My head still spinning, my focus blurred like a child's finger painting. What have you done to me? The fear of the unknowing only surpassed by the panic of what is to come. My legs are so sore and unstable. A deep ache burns hot embers in my cunt. What torturous play have you put me through? I search for the recollection of the nights events, only to find the erased chalkboard of my mind. How could I have let this happen? You seemed so nice, polite to a fault. I only wished I hadn't joined your dangerous game. No, I shouldn't have left myself that vulnerable and open. You told me it would be fun, now I have no idea if fun was had. A night lost. My mind screams of thoughts of what you could have accomplished in that time, my body corroboration the cries are justified. I only wish I knew what happened.
Oh you were such an easy target. I saw a hunger in you that made my game all the easier to play. I brought you in like a fly to my spider web; you dangled in your despair as I took control. You were only too happy to join the game, your need matched only by my desire to have command. You were keen with your questions, afraid at first but ready to take the titanic plunge into the world hypnotic. I lit all the candles setting a calm, soft mood. Your breathing rapid at first soon slowed to a snails pace. I had you look deep in my eyes, beyond the iris, into the void of my soul. You thought it might be a relaxing affair to be so under, so completely trusting, never thinking I was the wolf in sheep's clothing.
I remember your dark place with only a hit of light from the lit candles, shadows dancing playfully as the flames licked the air. Your soft gentle eyes gave me a sense of trust that I had never felt in someone before. It was as if I wanted you to take me right then. The last thing I remember is gazing deeply into your eyes, beyond your eyes. I was staring directly into your soul but there was no soul to be found. You had me then; I knew I could never break free of your mental bondage. No matter how much I wanted to tear my thought away, from the noose you held so tightly, I could not disturb the unification of my psyche and your authority. Ensnared I felt myself falling into the abyss, lost in a darkness so sinister. I could still sense my surroundings but no sensation was felt. How could I become a prisoner in my own shell and mind? I listened to your strong voice but heard not a sound. The silence so loud it billowed in my skull. I just kept thinking, what is going to happen to me? What if I can't break free?
I knew I had your soul, free to play with like the puppeteer plays with the marionette, you would not free from my devious strings. You were lost in my domination with no way out. Every command you would execute, not even knowing why you were doing it. The many years of study under the Great Ones was finally paying off in spades. You lay before me in your Sara Wang dress, worth more money than I have ever made in a month's time. I despise you for your wealth. I look at your pitiful situation and know it is much disserved. Some scratch and claw to gain the simplest things in life. My hands still feel the agony of life's passage. You however, lay there with your five hundred dollar haircut and obvious nose job, everything handed to you your whole life. I guess that is why you were such easy prey. Your naivety captivated me to embrace your essence. There could be nothing more pleasing than to have you willing and raw for what would be new.
I can see you but I can't focus. My head wants to jump out and grab you and make you let me go. I feel the shivers of goose bumps form over my body as you start taking off my clothes. I can't believe I can not stop this intrusion. I am paralyzed within my own body. I know I am able to move, nothing is broken, yet I am unable to do so. You have me trapped in a spell unbreakable.
