So, we continue our history of Anne's Harbor later in the evening. Wendy Carmichael, who would one day become instrumental in making the town a haven for magical and non-magical beings who pursued a sex positive, body positive, all-inclusive lifestyle, was a bit confused. To be fair, she'd become an anthropomorphic vixen with a heightened sex drive earlier that day. Of course, such a thing was impossible. After all, magic wasn't real...Right?
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I shivered as I parked my car in front of my parent's house. After graduating from UNC-Wilmington with a double major in Marketing and Political Science, I had moved back home. Of course I had. It wasn't like you could immediately find work anywhere outside of The Beltway with those degrees, at least not without the right parents or the right connections.
My father was the police chief in a town with fewer than 5,000 people. My mother worked with the City Manager's Office to promote the community and various local events. Connections weren't really something I had, outside of a 30-mile slice of coastal North Carolina.
I turned the car off and sat for a moment. I stared at my reflection in the rear-view mirror, trying to collect myself. Had I just masturbated in a dressing room? Was that really something I'd done? I'd had wild friends in college who bragged about that sort of thing. I'd never done it myself, though. I couldn't imagine it. If my mother ever found out, she'd die of embarrassment.
Jill Carmichael (nee Brandt, if anyone cares) had been raised a proper Protestant lady. Preacher's daughter, Chastity Club president, only ever been with one man, the works. She'd instilled the same values in my sister Candy (short for 'Cynthia'. Don't ask.) and me. I'd kissed a boy once. Well, maybe twice.
But beyond that, my only sexual exploits were personal and private. I'd explored my body, once I discovered just how good it could feel. But those explorations always took place behind a closed and locked door, in the dead of night, when everyone near me was deeply asleep.
Thinking back on what happened in the dressing room, I flushed. Part of it was embarrassment, yes. But part of it was also just how sexy things had been. I'd never worn anything so blatantly sexy as that vixen costume. The skirt was more than twice as short as my most daring article of clothing. And if my mother saw me in a halter top like that...
The flush in my cheeks crept downward, and I felt the exact moment when it reached my nipples. My peaks were usually at least a little stiff, since they were fuckin huge, but this was full on high beams.
Wait, 'fuckin huge'? I never used language like that, not even in my mind. My mother would lose her shit if she found out I'd been thinking such thoughts. My reflection's eyes bulged a bit when I realized I'd thought the word 'shit' too. I snapped my eyes shut, taking a deep breath and trying to get myself under control. This was nuts.
But it had been incredibly sexy, in that dressing room. I had an amazing body, there was no denying it. That skirt had made my thighs look amazing. Not at all like the thick, unpleasant pieces of flesh I was used to thinking of them as. Who the hell needed a thigh gap, when there was so much sultry muscle and soft flesh to caress?
And my tits! That halter had made them look
huge
. I'd found my tits truly sexy for the first time in my life, staring at them in that top...
"Wen? You okay in there?"
I jumped, my eyes jumping open. Candy, my little sister, was standing outside my driver's door. She just pulled up next to me, and I hadn't even heard the crunch of the gravel. She was giving me an extremely odd look. The reason why became clear in the next instant.
"I'm all for feminine health awareness, but maybe save the self-breast exams for your room, or at least the bathroom with the door closed?"
I blinked in confusion, then looked down. A soft gasp escaped me. My hands were cupping my tits, squeezing them gently. I'd been groping myself while reliving the dressing room. I dropped my hands instantly, even as I felt my cheeks heating up again.
"Sorry Candy. Marsha McGill had a scare with a lump that turned out to be a benign cyst. I'm just freaked out, is all."
Even as I got the words out, I felt like an idiot. If Candy bothered to ask Marsha about her 'scare', she'd find out I was full of shit in two shakes. But she wouldn't ask. Probably. I mean, a lady didn't ask another lady about her tits. That's how our mother raised us Carmichael girls, after all.
Candy nodded, turning towards the house with a slightly confused, slightly concerned look on her face. That was when it hit me: I'd been thinking the word 'tits' in relation to breasts. And if the sticky feeling between my thick, sexy thighs was anything to go by...Wait, 'thick, sexy thighs'? What was wrong with me?
I got out of my car, locking the door with a shaking hand. What in the world was happening to me? I'd never thought of my tits as tits. That was demeaning as fuck. And I never thought the word fuck, either. I took a deep, steadying breath, and walked toward the house.