"Doesn't Really Matter"
"Excuse me?" Piper looked over at the dark-haired woman who had just sat down across from her. The woman looked back, her hazel eyes glinting with amusement. "Hi. Sorry, but that seat's, um..." She trailed off, momentarily distracted by a gleam of light reflecting off the woman's ring. She wore only the one piece of jewelry, but the stone in it was massive and polished to an iridescent sheen that caught the eye and held it. "It's, um, taken. Sorry."
The woman moved her hand slightly, almost unnoticeably save for the way that it caused the gemstone to shine in the flickering candlelight. "That doesn't really matter, though, does it?" she said calmly.
Piper furrowed her brow, uncertain of what exactly the woman meant. "Well, it's just that it's my boyfriend's." She looked up at the woman's face, but then the light refracted a rainbow of color into her eye and she glanced down at the ring again. It was amazing, she thought. The light almost seemed to dance on the smooth surface like a sheen of oil on water. "The seat, I mean," she said, the words suddenly feeling thick and clumsy in her mouth. "I'm waiting for him, and when he gets here, he'll want to sit here. I mean there."
The woman nodded, but Piper only noticed it out of the corner of her eye. "That doesn't really matter, though. Not right now. He's not here yet, and you don't need to spend that time waiting for such an inconsiderate boy all by yourself, do you? Not when you and I can pass the time so pleasantly together."
"I, um...I suppose you're right," Piper said with a touch of reluctance in her voice. She didn't want to make a big fuss, not when Jeremy would be here soon enough. They could ask this strange woman to leave then. In the meanwhile, she could admire that astonishing ring for a bit longer.
"I see you've noticed my ring," the woman said, almost as if reading Piper's thoughts. "Isn't it beautiful? So many colors, swirling and sparkling on its surface as it scatters the light. It almost seems to glow from within, doesn't it?"
Piper nodded without looking away from the ring. "What kind of stone is it?" she asked.
"It's opal, but that doesn't really matter," the woman responded. "What's important is that it's pretty, and that you want to watch it, isn't that right?" Piper nodded again, leaning in slightly to get a better view. "That's right, dear. Just keep watching, letting those pretty rainbow colors dance in your eyes. A well-cut opal reflects so many colors that it's almost hard to keep track of. It helps if you focus on it. Imagine that inner glow drawing your eyes in, Piper, narrowing your gaze down so that all you see is my opal."
Piper looked up sharply, the spell of the opal broken for the moment. "How did you know my name?"
The woman smiled gently, waving off the question with a gesture that drew Piper's eyes right back to the opal ring again. "It doesn't really matter, dear, but as it happens, I simply chanced to notice you sitting here. So I asked the manager who that beautiful woman was with the curly auburn hair, sitting all alone and looking so forlorn? He said that the reservation was in the name of Piper, and I thought I'd come over and introduce myself since you didn't have anyone to be with."
"Um...my boyfriend..." Piper felt like she should be more irritated by this woman's constant dismissals of Jeremy than she really was, but instead she was feeling slightly detached from it all. The ring kept distracting her; it shimmered in the candlelight, glimmering with a whole new spectrum of colors every time the woman shifted her hand even slightly, and Piper found herself breathing in time to the slowly swirling hues.
"It doesn't really matter, dear. If you're alright with him practically abandoning you like this, I won't say another word about him. You can relax, Piper." The woman's voice was soft, soothing. "Just relax and look at the opal. Relax into the soothing inner glow of the stone."
It seemed like the stone was growing slowly larger now, expanding to fill more of her vision. "It's so beautiful, Piper. Like a magnet on your eyes. Your eyes follow the stone and the pretty colors instinctively now, so focused on it, not wanting to miss a single moment of that scintillating glow. Focusing all your attention on those colors, focusing your gaze and your thoughts on my opal. Feeling your breathing slow as you watch and relax."
Piper nodded absently, staring at the opal with rapt attention. She could tell that it was moving, but her eyes followed it effortlessly. After a few moments, she didn't even notice that it was moving at all. It was as if the opal stayed perfectly still, glowing with its iridescent sheen, and the world moved around it.
"You're relaxing so completely now, Piper," the woman said. "You're watching the pretty, pretty colors dance and sparkle in your eyes, letting my voice drift through your mind and letting everything else go so that you can allow yourself to focus on the beautiful gem completely. You don't need to think about what I'm saying right now. It doesn't really matter. You can just feel my soft voice wrap around you like a warm blanket while you watch and listen and relax."
Piper exhaled slowly, feeling the tension flow out of her with each breath. The room seemed to sway and dance slightly around the opal, but she no longer noticed. The stone was the only thing she needed to notice right now. It was so fascinating. Everything else faded into unimportant background details next to the beauty of the woman's ring. They didn't really matter. Piper could let herself tune them all out completely, save for the woman's voice, and even that was only important because it was so soothing to listen to. She nodded in agreement without recognizing that she was agreeing to anything in particular.
"That's right," the woman said, "such a good girl, following so easily and effortlessly, your mind drawn into the opal's endless glow." She had such a warm, calming voice; it was almost like the opal was talking to her, encouraging Piper to lose herself in the beauty of the gemstone and let the rest of the world slip away. It felt so good simply to watch the ring and put one foot in front of the other, following the pretty colors with her eyes and her head and her feet-
"Um..." Piper said, amazed at how thick and muzzy her voice sounded. "...we're leaving." There was more to the sentence in her head; she wanted to point out that she'd never eaten, that her boyfriend would wonder where she went, that she wasn't sure that following a strange woman out into the street to who knows where was a good idea. But before she even said it, Piper knew what the response would be, and it seemed like too much work to bring all those objections up when she could hear the ghost of all those "doesn't really matter"s floating around in her mind.
"That's right, dear," the woman said. "Your friend clearly isn't coming, so I thought you and I might go someplace nice and have a quiet chat."
"Boyfriend," Piper said, trying to summon up some trace of irritation and failing. The ring shone so beautifully that it didn't seem like anything was worth getting upset over. She felt her feet move mechanically, one step after another, but it didn't really feel like she was moving them at all. She was following the gem.
"He doesn't really matter, dear," the woman said dismissively. "Let him go have his fun, wherever he's gotten off to. You and I have so much nicer things to talk about."
She could stop walking, Piper realized loosely. She could just turn around, go back to the restaurant and wait for...Jerry? Jimmy? Piper tried to remember his name, but just then the gemstone caught a flash from the headlights of a passing car that distracted her again. Maybe in a few minutes, she thought. After she was done looking at the opal, she'd go back and wait for whatsisname at that place she was at. The woman started talking to her again, but it was in that soft voice she'd been using earlier that seemed to go into Piper's head without ever touching her mind, and she didn't pay much attention to it. She was busy watching the colors.