasia loves Christian and tries to rehabilitate him from his sadomasochistic tendencies." I say. "Could you manage a light token spanking, no marks left behind, for more hot sex scenes with your wife? There could be two more if this is a hit, and I think this is going to be a hit." I say.

"Oh Shit!" Sighs Jim.

"What do you say we go home and practice a little more, just in case." I say.

"I say, let's go." Says Jim smiling.

We walk out. I sign off on the scenes and we head home. Later that evening Lora comes over for our session. I think things have been going really well. She has even started talking to me about losing Mom & Dad.

She walks in and smiles at me. "Well, look at you." She says.

"What?" I ask.

Her smile gets a little bigger. "I see you and Jim had a little adult fun earlier." She says.

"What? How do you know? It was a couple of hours ago, and I even showered." I say smiling.

She holds my shoulders softly and gives me a squeeze. "Mary, we have been talking for a while now. I can read you like a book."

I throw my hands up in defeat. "You can. Nicole can. Auntie can. Can everyone?" I ask.

"Only those of us that know you and love you." She says as she turns me towards the couch.

We sit and start our session. About halfway through it. She admits she was curious about Centauri, when she heard about the plot for the movie. So she went to a comic store and bought some. "She is you and you are her." Lora says.

"I wish I could fly and have her powers." I say.

Lora glances at Ezzie, you have your own superpowers, but I wasn't thinking literally. She had a bad childhood, to a point so did you. She got caught in an explosion and got amazing powers. You inherited Ezzie. She had a horrible crisis that made her question everything, but at the end of the movie she comes out stronger. Just like you have." Lora says and drops a comic book on the table. It's a big splash page. Centauri is flying up into the clouds, with the sun shining brightly behind her.

"Wait. You think I am stronger?" I ask.

"You are. Have you realized you haven't been bothered by any of your original issues in a few weeks. We have moved on to a little unresolved grief about losing your parents which almost everyone has." Says Lora.

"Are you saying we are done?" I ask shocked.

"I think it would be good to keep talking maybe weekly for a bit, but yes you have done a lot of hard work. I think you have come to terms with.." Lora says but I jump up and hug her.

"Thank You!" I say crying.

She just hugs me and holds me. "Ssshhh, it's ok. Let those happy tears out." She says softly.

"Sorry." I sniffle as I pull back, and look up at Jim standing by the railing looking out over the hills.

"Go ahead. Go tell him." I will wait, she says with a big smile.

He turns as he hears the slider open and I jump into his arms. I cry. I tell him what Lora said. I hug Jim for the longest time, and he holds me tight. I am just so happy. I turn back to look inside and Lora is gone. There is a note on top of the comic book.

"You go celebrate with Jim. I will see you at the end of the week for our scheduled appointment, and then we will go once a week.

I look at the comic and Lora has written almost in a circle around Centauri. "I Am Not Alone. I Am Brave. I Am Strong!"

I start getting teary eyed again, and I get an idea looking at the drawing of Centauri flying up into the sky.

Ezzie speaks up. "I think that is a wonderful idea."

That night Jim and I cuddle on the couch watching TV. It's been an emotional day, and I am tired. He knows this and we just cuddle. I end up falling asleep against him. I wake up with the sun just starting to rise. Jim is asleep, I am asleep against him, and Zeena is curled up at my feet on the couch. I just lay there and smile, and close my eyes again.

We eventually get up. Jim leaves for the studio, and I call Marie. "Is there anything pressing today we can't bump out?" I ask.

"No. Are you ok?" She asks.

I smile as I look at myself in the mirror. "I am great. I have something I want to do. I want to play hooky." I say.

I can hear Marie's smile. "Go play hooky. I'll cover for you."

"Thanks, Marie." I say as I hang up and get dressed.

I leave the doggy door open for Zeena, so she can go out into our yard. I give her a cookie, hop in my Jeep, and head for Beverly Hills.

Thanks to Ezzie, I am taken right in, by the best tattoo artist in Beverly Hills. She is well known as the tattoo artist to the stars. I show her the comic page. I want Centauri with the sun behind her, some clouds under her and Lora's writing on my arm.

