Jessica tried to tell herself she wasn't breaking any rules, but she was still a little bit frightened of what Master was going to say. She was wearing clothes in the house, yes, but that was allowed when she was going outside, and she really hoped she would be going outside just as soon as she asked permission. Getting ready was taking the, um... taking the thing, the big word that meant doing things on your own... Jessica felt the usual thick fog settle over her thoughts, but this time she pushed back against it. What she was doing was too important to relax into the soft pink mist that swallowed her big words. She was taking the...
Imitative! That was it. Jessica was taking the imitative for her Master and she felt so proud. She walked into his den and stood behind his chair, hands clasped together in front of her, trying not to make her worried face. He didn't notice her at first-that was another rule Jessica wasn't exactly breaking, going into the den when Master was working. But she was allowed when it was important, and this was a big important thing Jessica wanted to do for the man she adored.
She finally screwed up the courage to speak. "Um, Master?" she said, her voice hesitant. "I, um... I have a favor to ask." He swiveled his chair around to face her, his face a little bit stormy as he took in her outfit. But he didn't say anything about it, at least not yet. He just rested his hands on the armrests of his chair and raised one eyebrow in silent consternation. She could tell he was probably mad at her, but she hoped he would feel better once she explained herself.
With nothing to do but dig herself in deeper, Jessica pressed on with the speech she'd been practicing. "Um, so I was... um, kind of..." She winced, knowing that the next part skirted yet more rule-breaking. "Um... thinking. About how to be a better girl for you," she added quickly, before he could get the idea that she needed any punishments or anything. "And I know you've got to go to the grocery store pretty soon, and I thought that maybe, if-if it was okay with you, Master, maybe I could go instead? Um, not, like, far or anything, just..." She felt the weight of his continual silence pressing down on her, squeezing the words back down into her chest. "Just to the... the store."
He kept staring at her, the hush in the room freezing into an icy quiet that seemed to stretch into an eternity. Jessica felt like she had to keep talking just to keep it at bay. "It's just that, I mean... I know it's got to be hard for you, going out every week to do the grocery shopping and pushing around that big, um... ummm..." She furrowed her brow, trying to remember the name of the thing with the wheels that you put all the food into. It was so hard to think about stuff that wasn't in the house, but she needed to show him she could do things just like a smart girl if she had to. "Cart!" she said at last, her voice triumphant.
Then she frowned again. She'd forgotten what she was going to say next. It took her almost a full minute to backtrack through the pink fog in her head and regain her train of thought, a minute that felt like an hour under Master's stern gaze. "I just want to help you, Master. May I? Please?" she asked, her voice cracking with anxiety as she finally ran out of smart girl words.
He kept looking at her, his face unreadable. Jessica felt her knees trying to buckle, her body instinctively wanting to drop down and nuzzle his crotch the way she always did when she made a mistake and wanted to say she was sorry with her tongue. But she didn't know if that would make things better, or worse. So instead she froze, waiting for him to make up his mind.
Finally, his expression broke into an indulgent smile. "You really want to help me, huh, good girl?" he asked, his eyes twinkling with amusement. Jessica couldn't help smiling right along with him as the tense feeling inside her stomach finally melted into sheer delight. Master understood she was trying to be his good girl. He wasn't mad at her. That alone made her feel so relieved that she couldn't even describe it. She began to giggle, her fingers nervously twisting themselves into her curly blonde hair as the tension inside her unwound.
Master stood up and took her hand, guiding her over to the couch. He sat down and patted the spot next to him, beckoning her to join him. "Now sweetie," he said, as she took her place at his side, "you know I'm always very proud of you when you try to use that silly little brain of yours to find ways to be a better good girl for me. Don't you?"
Jessica nodded, feeling as always the little pulse of warmth and happiness she got whenever she agreed with Master. "And I'm happy that you tried to take the initiative and come up with something you could do to help make my life easier." Jessica blinked heavily as her brain tried to process the smart girl word he used-she knew she could get it if he just gave her a minute or two, it sounded a lot like something she kind of remembered-but he kept talking, and she let it go so she could keep up with what he was saying. Master was always so nice and understanding when she couldn't figure out all the big words anyway.
"Even getting dressed all by yourself, without any help from me, it's..." He chuckled a little, as if unable to help himself. "Well, you definitely tried." Jessica looked down at her outfit, struggling to figure out what was wrong with it. She'd remembered her stockings, and she'd remembered to wear a nice short skirt that showed off her pretty thighs. She even remembered to put on a shirt! But she must have made a mistake somewhere, because Master was... was...
Jessica's eyes started to unfocus as she took in the sight of her full, heavy tits, hanging out of the front and gathered together into perfect mind-blanking cleavage by the low collar. Seeing her own breasts always made Jessica feel dumb and horny, just like Master said it would. That's because Master was smart, and Jessica was... was... she felt the bubble of thought in her mind pop, leaving her head empty and hollow. Her jaw slackened, and a droplet of saliva fell onto her chest as she began to drool vacantly.
Then Master snapped his fingers, and she looked back up at him again with a groggy, confused stare. He'd been saying something, she realized, but she couldn't remember what it was. The words had simply vanished into the warm, soft pink mist that filled her head whenever she found one of her dumb girl triggers. Jessica knew better than to try to retrieve them-thinking about what Master said when she was blank only made her blank all over again.
Master's smile said he understood, but his words where exactly what Jessica didn't want to hear. "You see?" he said, his voice tender."This is why I can't let you go out to get the groceries by yourself, sweetie pie. It's just too big a job for a silly girl like you. No, you just stay here in the big house and do your good girl chores, and when I get back you can help me put everything away and then I can fuck that pretty little pussy of yours. How does that sound?"
The fucking part sounded so good that Jessica had a hard time focusing on the rest of it, but she didn't want to give up quite that easily. "But Master," she said, giving him her best winsome, pleading smile, "I know I can think when it helps me be a good girl for you. Can't I just try? I'm sure I can be real smart if I need to, I can read the list and, and everything!" She was kind of bluffing there-Jessica knew that her pussy always got so wet when she forgot how to read for Master, and horny good girls always listened to their pussy instead of their brains-but she was willing to say anything if it meant getting the chance to prove herself for Master.
But he just smiled and shook his head. "Now, sweetie," he said, putting his hand on her knee. "It's not about being smart for me. We both know you're as smart as you need to be to obey me. It's about-" He sighed, his brow furrowing as he tried to find just the right words for her. "You know perfectly well that you're a weak-willed, malleable slut, aren't you?" Jessica nodded again, her head filling with fluffy pink pleasure as she agreed with Master. "You're such an empty-headed suggestible girl that it's just about impossible for you to say 'no' anymore. Isn't that right?"
Jessica could feel her eyes glazing over and her smile becoming fixed and plastic as she repeated, "Oh, yes Master. I'm such an empty-headed, suggestible girl. It's impossible for me to say 'no' anymore." She felt a warm, erotic shiver of pride pass through her body as she accepted Master's instructions, one that left a lingering pool of hot pleasure between her legs. It always felt so amazing to let her mind fuzz out into thoughtless bliss and repeat Master's programming back to him-even the smart girl words made perfect sense, when they were part of her brainwashing.