I woke up early on Saturday. I took a long, hot shower, trying not to think about the night before. I didn't need to think about how hard I had cum while the nerdy loser Harold fucked my throat. I didn't need to think about how my pastor father had surely heard about what a slut I had been. I didn't need to think about how I had wondered what it would feel like for Harold to fuck me, taking my virgin pussy ... and I *definitely* didn't need to think about how I'd had the best orgasm of my life while imagining Harold fucking my ass.
I tried to shake those thoughts from my head. I picked up my phone and tried to ignore the dozens of missed calls and hundreds of texts. I just wanted to call Chad, to hear his voice, but it went to voicemail.
"Chad, honey, I love you," I said. "I love you more than anything. I - can you please call me? Can we talk? I'm still a bit confused about last night, and, and, and I just want you to know I love you and I miss you."
He had given Harold permission to fuck my throat. What kind of a boyfriend did that? How bad was that, next to me asking Harold to fuck my throat? Was that worse because he was supposed to be there to take care of me, or not as bad because he was just on the phone instead of in the room right there with Harold?
I had so much to think about and no answers, but I needed to focus. Today was the state championship game, and I had to be there to cheer on Chad. As I pulled on my short cheerleading skirt, my thoughts drifted again - would Harold be there? Would he be at Mariah's beach party tonight after the game? Did he like cheerleaders?
Just as I finished getting my uniform on and making sure I looked good in case Harold - I mean Chad - saw me, I heard a knock at my door. I quickly put on some lipstick to cover the bruising on them - Harold had not exactly been gentle with me as he'd held my head in his hands and pounded my throat - then went to answer the door.
It was Chad. I let him in, and we awkwardly sat on my couch together, neither of us saying anything. He broke the silence first.
"I love you, Candice."
I threw myself into his arms. I had been so worried after last night, I didn't know where we stood. I realized I had been worried he was here to break up with me, but now I was so relieved.
"Oh, Chad!" I cried.
He wrapped his arms around me, holding me just the way he knew I liked. We held each other for several minutes, only occasionally breaking the silence to say we loved each other and would be together forever.
Neither of us mentioned the night before, but it didn't matter. We loved each other and we had each other.
"Candice," he said, pulling out of my arms.
My eyes went wide as I realized he was getting down on one knee.
"I don't care about last night. We can put it behind us and move on, together. I love you and want to be with you for the rest of my life. Candice ... will you marry me?"
Chad had a beautiful, enormous ring. I was stunned as he showed it to me.
"Oh my god, Chad, of course! I love you so much!"
We kissed, and I was so happy I didn't even object as he took the opportunity to grab my butt. After we took some pictures with the ring, I could feel his penis getting hard against my leg.
"Candice, baby, do you think?" he started to ask.
"Chad, I would love to - with this ring, it has certainly been a week since the last time, and I would love to put my lips on your ... thing."
Chad groaned in anticipation. He tore his pants off and leaned back on the couch, and I got on my knees on the couch, leaning over him, still in my cheerleader uniform.
"I'm going to suck you like I sucked Harold, last night," I said.
We both moaned at that, remembering it as I reached into Chad's boxers and pulled out his penis.
"He was so big, baby - nothing like this little thing."
Where was this language coming from? I didn't know - but it felt natural. I started giving Chad's penis a few tugs, waiting for him to get hard, when I realized he was already hard!
"Is this as big as you get? It's smaller than I remember," I said. My lips were still near his dick, but I hadn't touched yet. Somehow that felt like something I shouldn't do anymore, and I knew I wasn't going to again.
"Oh, Candice," moaned Chad. He bucked his hips, trying to get his small penis into my mouth.
"Maybe it just seems smaller because last night I got to see a real man's cock for the first time," I heard myself saying. "Harold's dick was bigger soft than you are hard. It's pathetic."
Chad moaned and started twitching. I pulled back immediately so I could make sure I didn't get any of his cum on me. He just kept cumming, his little dick jerking, spilling his cum all over his boxers and groin. I looked at him, a wave of disgust and contempt rolling over me, but I shook it off. This was my boyfriend - no, my fiance! I loved him more than anything!
I got a couple of kleenex for Chad to clean himself up, and then we cuddled on the couch after he had put his pants back on.
"That was really hot," Chad said.
"Yeah, it was fun to tease you," I agreed.
"It was a cute fantasy. It doesn't mean anything."
"Right, yeah. Just a fantasy."
We were both reassuring each other as much as ourselves.
"Last night was weird. All kinds of things happen at college parties, but they don't mean anything," said Chad. "It was just a one time thing."
"Definitely. Never again," I nodded.
We kept cuddling on the couch until it was close to time to go for the game. I put the ring on my finger, over my purity ring, and we both admired it for a moment before Chad gave me a big kiss. I pushed my tongue into his mouth, and we made out for a minute while he sucked my tongue.
"Go on, baby! I'll be there to cheer you on!" I said, pushing him out the door.
All I could think about was that Chad had sucked my tongue ... the same tongue that had been covered in Harold's cum just last night.
* * * * *
All the other girls on the cheer squad tried to pretend they weren't staring at me when I entered the changing room. Mariah came over as I was stretching.
"Holy fuck, Candice!"
I shook my head at her. "It's nothing," I said.
"Girl - it was a long way away from nothing."
"Crazy things happen at college parties. It's not a big deal. It's fine. It doesn't mean anything," I whispered.
From the look on Mariah's face I could tell she didn't find me very convincing, but then she noticed my ring. All the girls went wild, asking me everything about it. Everyone needed a picture, and I was glad to have things moving back to normal.