She scans it, reduces it a little to better fit on my arm. She applies a blue outline on my arm that she printed from the scan, and starts tattooing me. I will say, it's a long 5 hours, and while it doesn't hurt exactly, it's not comfortable. It's all done and I am looking in the mirror getting emotional again. It's perfect.

Centauri is flying through the sky in her new costume. The sun is big and bright behind her, and clouds beneath her feet. Her hair is blowing free, and in Lora's script. "I Am Not Alone. I Am Brave. I Am Strong!" Circle around her. I am never going to forget those words.

She gives me an ointment. I need to leave my arm wrapped in the plastic wrap until tonight. Then twice a day use the ointment and a fresh bandage for 3 days. She gives me all the supplies I will need.

I head to Jim's studio since it's close by. I know he is between classes. I run in, and hug him. "What did you do to your arm?" He asks, concerned.

I smile and turn it towards him. His eyes go wide. "Wow! I know it's too late, but are you sure?" He asks.

"Do you not like it?" I ask, getting nervous.

"No, Mary. I love it. I think it's great." He says and I hug him again.

"I want to show Nicole." I say.

Jim smiles. "I bet Nick will love it. You got your first tattoo. How about you go home, wait for me, and we can pick up Johnnie's on the way."

"Good idea. Nick will definitely love that. I will call them." I say and I kiss him goodbye as the people for the next class start coming in.

Nicole has me on speaker. I can hear Ronald squealing and Nick playing with him. I tell them I want to come over and share some good news with them. I am willing to bring Johnnie's with me. I hear Nick cheer and then yell out. "I need two."

"I know. You are in training for your new movie that your awesome agent got for you." I say laughing.

"I have the cutest agent in all of Hollywood." He yells. "Yeah yeah. Stop buttering me up. I will get you two." I laugh.

About two hours later Jim, Zeena & I arrive at Nicole's. I have a long sleeved shirt over my tank top I wore to the tattoo shop. We are eating. Nicole & I keep giving Ronald little pieces of ours.

I tell them what Lora said and how she compared me to Centauri. Then I show them the comic with her writing on it. Nicole smiles at me and asks. "What does that mean?"

I pause for a moment. I haven't shared this. "Lora had me repeat a mantra in my head when I got nervous. I am not alone. I am brave. I am strong. He can not hurt me." I say softly.

Nicole's voice cracks and she gets up to hug me. "Oh Mary." I look up as Nicole hugs me and I see Nick's face. He is upset too.

Jim reaches out for my hand. "Show them." He says with a smile.

"Show us what?" Says Nicole still hugging me.

I tap her arm. "Let me up." I say, as I push my chair back. I grab the bottom of my long sleeved shirt and stop. "I never want to forget those words." I say and I pull my shirt off.

Nicole gasps surprised. "Mary!" She says smiling.

"You got ink? What is it? I can't see." Nick says getting up. Nick looks at me and smiles. "Now that is one badass statement. Nobody better ever mess with you again." He says, as he bends down and gives me the nicest hug. He holds me for a minute, and says softly to me. "Now you will never forget just how strong you are. I am proud of you." He says and he turns and kisses my cheek.

Nicole has tears in her eyes. "Nicole!" I say.

"Oh shut up and give me a hug." She says, wrapping her arms around me. "I Love You." She says softly to me.

"I love you too." I say getting emotional.

Nick starts playing medic. He starts inspecting the wrap. Let's take the plastic off, clean it and let it air dry. You need to let the skin breathe too. He has quite a few tattoos so I just do as he says. His big strong hands are so gentle with me.

I go to work and Marie is upset I won't show her the tattoo under the bandage. I show her the comic book. I still have it sticking out of my tote. I put it in one of those stiff padded mailers when I went to the tattoo shop. I didn't want it to get bent.

"Oh wow." She says with a smile. "Can I borrow it?" She asks.

"Marie, I don't want it damaged." I say.

Marie smiles at me. "I figured as much. I was going to have one of our media guys scan it, very carefully, so you have a nice digital copy."