The next couple of days were a bit of a mess for me. I tried to continue on with my work and things pretty regularly, but all I could ever think about was happened that night... what he did to me... what I... did for him... no! What he MADE me do. I didn't want to do it. I never wanted to do it. But he's hypnotized me and... and.... now...
I sat alone in my apartment on my couch, contemplating the situation. It had been 4 days since I had seen him.
He didn't come by my apartment, he didn't call, he didn't even text. The ball really was in my court. But what was I saying? As if I was ever gonna talk to him again. I didn't want anything to do with him.
After all, if he wanted to own me so bad, he can be the one to make the move. Why should I have to do it? Doesn't make any sense. Just because I want him and love him and need him doesn't mean I... I... oh god. What did he do to me? I'm so fucked up. I'm so... hard... so hard....
I looked down at my pants, finding a large tent staring back up at me. Why... why does thinking about this.. about him, get me so hard? Thinking about him.. hugging me.. kissing me... dropping me...
These were not my thoughts, these were his. I shook my head, and glanced around my living room. There had to be some way that I could get past this. Maybe the longer I could wait, the quicker this would be over. I mean it had been a while since he dropped me... maybe he wouldn't even be able to do it anymore. And then at some point these suggestions would go away.
My eyes wandered around as I pondered, and they stopped on the tv. His laptop was still connected, he had left it here. Fuck. At least now he had a good reason to come here. Maybe I could just text him and let him now so he could come and pick it up... no, no way. Fuck him, I'll keep his shit for all I care. I walked over to it and unplugged the hdmi, scooping it up and sitting back down again with it.
I opened it up and hit the power button. I don't know why exactly I felt like turning it on. Maybe I could find some way to fix my situation in his files, or something. The lock screen booted up, but there was need for a password. What the hell?
I clicked it up and a video instantly loaded up. My eyes widened in surprise and my body tensed up as I immediately prepared to shut the computer, but m eyes were suddenly glued to a spiral on the screen. A spiral that seemed a little familiar. Soon, a voice rang out from the laptop's speaker. Matt's voice.
"If you're watching this, it means that all my suggestions are working and you are on track to becoming a fully trained and owned slave. You might wonder why you opened this laptop, or why you simply won't close it, and well, all I can say is that playing with your mind is a lot of fun. Toying with your resistance until it breaks and you become fully mine. And the thing is, you'll even come to enjoy it too."
I couldn't believe this. So not only my thoughts... but even my actions were controlled by him?? Just how deeply was he playing me???
"Today I think we will work on your love for me. I know by now I have planted the seed of love in your brain, so that you will agree to everything I'm doing to you. You will come to obey me because of your love, and will want to be my slave. Understand?"
I shook my head no, but my eyes couldn't look away. I had to get out of here. I need to shut this laptop now or else-
"Sleep now. We'll start with something easy. Grab your phone for me, if you dont mind, and open those sleepy eyes of yours once more. You need to text me the words 'I'm ready for reprogramming', and and then wait patiently for me to show up. In the meantime, you will take in my suggestions. Tonight, you and I are going on a date."
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