On the seventh day of Camilla's predicament in the public aquarium in Montreal, she was being gang-banged by two spirits: those of a younger man and an older man she'd met one night thirteen years before, while visiting another strip joint in Toronto, called the
Solid Gold
. The boy's invisible cock was in her ass, and the older man's was in her pussy. Cell-phone cameras never stopped getting video of those two gaping holes as her naked body continued to hover over the water tank.
Since Camilla was experiencing another out-of-body vision of an old memory, Dr. Singh and the spirits of her loved ones couldn't communicate with her; they were aware, however, of what she was thinking when she relived her memories.
The intensity of Camilla's desire is lower when she re-experiences her past,
Agape observed.
And when she ejaculates into the water, the lust-energy in the Nigrovum is not as strong as when she' s present-minded and conscious of these uninterrupted gang-rapes she's suffering. This lowering of energy could be a good thing.
How?
Candice asked.
With lower levels of lust-energy in her Nigrovum,
Agape explained,
the masked men will have less effective Nigrovum to use on all those people on the other side of the glass of the water tank, watching her in the viewing area like zombies watching TV. That lowered energy will make it not so easy for the masked men to enslave the masses to their desires. Camilla knows this: she has a plan!
Well, that'll help a
bit
,
Don acknowledged.
I can sense that she's also trying to unravel how all of this really happened,
Agape added.
The masked men's use of mind control caused her to do everything they wanted her to do--vote them into power, get many other people to vote for them--and she was made completely oblivious as to whom she was really helping.
We could have told her that,
Singh communicated from Vancouver.
If only she hadn't blocked us.
Yes, but now she wants to see it all unfolding for herself,
Agape told them.
She's feeling remorse for what she's done. This could motivate her to want to redeem herself, and sacrifice her life to spare the world from the masked men's tyranny, a tyranny of blind indulgence.
Candice asked,
If Camilla dies, the masked men can reanimate her, and make her keep on coming, if artificially.
True,
Singh explained,
but her lust level would quickly drop to zero after her death, as Agape's had when Camilla reanimated his body after he died. When she committed incest with his fresh corpse, his spirit wasn't there with her. There was no lust-energy in the Nigrovum in his ejaculation. Nor will there be in hers after she finally dies.
And there is our hope,
Don said.
With less lust in the energy of the Nigrovum in her body, the masked men's control of everyone will be less sure,
Agape concluded.
Camilla understands this. She just needs to give up her life, to bring that lust to zero.
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Camilla's memory visions brought her back thirteen years in the past, to when
she was in her house in Toronto with five-year-old Eros. It was summertime. She, with her black-haired, pale 'Goth' look, had just finished taking a shower, and she wrapped a towel around herself before leaving the bathroom to go into her bedroom. Having absent-mindedly left her bedroom door ajar, she dropped her towel by her bed.
She sensed Eros coming, and that he psychically knew she was naked. She squatted down on the floor and grabbed the towel as he ran into her room.
Covering her front with the towel as he got up close to her, she said, "Sweetie, Mommy doesn't have her clothes on. Please leave my room till I'm dressed."
"But Mommy, I wanna--" he began, trying to get a peek at her bare ass.
"Nice boys don't wanna see their mommies when they don't have their clothes on," she said firmly.
"But Mommy, you see me when I have a bath."
"That's different, sweetie. Mommy isn't thinking dirty thoughts when she's giving you a bath. Go outside, close the door behind you, and wait until I'm dressed."
"But Mommy, it's not fair."
"Baby, I don't want to use my power on you, but I will if you keep this up. Go outside."
"But Mommy," he whined in frustration.
"Sorry, Camilla," Emily said as she came in the room. She took the unusually big boy by the arm and tried to take him out of Camilla's bedroom. "Wow, he's not so easy to move anymore."
"Let me go!" he said angrily. "I wanna see Mommy."
Camilla looked deep into his eyes.
"You'll go with Emily now."
Within seconds, he was no longer struggling to get free of Emily.
"I'll go with Emily now,"
he repeated, now docile. He walked out of the bedroom quietly with Emily. She closed the door after her.
His Oedipus complex is so strong!
Camilla thought as she put her clothes on.
He's getting out of control. I can't believe what happened last week, when he actually came into my bedroom, and I was having sex with Danny. I was so horny during the sex that I was too distracted to sense Eros' presence psychically. I'm gonna have to have another place for when I have sex with young guys like Danny or Chris, guys who still live with their parents. Maybe I can rent out Candice's old apartment, just down the street. It'll bring back older, happier memories of her. God, how I miss her; and how I miss Daddy! In Eros, I can psychically feel their energy, since he's partially made with the Nigrovum from their come. Feeling their energy makes me feel as if they're still with me--it makes their loss bearable...or almost bearable, anyway. The bubble I have around me, the one that numbs my emotions, still keeps the pain of their loss from tearing me apart psychologically. I don't know how my sanity would stay intact without that bubble.
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Indeed, Camilla did go to that apartment building Candice had lived in; Camilla was lucky that no one was renting out Candice's old room at the time, and so Camilla now rented it.
Paying for the extra place wouldn't be a problem for her, since she was making such a large sum of money as a lap dancer at
Club Ritz
. The inheritance she'd received from her father, which included his old house, also made it easier for her to cope financially with all her expenses.
Now she had a place for lovers, at a safe distance from all-too-curious Eros.
****************
That night, Camilla went out partying with Ron, Vera, and Mercedes after
Club Ritz
had closed early due to electrical problems. The four of them found another strip joint several blocks away from
Club Ritz
, the
Solid Gold
. They sat at a table by the stage and ordered some beers.
The stripper onstage at the time, naked but skinny, older, and unattractive, had just finished her last song. She got off the stage.
"What a skank," Mercedes said in Camilla's ear.
"Yeah," Camilla said. Then she saw a cute young man, tall, thin, and blond, walk into the bar. She looked at him and grinned invitingly. He blushed and sat at the tip rail. "What a cutie he is! I'm going onstage and getting naked for him." She immediately got up and started towards the stage.
"But Camilla," Vera said. "You don't work here. They won't let you."