Chapter 6
Kyle slowly let consciousness seep back into his world and stretched slightly. It was at that point that he realized that there was a warm wet mouth engulfing his morning wood and he remembered his bedroom guest. "Well this is a very good wake up, Shayla."
The dark skinned girl looked up and let his cock pop momentarily past her thick lips. "And a good morning to yourself sleepyhead. I woke up with a mighty need. I fucking swear this shit is stronger today than it was yesterday. And damn did I need it yesterday." She dove back down on his waiting cock like a starving woman causing Kyle to moan in pleasure.
"And here I thought you wanted to talk today," Kyle groaned enjoying Shayla's attention. "And there is always our next session as well."
Shayla bobbed her head up and down a few more times before licking her way up his full shaft. "I do but I need this so bad. And knowing you did it is making it hotter. I'd go fucking crazy if I couldn't suck you right now," She said before engulfing him again. She slurped loudly and began truly fucking her mouth with his cock. Each time down she took him a little deeper gagging slightly and pulling back up only to dive hungrily back down.
Kyle couldn't resist this onslaught and grabbed a handful of hair as he arched his hips upward exploding inside her waiting mouth. "Fuck!" He growled as his cock pumped jet after jet of thick sperm.
Shayla swallowed relishing the taste in her mouth and then slowly licked up each drop teasing a bit more out of Kyle's softening dick. "Damn that shit tastes so good. I can't believe that is after just one day." She crawled up next to him and laid her head on his chest. "This is so hot for me you just have no idea."
"Well I'm not complaining," Kyle said with a chuckle. "But that is something that I can remove for you so that you aren't always dealing with that craving."
"So you telling me you don't like having a black girl addicted to your cum?" she said with a grin lifting her head up off his chest to look at him.
"I never said that. But what I like and just how altering that is for you is two different things."
"Ok I guess we do need to talk before we go much further. You are a nice guy and that makes this easy and hard all at the same time. I mean I knew that if you could do the things you wouldn't fuck me up cause you wouldn't do that to a person but now that I know you can do the shit I need you to not be quite as nice a guy, ok?"
Kyle looked at Shayla frowning slightly. "I am not getting what you are saying here. You like that I am a nice guy but now that we have done a few things you don't want me to be a nice guy?"
Shayla sighed, "Yeah that is what I'm saying. But from that look I can see you just ain't getting it. I'm fucked up."
Kyle sat up against the headboard and his frown deepened, "You are not fucked up Shayla and I don't want to hear you say that about yourself again."
Shayla sat up and looked hard at the man on the bed with her. "Ok I am going to go over a lot of shit. Try not to interrupt me too much cause this is going to be hard for me to get out. When its all done you can decide where we want to go from here. You may not think much of me when I get there though."
"Shayla I think you're pretty awesome. I mean its not like I would," Kyle began but was cut off as she put her hand over his mouth."
"For someone as smart as you are you sure are dumb sometimes. Let me get this out. I'm going to ramble a bit and it might not all make sense but hear me out."
Kyle nodded and Shayla eased her hand down. "Ok. I'm listening and I will do my best not to interrupt but you know me and I am probably going to ask some questions."
Shayla smiled and swung her leg over his lower body so she could straddle his waist. "Yeah I do know. Alright this is going to kinda pick up from what I was saying yesterday. I was learning a lot about what turned me on and what didn't. I wish I could say that there was more that didn't turn me on but that list is pretty fucking short. One of the things that I learned and I guess the most fucked up if you ask my sister is that not only do I completely get off on being controlled but when its a white guy it just takes it over the top for me."
Kyle started to open his mouth and just closed it so that Shayla could continue. But there were questions already swirling around in his head.
"Yeah I'm objectifying you so live with it. Anyway I had all this shit building up and I needed someone to talk to. I know none of the girls I hang with would get it at all so I thought maybe my sister would kinda understand. I mean she was blood and all. So she took the control thing pretty good at first. I mean she teased me about probably wanting to get tied up and that I was nasty. But you know in a kinda joking way. And then I told her some more of the things that I thought of like leashes and collars and she stopped teasing and kinda got this look. I guess I didn't catch it cause I kept on talking about how I was finding out there was a lot out there that people were into. And then I pulled the cardinal sin for an independent black woman, I said I wanted to submit to a white man. My sister looked at me like I was some kind of mutant freak and started yelling at me. Asking what was wrong with me. Telling me that I was a traitor to the entire community. That I was a fucked up piece of shit." Shayla said the last few words with tears starting to flow freely down her cheeks.
Kyle leaned forward and hugged her tight against his chest. "You are no such thing Shayla. You are an incredible, intelligent, strong woman. She had no right to say any of that to you."
She looked up and wiped the tears off her cheeks. "Yeah I kinda know that now but man that hit me like a brickyard. But I'm not done and here you are interrupting me and being sweet and nice and its making the rest harder."
"You deserve care, Shayla. Especially when things are hard and emotional. You have to have that and it sounds like you haven't had nearly as much of that as you should have. And why does me being nice make telling me harder? I am not judging you at all. You can tell me anything."
Shayla gave a small smile and leaned down to hug Kyle tight. "Well let's see how you feel about that anything once I've spilled more. Anyway my sister threatened to tell mom about what I was thinking if I didn't get my head on straight and act like a normal person. So I told her that they was just thoughts and I didn't really want that and that I was just saying stuff to get a reaction out of her. I could tell that she didn't completely buy it and we was never really the same afterwards. I found the next black guy who looked at me with some interest and went out with him. Just kinda went through the dating motions with a few guys but it felt really empty. Then I met this guy who was into bondage and although it wasn't hypnosis level control it was something that really got me going in a way I hadn't felt since I started discovering who I am."
Kyle nodded and kept silent but also watched Shayla closely to make sure she was ok.
"It was good at first, I mean really good. I thought it was going to be exactly what I needed. I had to keep me seeing him secret cause he was white but that wasn't too hard because everyone had their own things going on and so long as I kept to a pretty normal routine no one noticed. Well we started doing more than just bondage. I mean it wasn't as if he hadn't spanked me or anything before but this one time he brought out this leather paddle and asked me if I wanted to try it out. I was thrilled and excited so of course I said sure. Long story short I loved it. But it didn't stop there. And I didn't want it to stop. He brought out a flogger and asked if I wanted to play and I said yes. And he brought out nipple clamps and asked if I wanted to play and I said yes. And then he brought out a ball gag and asked if I wanted to play and I said yes. Now I don't know exactly when it happened and yes part of that shit is on me but he stopped asking. He just did it. And I loved that he did it. I didn't want asked."
"But you should always be asked or at least checked on," Kyle blurted out. "Where the fuck was the safety words for playing like that?"
"Yeah. I told you I'm fucked up. I should be asked but I love it when its just done to me."
"You are not fucked up. You just love to be controlled. There does have to be some checks and safeties in there though."