I started talking to a guy on line and having cyber sex with him. It started innocently enoughâŠhe lived in a different state, was married and me being the kind of girl who dislikes commitment, our flirting and fun was a great alternative to actually having to go through all the dating rituals. He was eager to please, and always does. Our talks were fun in the beginning â I guess because we didnât know each other that well, each otherâs likes and dislikes â they were your average sex conversations. We both would peak in orgasms but it wasnât anything to write a story about.
Now after weâve been talking for a while our conversations are anything but âvanillaâ and he turns me on in ways I didnât think were ever possible â never mind the fact that he does it all with his mind and over a computer. I now
belong
to him and if I ever talk to someone else online for sex, itâs only because He is not available. Itâs never as good with anyone else though and Iâm usually left unimpressed, dissatisfied and eagerly waiting for a message from Him to appear to rescue me.
I never thought I was one of those women who would like to be literally taken over by a man. Who would like being tied up and degraded. Called slut, cocksucker and whore. Violently molested and put on display for others to witness and sometimes to fuck, like a piece of meat and as if I werenât even there. And no Iâm not crazy, I DO realize this is all happening in my mind with the images and words He gives me to put together but you really couldnât understand it unless you experienced it. As I said, I never thought I was one of those womenâŠ.oh but I am, and He has discovered a true slut in me and I happen to like her very much! Sheâs wild and free and only cares about one thingâŠPleasing Him. When I touch myself during our conversations I am surprised by how wet my pussy is. I sometimes think He is pushing it too far, and think to myself, no I wouldnât like that, but Iâll go along with it for sake of conversation. And then I touch my pussy and find it soaking wet!!!
He and I role-play in our conversations. Itâs so incredibly real and I cannot wait for the time when I get to meet Him face to face and He takes me in the ways Heâs already described to me. The following story is my fantasy about finally meeting Him.
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Iâm standing at the baggage claim at an International Airport. He said Heâd meet me here but Iâm not exactly sure who Iâm looking for. I feel like Iâm being watched but Iâm certain itâs just paranoia. Iâve seen His picture a thousand times and Iâm sure Iâd know His face in a crowd of millions. Although itâs His cock more than anything that I canât wait to see. To worship. Weâd been talking on line for months now. Almost a year actually. In fact, this was a bit of an anniversary celebration. He sent me a ticket over the Internet to come and meet Him. Weâd talked about meeting up all the time, and even when He talked about flying me out, I didnât think it would ever really happen. Yet here I was â wearing the Cornflower Blue halter dress I picked out because the color accented my eyes and the plunging neckline accented my tits â hair done up like a model â lips painted like a porn star â waiting for Him to come get me.
That feeling of being watched came over me again and I darted my eyes around the terminal searching for Him. Or at least for the person who was watching me. Iâd gotten a lot of looks dressed the way I was, but this feeling was more menacing.
Suddenly my breath was taken from me as two arms wrapped around me. One went around my waist and the other around my neck and throat. He pulled me close into Him and ground His hips into my ass. My knees started to give way from sheer exhilaration of finally being here with Him. I didnât care about the other people in the airport â I wasnât aware of any other being on the face of the planet in the moment when He first touched me.
He didnât speak at first. We didnât need to. I knew it was Him. And we were both enjoying the moment weâd been waiting for all this time. To hold each other, to feel each other, to be close enough to touch. His embrace was firm and experienced. Somehow familiar and strong. As He tightened his hold on me, He finally spoke and whispered in my ear, âHey Baby. I canât believe youâre here.â That voice pierced through me and I could only gasp in reply.
When youâre having sex with someone over the Internet or on the phone you can stimulate yourself to an extent and even mimic the actions of the person youâre wishing you were with. But the one thing you cannot substitute is kissing. Whenever He wrote or spoke about kissing me I would melt. And now, as he spun me around and took my face in His handsâŠwe stared deeply into each others eyes. Face to face with the man whoâd discovered the real person inside me and who liked me even more so for it. I felt so in love with Him â I trusted him with my very life â I was completely ready to give myself over mind, body and soul.
With his fingers burying themselves in my hair on the back of my neck and shoulders, he finally kissed me. I lost myself there. Any notions I had of coming into town for the weekend and leaving my own person again were completely gone. He repeatedly told me I was His. That I belonged to Him and Him alone. I never protested it, but I didnât truly believe it until this moment.
I sucked his bottom lip into my mouth â our heads twisted and rotated â tongues danced and darted â hands groped and caressed â until He broke our kiss and took my face in his hands again.
âYOU are MINE â you may be here for only this weekend â but this is only the beginning of the rest of your life with me. You will experience pleasures you did not even know were possible until now. You will experience pain you did not know was possible until now. You, my little slut, will do things youâve never even read about. I am going to please you. I am also going to hurt you, you do understand that donât you?â
âYes Sirâ
âOh good! You already understand your place here with me. You want me to please you donât you slut?â
âYes Sirâ
âAnd you want me to hurt you as well, donât you whore?â
âYes Sirâ
âTell me, cocksucker, who do you belong to?â
âI belong to you Sirâ
:âAnd who are you here to please you fucking cunt?â
âI am here only to please you Sirâ